I fear....I fear...

The week past by uneventfully...
The norm these days are customer "complaints",
Savvy-Stock-buying-customers suddenly becoming uneducated-missell-claiming-innocent-victims.... Overnight! Absurd!

I woke this morning feeling really lethargic... didn't sleep well last night, I was not really worried about the check up but mayb subconsciously, I am. Was paranoid of being late, kept tossing in bed and after the last check of the time (5.32am)... I could hardly sleep anymore...

Anyway, the check went fine, accordingly to the young Doc, the sudden-moles-development is considered normal, skin cancer is really quite rare amongst 28yrs olds, female and Asian. He even said that outa the possibly 5 mil population,only abt 10 new cases are discovered and even then, most of them are not Asian.

So the verdict is to observe for another 6weeks after prescribing me a strong steroid cream and moisture riser. Then review, if required, biopsy... Haiz, wait and wait again....

Passed by the market, had my comfort food of Toast Bread with Cold Storage Butter, half boiled eggs and Tea... was really pissed after I happened to overhear what the other table of Aunties and Uncles were toking about! Damn! They were toking so loudly that I almost wanna offer a recommendation of an Otologist (Neurotologist) to check their hearing!

Content of conversation:
"Aiyoh! U got read newspaper or not, XXX mis selling their products lah! Anyhow bluff old pple like a to invest this invest that... now cant take back $$ liao lah!"
"Ya lor ya lor, that time I go to the bank, they also target me! Never EVER listen to them!"
"Now those pple claim uneducated may b can take back something leh! We should go try hor!"

then the ultimate is....
"Piang, market down so much, crazy lah! Maybe I should buy XXX stock! Blue Chip company in Singapore leh! Drop also nevermind, keep 10-20yrs lah! Sure will go up 1 what!"
"Yah lor, so how much u buying?!"
"Aiyah, cant lah! Say say only - cos now all my money stuck in Blue chip bank stocks already lah! I duno will drop so much mah! Now can only wait lah!"

And everything I tell some1 to invest in a 3 yrs plan, they say it's too long.... but they can wait 10-20yrs and they can Guarantee-chop-stamp-sure will go up 1! Suddenly they become innocent-non-savvy customers when they were high-risk-stock-buyers the night before!!
I really felt like going over their table and show them my 3rd finger!

Was so tired, emotionally drained, exhausted.... slept on the bus, mrt and almost while waiting in the lift!