It's Finalised! So I get to keep the new Bag! YAY!

Ok! 1st up! It's Finalised!
I ended up having a New Okaley bag and losing a Boyfriend.
This is what i call a Pyrrhic victory.
To put it simply, A Pyrrhic victory is a Victory with devastating cost to the victor. One that can do without.

So today I declare myself Single and Available again! It's more for myself, a start to move on and leave the past behind - afterall, I have been "single" for the past 2 weeks with no sound no picture! Loathed such childish silent break! Not secondary school liao lor! Tsk tsk!

After sitting down to analyse things, I think it's for the better anyway.
Some signs I failed to acknowledge but ard right infront of me!
Signs like he's not over the past r/s, he's not as stable as I wish my partner to be etc.
Of course I still cant deny the fact that it's fun hanging out together, coffee with the other guys, lazing in bed, discussing the latest computer gadget/man toy, etc.

End of story, it was fun for the past 2 months, no regrets, time to be realistic and move on!
YAY! Soya's gotten stronger!

Oh, and abt the new Okaley bag!

Wickedly niceeeeee!

When I finally embrace my new status, Papa have to give me a scolding....haiz...

I called home to ask if Papa n Linda would like to have dinner together at the Kopitiam. They were Onz. So when I got back alone, Papa was puzzled as he expected to see Al. When he asked abt Al, I told him that we were no longer together. To my surprise, he Flared up and scolded me nonstop saying things like :"Why like that! U all play play ah?! Why u like that!" as if it was my fault! I kept quiet and just said :"Aiyah, different direction in life, so spilt lor! Can we just go for a quiet and nice dinner?!"

Dinner was tense, the only way I know how to mitigate the situation is to make dinner expensive too. Papa loves Food lah! So settled this episode for the day.... Phew....
But it left my heart very heavy... have I disappointed Papa again? I'm sure he had hoped for me to settle down soon... afterall, I am no longer "young" to them! haiz... I knew he was more upset than angry with me.... but did he tot that I was the unreasonable, hard-to-get-along, difficult,missy-temper one?! NO!!!! I wasnt! But did he know that?!

In relationships, I have always been more than patient, more than gentle and kind. but each time I told myself, I would fall into the pitfall anymore! I need to protect myself more.... I can honestly say that for this r/s with Al, I have been tougher and my defence shield doubled in thickness and my attitude more nonchalant.

Qn:Was this the reason for us coming to this stage?
Ans: I duno and will never be sure.