Feeling down.... Time for my Therapy!

Having been feeling rather down since last night....

Frankly, I was rather upset not being able to watch ... I have waited long for this movie... I dun like to wait...

But I know it's just that I have been feeling rather vexed recently... the tension just piled up... would be something that I know can cheer me up... so I need to do it now Now NOW!!! Stupid screening timing does it! ArgH!

To top it off, I saw this ad again in the newspaper this morning...

I love this place... the nice decor, the location... but maybe I love it for more than the physical unit itself.... I could love it for the wrong reasons... for the dream that was once within my grasp... for the life I once could have had... but it over... so I should move on.... why am I still feeling like this after so long... have I not moved on? I am pretty sure I have, but I am holding back ... for the general concept of how I wish my life could be... Let me be! Leave me alone!
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This does it, I really need my therapy!
so I left the house for SIMEI PHOON HUAT to buy baking ingredients again!

I decided to bake cake for my office (tmr I am on leave, but will bring to them!), for Starry and family, and friends!

I will bake my favourite Banana Walnut cake for the branch (cos they love bananas!)
& bake Lemon Cake for Starry n Family (cos Starry dun take banana n Lemon is high in VitaminC, we need to boast our immune system against Flu!)

Using my new mixer for the 1st time! Niceeee!

Somehow my hp's camera got some prob, some photos never got stored! *POUT*

So straight skip to End product!

Getting Lemon Zest for the Lemon Cake and the Frosting for the banana cake!

Must make full use of my $17 lemon zester! Hahah!

1st time I tried to do frosting! Easy n Yummy!

See the Walnut inside! It's the heavy, moist type of Banana cake that I like!

Next, Lemon cake!

Not so nice end product... not sure why it couldnt get cooked in the middle.... so no choice let the top burnt abit bah!

After pouring over the Lemon Syrup!

Prettier with Lemon rinds!

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Then I had a big surprise from Starry...

I think she can sense that I was feeling down cos I dun really feel like toking, even to her on the phone, nor msging... she came to my house!!! with Little Lion!!! OMG! She bot the Little Lion for me!!! & travelled all the way from AMK to Tampines and later gona travel back to AMK again.... on Public Transport... omg!

I was dumbfounded!

This Little Lion is Special... we saw it at Tamp1, then at AMK again on the same day... it's friend, Green Froggy is also very cute... this both caught my attention... I wouldnt buy for myself lah, but I wouldnt know which to buy also cos I like both alot!

But Sweet Starry bot it for me.... I think she is smarty pantz too, cos Lions have a special place in my heart! Plus it's smile makes me wanna sayang it more!!!

See! So cute right?!

Little Lion even has some *Blusher on!!*

Feeling very happy!

But still in shock from her surprise!

In my best abilities, I drew this from my hp...

This is what I feel when I saw Little Lion....

"Hug Me"...

Somehow it feels weird... these are things I used to do for my love ones... surprise them... look out for them... somehow sm1 else is doing it for me now... I am still abit not used to the idea of being the recipient... of cos it feels real great to be the recipient! Need to get used to it! hhahah!

With starry... There seem to be a nagging reminder of some reservation on what I should or should not do...

When u read this gal... just wanna say this, if I have not said enough....

"Thank you.... Thank you very much..."