Havent been feeling very pleased with myself for the past week....
Work was not too smooth going... but at this point of blogging, i am happy to announce that I was finally right abt the market... & very right... could have made a killing, make back all that I have lost in my trading account for the past 2 weeks... but that's on the hind sight of course! Nevertheless, still very happy that the trading strategy learnt works! Rocks!
So feeling much better after switching on the computer this morning to "check", out of "curiosity"... YAY! Ok, next week's trading plan is to maintain the +ve momentum n vibe!
I made a list of TO DOs:
1) THOU SHALL ONLY TRADE WHEN CONFIDENT!
If the trade is not good enough, abort the plan. Select the most potential currency pair only. Think: If I can only do 1 trade a day - which should it be! Must not feel the "Need" to trade just becos I woke up at 6.15am?! No oppty, sit tight & relac! Be more cautious on Monday (opening) & Friday (closing).
2) THOU SHALL HAVE PROFITABLE MENTALITY!
Each trade must be meant for Profit, not testing of strategy!
In this order: Perserve Capital, Minimise Loss, Max Profit - Be contented & Dun look back!
3) THOU SHALL HAVE ONLY +VE VIBE WHEN TRADING!
+ve Vibe! Stay confident! Be happy waking up at 6.15am! Be happy to look forward to my training after trading! Be nice to pple around me! Be happy I have Creamie & Nugget to support me at home! Shooo out all -ve energy! Practise Ommmmm..... Nirvana!
The above is for trading... so done! Must carry out my plan!
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Another thing not pleased with myself... it has been 1 week 6 days... since we last talked... feeling rather heartpain... all the advice from my friend: A girl has got to do what she has gota do! Even if it means losing a Great pal! Give him more time!
Argh..... how much more time! When I see the status on MSN, I have an urge to say "hello" but I stopped myself each time... worse: I have to stop myself so many times a day that it's becoming tiring... should I just delete his name in my list? but.... but... argh... too painful...
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I have fallen again... damn... cant help but feel XYZ abt this feeling... at first it was sweet..... then it became a guessing game, then dreadful.... eventually it will become unbearable.... argh.... the
一厢情愿 feeling...
So I have been told that I fall too easily for the devil's trap... thank goodness for honest & trustworthy friends who are not afraid to tell me in my face :"Soya, he's just not that into you... move on girl, c'mon! There's plentiful out there!"
I need this reminders so much... so that I will not fall & become
片体鳞伤 (ok, at this point, in case you are wondering why I suddenly got the "feeling" to include all these Che-na words... ok - I googled them yah...can better express my feelings now).
For now, the plan is to stay cool... sit back & observe.... one thing for sure, even if I desperately want a date with him, a girl CANNOT look too desperate! Must sit down & plan...
Failure to plan is the plan to fail!
So after much consideration & lotsa brain storming, I decided to take this all in the most professional & reliable approach...
1st:
http://www.google.com/ (must seek my best friend's opinion!)
2nd: Key word :
"aquarius man" (Hit it baby!)
3rd: Viola! Do ur research gal! (shortlist those IMPT info only!)
ok ok... this is planning, decently professional... but reliable? I duno.... Let's see....
Extract: How to attract an Aquarius man
1. Gain the firm friendship of an Aquarius man
(Done!) before contemplating a romantic relationship with him. Aquarians make friends very easily
(Too easily! Haiz..) and because of this have many friends usually from varied backgrounds, cultures and ethnic groups. You will need to accept his friends, even the strange and weird ones, if you are to have a relationship with an Aquarian man
(Do they include weird n supa hairy ones with unbearable BO?! Oh noo!!).
2. Wear something in the colour turquoise
(WTF! Turquoise?!) to attract an Aquarius man. The colour turquoise is a mix of the creative expression of the colour green and the rational thought of the colour blue. And this mix explains the personality traits of an Aquarian man and is thus very appealing to them. They are mysteriously drawn to this colour and will be intrigued by you and want to know what you have to say. (Quick! I need to buy a Turquoise top Now! NOW!)
3. The power of imagination and dreams are important to Aquarians. They are unconventional dreamers with very vivid imaginations. Intrigue them and stimulate their imagination by explaining an unusual dream you had, featuring them hopefully (Cant tell him I dreamt of me in his strong & almighty arms last nite can I?! Else he get the wrong idea how!?!) . They'll love to analyse both you and the dream and be flattered that you were dreaming of them. They will come up with many fanciful ideas to explain it to you (Maybe he will tell that he had the vice versa dream too?! Wuahaha! Soya! u've gota stop dreaming!) .
4. Aquarian men are very curious creatures themselves and are curious about everything and everyone. Stimulate their enquiring and explorative mind by suggesting dates at a science museum, modern art gallery (Done on our "first date"!) or unconventional and experimental music concert, and you'll have then hooked on you (Boh leh! I was hooked on him instead! Damn!) .
5. You will need to connect with the mind of an Aquarian and expect lots of intelligent conversations on a wide range of subjects. Be as well read and knowledgeable about his particular interests as you can be. He will appreciate that (Considered Done! I am SMarty Pantz Soya leh! YAY!) .
6. Aquarian men are not renowned for their displays of emotions so don't expect them to express their feelings to you. They also cannot deal with the emotions of others. They can appear quite distant with their head in the clouds, so if you are the kind of woman (or man) who needs lots of love and affection and desire to express your feelings, you may have difficulties with a relationship with an Aquarius man. Aquarians are free spirited, independent and freedom loving and you'll find if difficult, if not impossible, to get them commit to you (Piang! Damn true lah! I was tormented by the last Aquarius I date for 2 years on & off! Shito! How can I forget that!)
7. An attraction Spell, either cast by you or by a professional Spell caster or Witch will help to attract an Aquarius man. If it is written in the stars that your destiny is to be with an Aquarius man, than you might try to help destiny along a little. Real Magic uses mysterious, subtle yet tried and tested methods to attract a lover. And even if you are a little sceptical, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain (Piang, Need the Stars help ah?! Bo bian liao! Starry Stella counted or not?! Kekek! ) .
--------------Alright, enough research done... now all is in the plan - time to execute it!
Wait for my further updates bah! Heeeah Heeah Heeeah! Aston-Power-Evil-Laugh...
Phew... feeling better after letting the Devil in me out... I shall devour this man....
I am LEO WOMAN - HEAR ME ROAR! ROOAAAAAARRRRRRRRRR!
Sorry Starry the HP lead came in so late... causing you so much unhappiness for the past weeks... I shall not go into details how I was so pissed waiting for it to arrive in the post... much later than expected... Something small made to cheer u up, in the end - it seemed like a "I'm sorry" gift... haiz... anyway, just glad that it finally did arrive! phew! =)
Been wanting to learn how to draw eyeliner for ages liao lah! Finally today Starry is gona teach me!! YAY!
Starry said: "After I learnt how to do this eye make up! I really believe now that 世上没有丑女人, 只有懒女人..."
