Shd I succumb to being NORMAL?

I have been toying with this idea of getting a new phone-mainly for trading-on-the-go purpose.

Reasons:
1) My LG Windows Mobile HP's processor is too slow & lagging...
Apparently, LG had oversell their promise, LIFE IS definitely not GOOD with them!

2) I need a Operating System that is compatible with my trading softwares (there are mainly 2).
Either a WM or iPhone or at least gd platform for surfing net.

3) Upgrade to Data Plan, but my current mobile service provider SUCKs at Mobile Boardband (USD Doggle), I actually told them that I no longer wanna WALK ON SUNSHINE with them! So if i duno if I wanna stick to them further.

But but....
they are giving me an gd offer. In order for them to clear their iPhone stock (for the new POWER 4G iPhones -expecting 3rd qtr), i dun need to top up $100 to get a new phone & since it's an upgrading of plan - I can restart the contract.... but of cos I will be stuck with them again for another 2 yrs....

But hor... knowing me... i had refused to succumb to all the WHITE APPLE craze!
1) I have an iPod (cos it was a gift)
2) I look those pple no up if they dun do graphics but die die wan a MacBook!
3) I had by far managed to stop myself from succumbing to the iPhone craze.... until now...

I would love to have a iPad - as the name suggested already, it's made for the LADIES!!!
Looks like my most immediate choice of HP would be the iPhone! Cos my fav HTC is mainly Andriod platform & i duno how it the OS is!

But, having only been able to carass the iPhone for the 1st time on Mon... I realised that my refusal to succumb to the norm (which is to use the iPhone for games)... I didnt even know how to unlock or locate the keypad to make a call! *FAINT* so paiseh!!!

So So.... should I finally allow myself to be "normal?"... will that mean I am no longer "Special?"
Kekek!