Nightmare caused me to cry again....

I ought to slap myself hard.
Yest after lunch, i suddenly felt a craving for coffee... mayb it's the fact that when u knw that u cant have something (due to Clinical Study's requirement to "purify" the blood), u tend to crave for it more...

Strangely, I craved for Coffee... so I made a cuppa of coffee and have my first coffee of this year... u read correctly... FIRST COFFEE for YEAR 2010! This is how much I avoid coffee....

True enough, I couldnt sleep last nite! I was feeling very awake still and when the TV isnt showing anything logical anymore, I read the clock and realised it was already 12+midnite. I usually prepare to sleep by 11.30 and now I am feeling like someone just injected me with REDBULLS! OMG! I then recalled that I had Coffee in the daytime...

Anyway, the stinging pain in my knees n toe is also keeping me awake... I already stained my bedsheets with blood last nite. I find it hard to position my legs properly hence difficult to sleep soundly. Also, I have been diligently putting my legs in a bended position (squatting or sitting), hoping the wound will dry and heal faster... this way it wun crack open again when I bend my legs... it is working (i think)... at least it hurts more when my legs are straight and not bended now.

Anyway, I was surfing the net and found some interesting reno ideas... hence contributed to my nightmare.... i dreamt abt the night that my darling Cookie boy fell off from the window.... i must have wept myself to sleep when i finally did doze off... haiz....

They say "日有所思, 夜有所梦" meaning "One will dream what he thinks during the day..."
& exactly what did I researched in the daytime? This.....LEGATE's Invisible Grilles...

See extract from CityView's condo forum:

1) Legate are the originator of the Invisible Grilles.

Another competitor with the Invisble grilles name are from overseas(Malaysia)

If you have faults with the competitor's installation, she says they have to do modification works or resolve issues in their JB office if necessary..more inconvenient.

For Legate, their workshop and offices are in Ang Mo Kio.

2)Legate's Invisible grilles can be fixed($12psf) or can be movable i.e can be opened and closed (by making it into sliding or casement type at $22 psf)- hope this answers Nelson's question on opening.

For the competitor, according to her, no option for opening/closing. Only fixed.

3)The gap of the cables can be varied from 2, 3, 4 5 or 6 inches for Legate. Competitor no option to vary the gap according to her. Only fixed gap.

For pets, she says it is advisable to do 2inches gap so that the pets can't squeese thru. - Vocikit, your "animal" is safe

For kids, she says 3 to 4 inches is sufficient. 5 and 6 inches are not advised..unless for Asthetic only ba..

4)Legate is going to have a Exhibition booth at the Changi Expo between 28Aug to 5 Sept at Hall 6

Do go and check out their invisible grilles and other samples.

5)They did a lot of installation for The Pinnacles recently.

So this is why I dreamt about that faithful night again.... the whole episode just replayed.... from the time I discovered him missing.... searched for him downstairs.... broke down when the vet said he is already gone... me coming back with an empty pet carrier....to the time collected him urn...

Sad.... emo... if only i could turn back time....

If I have ever have the chance to live outside this house, I am so gona get this windows....