Dilemma from flowers.... Truth Hurts

I have alwis feel that receiving flowers shd be a very happy thing... but last nite's bouquet gave me quite abit of headache...

Linda had knocked on my bedroom door rapidly last evening, she asked if the flowers were for me, i said "no" almost too quickly.
Number 1) I m not attached,
Number 2) There isnt someone tat i know of (at this moment), who would send me flowers.

But it was for me. According to Linda, it was left at the doorsteps, i must have missed the delivery guy as I buried myself in blanket, watching a sobby korean drama's last few episode.

Then when I saw the card, I was caught very much by surprised.
1st reaction: Haiz... what should I do now...

I have theories abt receiving flowers,
1) Sincerity
I am most happy when received 1 or 2 or a small bouquet, but never thru delivery.
So far the big bouquets i have received were ordered online n delivery by the florists. I wished the sender had specially picked out the flowers, consulted the florist abt a certain arrangement, wrote the card (in own handwriting) and gave the flowers to me personally - even if it's only 1 stalk. Yes yes, i know I am a romantic die hard but that's the way i am.... it's definitely more sincere than click away on the net, select something that dun look too cheapo, type the words u would like to appear on the card (which is picked by the floral company btw) and then pay with the plastic.

2) Intentions
If the flowers are from someone i am dating, the msg could be:"I love u and I really treasure u"
If the flowers are from someone whom u are considering to date, then the msg could be :" I really like u, would u consider me?"
but what if the flowers are from someone random... what is the hidden msg?
Dilemma dilemma.... esp when the flowers are from someone whom u dun wana date. ARGH! Wrecked i am!

Dun get me wrong, I am still very happy whenever i receive flowers!!!
but all I am saying is that if the flowers are frm someone special, I think I will be happy with just 1 stalk, cos the meaning is BIG enough already. At least the person bothered to go to the florist, personally pick that stalk, n travel with it to hand it over to me. =D

For now, I'll probably have to transform to be the cold n mean Soya... only till the coast is clear... bear with me... So sorry... the truth hurts...