Too many Great news today! I’m FAINTING!

This year’s celebration is damn homely lah! We had Pot luck!
It’s YUMMY! Homecooked food! From Imperial Herb Chicken to Seafood Pasta! It’s International cuisine! to follow!

So many news today!
1) Vivy announced that she’s getting Hitched to AT! OMG!

2) Then Darling Claris had to announced she have got BIG news right after Vivy! OMG! We all thought we have to prepare Baby Angpow soon! BTW, Claris just got married last Oct! Then she announced my new status, on my behalf to everyone! OMG! Gave us a shock!
As usual lah, kena “grilled” by the rest!

3) After we all recovered from the shock and starting to digest the food. Belinda dropped the big bomb! She and J are expecting! OMG!

I am so so so HAPPY for Vivy and Belinda!!! Next year’s gona be a Great year to start with! We’ll get to dress up pretty again! And of course need to save up for Angpows for our darlings!
What a great way to end and start the year!

I adjourned to Weisiang’s place… it’s wonderful! It’s always a delight to be there…. Nicee breeze…. Great company… booze and all….be merry and chill! Al finally came after it must have been the millionth time I answered “Yes yes yes…. The man’s coming in just a while… gd stuff are worth waiting for u know…” =D

Another great celebration!

I must have drank quite abit… I actually locked Poor Al outside my door after I came back from the shower… Poor Al was in his… ahemm…. Sexy towel! According to him, he knocked and knocked… called my Hp and actually woke up Linda… she had to use the spare key to let poor Al in…. darling…. So very sory, natural instinct lah… lock the door after me…. So sorry, make u malu…. dun be mad at me already k...*POUT*

Catch !!! Give me JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!!

Watching today… niceeeee….. Nicole’s simply STUNNING and Hugh simply Gorgeous… and has a Yummy beard to go with that charming chiseled jawline…. Wooooooo…..

Catch it!

I have never really fancied Justin Timberlake, and I cant understand why the young bubblegum candy girls go ga-ga over him.... But after I watched this some time ago on cable.... it's OMG!

GIVE ME JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!

Sexy body, sexy moves, sexy everything! OMG!!!

OMG... I am melting already..........awwwwwww......

I WANNA be ALPEN’s Ambassador!!!!

YAY! Still clearing my leave! Had lunch with Starry at Bugis! Alas! Only 1 hr!!! Soup Spoon’s as usual, Yummy but Expensive! Hmm…. Suddenly I miss cooking again…. I miss Home-Cooked YuMMY Mushroom Soupy…
Awww…..


FinallY! I passed Starry the Shocking PINK Earphones I got for her! I bought it very long ago actually, ever since she mentioned that her earphones are spoilt! YAY! Shocking Pink! YAY! I know she’s Love them to bits! And guess what!

She bought me ALPEN MUSELI BARS! And Lucido Hair Product! Nothing, NOTHING can beat our Telepathy!

ALPEN should really sponsor me! I have all the flavours!

Can I be ALPEN’s Ambassador!? Cookie too?!

Dearie, I actually bought the MUSELI Bars too! The other day when the supply got low! And and… I bought the same LUCIDO clay for my hair, the SAME! The exact Size, type and from the SAME place! OMG! OMG! Someone hold on to me! *FAINT* How can this be?! Already, we are smsing each other at split seconds almost every morning, even when I tried to put our Telepathy to test by deliberating delaying and breaking the usual timing! STILL! OMG!

Have I Said This Before?! Have I Said This Before?!

Have I Said This Before?! Have I Said This Before?!

I LOVE MY PUSSIES!!!

Cookie & Creamie have grown quite abit now! They are 4mths coming to 5mths in early Jan09 ... meaning they are in their teens already! OMG! My babies are in the rebelious teenage age now! I have better keep an eye on them!

Here's some pictures taken over the past few days..... Awwwww...... arent they lovely?!

Taken: 8 Oct 2008

See how they have grown!!
Taken: 28 Dec 2008 (2mths later)!

Sleepy head Cookie!

Alert Cookie!

Stylo Cookie!

Cool Babe Creamie!

“Swimming Swimming in the Swimming Pool!"

“Swimming Swimming in the Swimming Pool!
When Days are HOT, Days are COLD,
In the Swimming Pool! Lalalala…lala…”

Weather’s Great for the dip…. Just that it has also been a long long time since I last went to a public pool… these days I’ll rather stick to the TP
Swimming Pool…less prying eyes…on my straight 34-34-34 figure, on my Blue rose tattoo arm band, on my Little Lion…

But but…I had so much fun today! It’s been a lot time since I really….played in the pool… & I mean, really P-L-A-Y, fool around kinda play… it felt like secondary school again! In fact, with Al, it’s like back to secondary school! Taking MRT, Bus, walking, cycling at the park, watching movie… dating Al is… so unusual… strange fuzzy feeling…

Thanks to Starry!!! Niceee Music Videos!

The other time we went Mono Bar (St James), I was busy writing down in my lousy Chinese the songs that I thought were really niceeee....
Sweet Starry got the links and sent them to me! YAY!
*MUCKS!*

Of course there's my ultimate fav, never fails to bring a tear to my eye:

溫嵐-祝我生日快樂

26 Dec Boxing day

Over the past two weeks, I went with Papa.... I seek treatment and since he was also there, I asked Dr.Lee give Papa one of this MAGIC RUBBA and really! Papa, who was initially sceptical, almost took up Dr.Lee's entire supply of Name cards... he wana give to his Kawans at the Fishing Ports!

My ankle's good to go, after suffering since 8 Dec 08, approx 2.5weeks...3days was all it took for Dr.Lee's MAGIC RUBBA to .... show it's Magic (i'm not making sense am i?! )

So today, I brought Al to the Chinese Sinseh at tampines St 81.... MAGIC RUBBA Skills.. touch touch abit, rub rub abit... VIOLA! He felt better already!
Have been feeling really guilty that he got this injury due to the Half Marathon that he accompanied me to....haiz...

We also received news that our friend's sister passed on this morning...
I cant really offer any consolation to him and his family... I just wished that they will all treasure life as she had... frm what I've heard, she really enjoyed life and have lived really fruitfully...that's most impt isn't it?

I prayed for her when I visited her.... I asked Him to bring her to safety and in his arms... to be part of his family... to be sheltered and loved by Him... I asked Him to spare her and her family of this pain they are going through now... if He doesnt need her yet, let her get better... if He needs her to lead His army of Great Singapore Sales and CHANEL shopping... bring her to his kingdom.... with endless supply of Branded bags and shoes!

Please everyone, if you really love your family and friends, love ur life...


I had to attend last part of training and take a test at Upper East Coast Rd (Siglap) today. Our new training centre is just nxt to the Showflat of THE BREEZE...

I love this place...it's the 1st showflat that I have ever been to.... yet I fell in love with the place at once... great place for a family... facilities etc... gd space for kids... great location and most imptly, should be a great property investment ...

Family Kungfu Xmas!

Poor Al had to get up at 5.45am to go to work at 6.15am.... chuiz...
Work is more impt yes yes.... but it's Xmas...
But at 28yrs old, I am not abt to become a spoilt bratty girlfriend to make ur life even more miserable than what your boss is doing already...
It does not mean that I do not wish to sleep in with you, it merely means that " I understand your work is tough and thank you for working hard for us..."

So we met again at 12pm to watch Kungfu fighting

I actually thought it was called I-P Man... chuiz lah!
It's all Kungfu Kungfu I-am-CHINESE-Hear-Me-ROAR flick! I think Papa really enjoyed it! & I must say, Linda (Step Mother) very give face to go lah!

Thereafter Al treated us to lunch at AJISEN! YUMMY SOUP BROTH!!!! WOoohooo!
No-lamp-shining-on-Al-why-are-u-dating-my-daughter shit from Papa nor Linda, but the their questions abt Al were targeted at me, diagonally ...though Al's right beside me and opposite them.... chuiz...I know Papa is actually very shy lah!

Thanks Al for being such a darling... =D *SMOOCH*

We went back, I got engrossed doing my HP & computer stuff...
Ok, I think the ALARM Bell went off in Al... why is my gf so engrossed in doing comp stuff - like me, the guy?!
Today, he finally experienced the LEAVE-ME-ALONE-MY-GADGETS-ARE-NOT-IN-OPERATIONAL-MODE Soya.
He slept, woke,disturbed and teased me, I am still at it... I was darn sleepy, but I jus had to do it!
Even Starry "retreated" and "oh what happened? Ok, nvm, patience k, slowly do...."
Sory babe, this is me.... this is you too.... according to you, the worse Alvin. kekekk!

1st time I got a Sub-Standard Foot rub from anyone (other than my Chinese Sinseh and my handsome Papa)!
HEY! But a foot rub is still a foot rub k! I am not abt to complain!

I duno what's with me abt foot rubs... it just sounded romantic to me... we see it in the movies and drama serials... all the time!
It's how a guy shows the girl that he cares for her, even to small details like the smelly foot and ugly putty looking toes...
It's how a girl knows that the guy is not embarrassed to do things for her!
Listen to me Men! We,Ladies, wear heels to beautify ourselves-for you! We DESERVED it! It's our ENTITLEMENT!
Hear us women ROAR!
Wuahahah! Sounding like a feminist liao!

Dun worry, I will guide u slowly, in no time, you will be a $-FOR-A-FOOT-RUB expert!
Thanks for the foot rub, felt really Loved...=D

My 1st Half day work at Branch!

In view of Xmas eve? We opened till 3.30pm only! YAYAYAY!!!! YIPPPPPEEEE!!

It's my 1st official half day at the branch! We have a Party going on later! DAMN Happy lah! Xmas exchange pressie etc!!! Makan! YIPEEE!!!

My mood was Sadden by 1 silly thing, the distance I feel between me and the rest of my mates.... have noticed the difference ever since I returned from Block leave in Oct... I always thought I was too sensitive and gave them the benefit of doubt... we used to hang out alot, Punggol Nasi lemak, uncle Heineken 2 bottles, bro/sis Ai Lim Jiu Mai, Bro/sis come breathe air... they can leave me alone in the pub- with the bags, and all adjourn to smoke or breathe smoke... someone's gota look after the bags what! So I stay lor... Only when there's only two of us, then I can feel my presence...

Today, I am truly disappointed. I tried very hard to ignore the signs I see... but I cant anymore... I am tired of trying... I have decided, if we are so different, make it so... I can be packing the stuff, exchanging pressies, then 1 by 1, they slipped off to their fav corner... I wanna wish them Happy X'mas, but where's every1? Well, I wished them anyway - but it's crazy, I dun even know who they are to me anymore... what a way to end the celebration... hmph...

what celebration...chuiz. I left home with a very heavy heart...

Anyway, Al bought me a nicee pressie... gadget, new toy to be exact!

YAY! & an Austin Mini Car! It swirls round! Lights & no Lights! Check out my new toy!

Magnetic field holding the object in mid air!

COOoooool!

With night lights too!! YAY!

He bot an additional Mini Cooper for me! YAY YAY YAY!

So cute! I can open it's doors!

Babe, I dun need a gift just so it's Xmas... I dun need it to be expensive... but when I say want something, I really want it....kekke! Scared already?! Wuahahah! Told you so! You don't know what You've gotta yourself into! kekeke!

Thanks for putting so much thoughts into getting a gift... I know it's our first Xmas together... it must have been really special to you... But for me, what I really want for Xmas is to have the next Xmas with you, and the Next .... and the next.... and the next.... =D

海角七號 Cape No. 7...

Finished course at Shenton earlier than expected! YAY! Went to SIM LIM to get my External Hard Disk, $119 for 320GB! WOOOHOOO!!
Gd Buy, Best Buy, MUST BUY AH!!! I went straight to the shop that Al told me to go, didnt even bother to recee liao...

Question: Am I getting too dependent on him?!
These days, I will:
1) actually ask him to carry my girly bag for me (I have never done this to any of my guy friends - spare them the embarrassment)!
2) ask him to teach me computer stuff (I need to know I am still SMARTY PANTZ)! though I could learn them myself, and waiting for him to teach me is just too slow - I am still waiting (*WINKS*)
3) purposely ask him to make restaurant reservations etc (I need to know I can depend on him for all small & big things)!

Al rushed to come from work (Loyang Drive) to Cineleisure and the taxi fare was a whooping $32!!! WTF!!!
He was still abt 10 mins late, yes yes.... we missed the first few minutes and I have never allowed myself to do this before!
but I really dont have the heart to be angry with him liao.... I was nursing the $$ pain for the taxi fare...$32!! We could each have a bottle Hoegarden... haiz... Chuiz, Al's got himself a Jiu Gui!

Anyway, Cape No.7 <海角七號 > was not all Love Dovey... thought I will be crying alot... but instead, I laughed alot!
The Taiwan Hokkien jokes were all Crude and very original!!! Damn funny lah! Tears of laughter only! kekekk! Nice movie - Must catch it!

I think the songs in these movies are quite decent too!

When I passed by Emerald Place on route to Cineleisure, I was thinking abt Ice Cold Beer. Uncannily, just after the movie ended, Vivy msged and she, Eeleen, Weilin, and Famous Jordan were all there! So we went to join them! Fun! Shoot some balls (Oh Yes! I asked Al to teach me too)! Light after work drink and easy chat topics...

Am I a miser? I just dun like Taxi Uncle to earn my hard earned $$! We took Express Bus 518 (why are they called expressed bus when they make you wait a good 30mins if you miss 1?) and poor Al had to change another bus home to bedok after he sent me home...
Sory Al, ur gf is a Cheapo po... frugal... only on small things like taxi fare, spendthrift on BIG items! Wuahahaha!

Weird Feelings,GET OUT!!

I dreamt again...

I dreamt a short dream,it mus have been ard 5+am...probably for only abt 15mins...
I dreamt Mr.Tan came bk(or rather, wants to come back...),he touched my shoulders lightly...i knew wat he meant,but suddenly Al appeared *POOOF* beside me! I introduced Al to Mr.Tan...he gave me a puzzled 'I-Do-Not-understand-This-Who-Is-This-Guy?' disappointed look...then *POOOF* he disappeared,leaving Al n me.

Is it a sign? Hav i finally closed tat chapter n moved on? Tidied up e loose threads? I felt a little sad tat he's 'leaving' me...afterall we shared sm wonderful memories...When u loved sm1,u'll alwis love tat someone...u jus changed the 'Lovey Dovey love' for tat someone to the 'I wish u are well' kinda love...u'll alwis have a soft spot for tis one person u once loved n love...
somehow i feel glad tat i had this dream...somehow...


Today Al took me to have Xmas lunch with his sec sch pals...YUMMY Jap restaurant with SUPa yum Sukiyaki!
Overeat again! Chuiz! I better start jog9 again or i'll be back to Round1! Lunch was casual,though i was quite nervous actually. They must hav had a million gathering w Al n HQ...they mus have been great pals with her,nw a new girl?! Will I be scrutinised? Smhw i felt Al's chapters with HQ nt fully closed...no closure,& girls(usually) need closure... what if she comes back... we need to KISS for things like this...

Well,I must say they are all nice nice pple,easy to get along with...i'm surprised by my willingness to be open, get to knw more pple-me aint social animal...I am actually very particular with who I spend my spare time with... I also have very little time for myself.... I need Me-Time, read newspaper, eat toast bread, la Teh etc...

But I'm truly relieved,comforted,assured that I,JS Ng S M,is no longer a victim of being a Sunset/wkend girlfren! Yes, I feel like I used to be like that... I've had enough of all those nonsense!

Met up with Starry for dinner n movie @ViVO!
Niceee movie!
@ 1 point,it got really sensual...wooo0oo0...
@ 1 point,i teared,lost in thoughts....lost in my own world...the anguish for not being with that some1 you love,e courage to love someone so dangerous...e mixed feelings and all...haiz...

Today,i msned him 'l like u more than yest...' it took me alot of courage to type those words...then #%@#*!$,he had to ask me what i mean?! Ok,actually he was jus sitting behind me lah but...tis is the me now,i'm gona be 猫...wouldnt give away "my keys" so easily anymore... Sory dear,i'm tat broken and jaded...heal me =I

Even so, I am now mesmerised... swept off guard...

Need no excuse!!!

Woke up tis morning feeling quite tired,but poor Al,he's gota be in work today!
Good boy-dun take so much cab! Save $$$!

Matt n Geraldine's baby girl,Chloe,turned 1mth old! YAY! She looks absolutely beautiful! She was having her beauty sleep when i arrived.
And as expected,M&G were busy entertaining their guests,so i sat n ate w Matt's Parents n his frens,Ron,Alvin n Terence.Enjoyed the chat abt the financial market perf n our views!


Surprising,i was socialising and pretty happy abt it-it was nt as awkward as i tot it wld b like! i've changed my views abt 'socialising' socialising...it's nw jus socialising to me! & i'm pleased with tis change of perspective!

Wow! When 1's in merry mood,anyting n everyting goes! Keke! Went shopping with Al @Parkway...it's quite different...i havent been @PP w any1 else before (except before the age of 14yrsold,only with Mr.Tan n Ben&Al-recently)...e feeling is damn familiar,bookstore,Isetan...yet so different...so relaxed. it used to be mainly Gramophone,Borders(then MPH) & Cold Storage...it used to b where Mr.Tan planned to go,i'll jus follow...or loiter/wait for him...while waiting for Al,i went into Borders...i dino where i wana go...i jus loitered ard...alittle lost.

when Al arrived,he asked me where i wana jalan...erh...i hav no idea my dear...erm...i cant really think of anyting! So i gave him a 'tour' of e bistro @ Basement 1...e only tour i'm familiar with.i felt like I was Mr.Tan,telling Al the tings/details etc... the "brief tour" was spiritually conducted by him...Weird!

I made a decision,i need to form new memories!

I need to Defragment,Remove sm Programmes(Rarely used 1s esp!),Make more space for new Memories;new memories of us...YAY! DO IT SOYA!


1st up! Go Eunice's hse as a couple for X'mas BYOB party,it started alittle awkward.2 of the older guys indulged in boring Arowana fishes n their Chi-Na tea! WTF! So Al did wat he was best at, join e 姐妹s! Keke! Luckily there was Jordan!

We had lots fun playing Indian Poker! OMG! Poor Jordan! Ended up drinking too many times,too much! Wuahaha!

Al, help me!!! mine number's smaller than urs...

Had lotz Fun till Boss msged me.She asked a Qn, no-she demanded an explanation through her accusations of smting i hav no control over,nor at fault .

F**King PISSED! BLOODY HELL! Spoilt my nite! I was on leave for e past wk n for gdness sake,still on leave! Exchanged a few msges,those i termed 'politically-subtle-yet-bug-off!'

In between this,Gina called and ask if i could meet up?! To chill n to lend my shoulders to Storm. Of cos i really couldnt leave! This session was planned 1.5mths ago n we jus started! I felt so torn in between,Boss,Gina,Storm,n wat m i go9 to do with Al? Wat abt the girls!?

I guessed they could sensed my agony...they welcome Gina n Storm to come over! Phew! But after giving the address etc,no sound no picture! Repeated smses gt no confirmation or reply.

Anguish...Thou i had fun,i was still harbouring ill feelings abt how i handled the whole situation. I felt really bad...haiz...pls forgive me Storm... We gt home around 3+am...still we chatted...i finally fell asleep,still having the uneasy feeling...

"Family Day"...

St.James was crazy last nite!

Having gt home @ only ard 3am n slept ard 3.30am,i need me comfort food-cold storage Butter Toast,Eggs n Tea! So i met Al for Breakfast @ the round market@10am(Dun ask me y i'm up so early-I have 2 Manja Kittens)! YUMMY YUMMY! We had a plate of YUMMy Fried Carrot cake too! lotsa black sauce,V small pieces,no chilli PLS-My fav style!

This feel9 is nicee...it felt like Sunday Family Day...Al specially took leave to spend sm Nuaz tm w me...niceee....so there we were,slowly savouring the Great food...alot of aunties,family,kids jostling for food,marketing...my world stood still...it's like those chi-na martial arts film when they are 'circling' each other during e duet....the background blurred,vision focused,getting ready to pounce on the other(i had to control myself real hard not to pounce on him! well,@least not in public lah! Wuahaha)!

Feeling alittle dehydrated n mildly intoxicated....i swear i wun b touching alcohol again! @ least for e nxt 24 hrs!! So we jus lazed ard waiting for time to pass...relac one corner! Keke!

Met up w Mei,Kat n Kim @Berwerkz riverside pt for dinner(yes,i'm still swearing off alcohol)...YUMMy! Overate again! Argh!

Thanks Guys for be9 such dears! Had a GREAt GreaT tm,esp laugh @Princess Kat e Highness! Keke!

I'm feeling cranky frm lack of sleep again...argh...

KAWAii Plates & St James

Completed some errands yesterday... went back to Kovan, to have lunch with a friend and go back office for a while to say "Hello!"

Suffering from lack of sleep... too much pillow talk I guess... but I really enjoy those pillow talk... never seen a guy who like to have Heart -to-Heart talk so much! Goosh.... this feeling is damn.... peculiar... normally guys dun wana talk... well, let's see how long this last! kekek! Kidding babe!

My lack of sleep is making me a little cranky... Plus, my ankle is still hurting... i have been dressing to match my white sneaky, esp if I have to walk more than a little bit. Since I'm meeting the gals at VIVO CITY, I decided to leave the house a little earlier to catch some shopping at DAISO...

I managed to catch a winker for abt 30mins before my darling Cookie-Super-Nuaz-King decided he shall be the Nudging-Snooze-Machine... he literally Nudged and Meowed me outa bed! He's a darling! Very considerate one, he will wait for my 1st snooze to go off, if I am not up yet, he will either perform his signature moves and music on my chest/stomach. How considerate! =D

KAWaiii Stuff at DAISO!

Honto ni Kawaii yo!

This could double as a water bowl! Heavy enough to not tip over and damn pretty lah!

Eating plate! OMG!!! So cute!!!! I need to pull myself away from this!

Bot meself 2 tops!?! One from Puma and one from Pull&Bear...

Must be the groggy feeling I am having still... I just handed over my plastic...

very quickly... too quickly... 10 mikes at Puma and 5 at Pull&Bear.... chuiz...

StJames here I come!

Why Stjames? Cos our dear Sui opened a Bottle of VSOP at Mono Bar (KTV) to get a room for sm bday celebration thingy, probably only poured half a glass out from this bottle... expiring soon... so we are there to help her finish it up!

ok, Headcount:

wendy: Sick, flu+No voice, not driving, but shouldnt drink so much...

Meishan: drank but maintain some liquid for Baby Terrapin in the glass...

ellen: Designated Driver so not drinking...

Starry: Drink

Sui: She planned to finished the almost newly opened VSOP bottle tonite...

Verdict: actual drinking, Wendy, Soya and Sui, some help, Meishan + Starry...

Damage: VSOP bottle finished alright, opened another, now it's half left.

Executed movement as such:

1) Mono Bar (Open Lounge KTV), quite enjoy....VSOP left half bottle (Finally!),

2) Went down to Dragonfly (MUSIC SUCKS!)... 30mins, Finished the VSOP.

3) 2nd bottle opened by Wendy, decided to shift to Boiler Room (Me&Wendy's Favourite!)

This was really at Boiler room where we let our hair down and enjoy! Danced some crazy moves... took notti pictures (of which I SHOULD NOT wanna post!)

Here's the decent enough ones... kekeke!

Lovely Wendy!!!

Sweet Sui!!! We were singing 温岚's <祝我生日快乐>

Piang, very touching siah.... everything that song I wana Lau Bah Sai!

Shy Sui!!! Take photo also so shy! So cute!

Beautiful Starry!!!

Man, I must say that I havent drank so much for a while... I must have said some really silly but heart-to-heart stuff to every1... in my groggy state of mind, I must have spurt out some silly conversation that I would have the guts to say if I am too sober... Chuiz... I really should stop drinking and love my life more! Tsk...tsk...

Next morning... I tot I have lost my IC & Cash (I put them in my back jeans pockets (that all I brought to St.James)... called Comfort Taxi, St James... really cant find... every1 panicked for me siah... 1st time this happened to me... was more angry with myself for being so careless (knowing my back pocket is too shallow - & I am conscious of it, kept checking the whole night to make sure that I still have them). Sory guys, gave u all a scare...

But yes I found them...after many hours.... guess where.... in my working bag... I was packing my bag at 11pm and found them inside... SHITZ! What happened?! In my subconscious mind, I have placed them inside, zip the bag up (prevent Cookie& Creamie frm fulfilling the duty of a paper shredder)... I even had the mind to hang up my belt and jeans properly, shower + Exfoliate (I noticed the wet scrub the next day!)... in my subconscious mind, I am still a Neat & Cleanliness Freak! how can that be possible?! WUahaha!

Oh, random pic: FAT CAT SIGHTED!

This kitty's so fat that it only lifted it's head up once to look at who's standing so close... nonchalantly went back to it's Sunbathing! kekek! So cute!

For those who dun believe how my Manja-King-Cookie is... here goes!

He is protesting against me blogging and watching Youtube... he does it on purpose!! Refuse to get up when beckon, I have to repeatedly carry him away thrice before he really get the idea that Mummy cant play with him now... but I love him soooo much! Awwwwww....

Cookie&Creamie factory ceased production from today on!!

I have decided this when I brought Cookie & Creamie back home...today's the completion of all final planning...

Now hear this! Cookie & Creamie Factory, will cease all Production of Limite Edition (TM) Cookie&Creamie Juniors from now on!

I knew we'll come to this juncture from the start... I knew I will never be Grandmama! At least to Cookie&Creamie Juniors! They will be spayed today... =)

Finally... after weeks of worrying... Cookie's little brother has been "popping" out to see the BIG BIG World out there recently... he seemed intrigued by the "little pink XXX" and will lick it affectionately... Thank goodness he's yet to test out it's functionality! I had to wait till C&C are abit bigger in size before surgery is safer n less complex...

So this morning I left them at the vet, run my errands in town before picking them up again in the evening... I was alittle worried, a sterilisation procedure is still invasive and after all, it's consider surgery! When me & Al picked them up in the evening, I have a whole list of questions I forgot to ask! Like an anxious parent, I duno how I can comfort them or sayang them... haiz...

They seemed active at home already, still a little groggy I think (judgement of height is not accurate as they tumbled a few times trying to climb onto my bed), otherwise, they are ok... phew...

See the stitches on Creamie's belly!

It was shaved down such a big area,

but the insertion is so tiny!

Amazing medical science!

Cookie's insertion(more like snip snip) could hardly see!

I noticed they shaved off alittle from they left front paw... for the IV drip?

Alot of 感触...

Went to visit a fren's sis at the hospital...heavy heart...

I'm at loss of words...i dino knw her before. We could see that she's in much discomfort,yet she has a manner of determination and perseverance in her...

Life is so fragile...
Many pple do not treasure their life...
They smoke,drink,abuse drugs-extensively.
They intoxicate their body-repeatedly.
Sm expose their life to danger unnecessarily, eat unhealthily, lack exercise, jaywalk dangerously, drive recklessly...
All these even when there are many examples of pple succumbing to such lifestyle,too many such examples.
We never learn,do we?

I,myself,guilty.I drink(though i've cut dwn much),socially smoke(last fag was 2wks ago,with a gd 2yrs gap frm previous),eat junk food like Pig's trotter leg(Oily piece of fatty meat).

My recent episode,failure to use UV protection all these years...leading to a scare of skin abnormality.thank gdness i was given a clean bill.i would probably die of head banging than skin cancer if i was diagnosed of it! Guilty as charged! With much reluctance,i recently gt meself a Sunscreen(1st in 28yrs!) frm the pharmacy!

I love my life...but i love my love 1s more...more than i love meself...
i live for them...i'm happy cos they r happy! I am e clown! I dun mind at all! Most imptly,they laugh...at least it means they are happy!

To me,Pple who dun treasure their lives...they dun love their love 1s,at least nt as much as they love themselves...why on earth would they wana put their love 1s thru e pain...hospital visits,daily poisoning(smoke/drink/drug),reckless driving...etc.

Sometms we need to love smbody else enough,so that we will love ourselves more...
Love some1 today...

I Aint No Policewoman nor PE Teacher! Me is Smarty Pantz Soya!

1) Medical Check up @ CGH

My breakfast was more interesting actually! This middle age Malay Pacik has been observing me when I was deciding what to fill my growling stomach with... I can feel his watchful eyes, I felt like turning abruptly and as him :"Uncle, Never see Chio girl before ah?!" But never lah!
Cos I knew it must be my arm tattoo...

Finally when I sat down diagonally beside him, he broke the awkward silence...
Our conversation went like this (reminded me of those Taxi Uncle who relentlessly wanna chat with u when U are pretending to be asleep!)

"Girl, why u dun do full round siah!?" Referring to my arm tattoo...

"Not auspicious..."

"Oh is it?! When I was younger, my mates all got tattoo, now they regret lah, some lost job blah blah blah....... " He lost me while I was busy slurping my Hot & Spicy Laksa, need to finish in 10mike! *Silence from me*
"So when u make siah!?"

Without looking up from my laksa
"More than 10yrs..."

"So long ago!!! How old are you now?!"

Now, I am not abt to reveal my age to some 50+Uncle who seemed to think himself cool (can tell he used to do body building) wearing tight fitting T-shirt.
"I am not that Young..." I forced a smile...=I

"Wow! But u look very young! How old are u this year?!"

Uncle! Bug off! I wanna eat my laksa! I repeated myself
"Oh, I am just not that young anymore..." (forced smile)

"Wau! U look very fit ah.... are you are Policewoman?"

Shake me head... if I was 1, I would have cornered him and warned for Personal Space harassment!

"You P.E.Teacher ah?!"

Shake me head... awkward silence...
"No, I am just born dark..."
FISH! Now he is persistent, after trying to know my age, now he's waiting for me to relieve my profession... Wait long long Pacik!

"Oh, what are u here for?! So young & Healthy! I'm here for 2 appt.... blah blah blah...."
He answered his own question, Good.

Silence, me finishing up my Laksa...
"Sory, I got to go now, take care of urself. Gd day."

End of my breakfast episode...Phew

So when it was my turn, I realised that it was not the handsome doc who attended to me the last time... darn! Thought can get him to take another "closer" look at my neck.... =I
I settled for a Lady doc.

Now, i get this quite often. When you see a doc, the usual 1st question is :"So.... Hw are you feeling today?" or "what is wrong with you?"

Strangers usually start off asking me this question:
"Are you are Policewoman / P.E teacher (i get the occasional OBS instructor smtimes)?"
I just proofed my point in last then 45mins since I stepped outa the house this morning!

Me usual reply "Nope, I am just born dark..." and if I sensed that the person may somewhat be more than a stranger: "Nope, I just have a natural tan and a swimmer's shoulder," I have thunder thighs too! Wanna See?!" Kekek! *Chuckles* I love the looks on their faces whenever I do that!

Anyway, I m given a Clean bill of health, just observe if any changes. Nevertheless Doc gave me an open date ... "just in case" was what she said... I am just glad for the Peace of mind.
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2) Meet Al @Changi Apt
I claim-ed to be Smarty-Pantz-Soya... I have been defeated!

Checked the Net 2 hrs before, SQ arrives at either T1 or T3. It said T1 @ cfm at 1720H.
Havent been to the airport for a long while, less the last time I went there for coffee with Ben at T3. So decided to leave the hse alittle earlier to go T3 to really walk ard... direct bus no.34 (I even checked the time that it will arrive at my bustop!) 15 mins without waiting! Supa Fast! So alighted at T3@ ard 1645H... walked ard abit... Bored at 1700H ( I really cant do shopping for nuts)! Wanted to go to T1... but How?! Duno how, no signs... so I walked and walked... looking for the Skytrain signs ... nope... dun have.... so I decided to walk to the MRT, sure it connects to T1.... CORRECT! Took the Skytrain to T1...
when I arrived, I checked the ,
only to learn that SQ 863 had
1) landed!
2) @ 1702H!!! &
3) at T2! Triple Whammy! WTF!

Round1: Smarty-Pantz-Soya got defeated!
Airport vs Soya, 1 - 0

No choice, waited for Sky train again... reached the correct gate number at 1735H... Phew....

Goosh... I dun remb me picking up any1 from the apt from arrival... I just know the scene was messy... too many pple... if a barometer was in placed, it probably recorded high pressure! So much mixed emotions... actually I think I emitted most of them... butterflies in my tum tum...

Well, spoilt everything I had visualised! I rehearsal the scene of me jumping on his back and scaring him! The darn phone rang! hahah! ok lah... anyway I wouldnt have the guts to do that at the airport... so many pple there! What if I get into trouble with the Ak57 wrestling Airport Security! Or worst! Get an Instinct Take-My-Elbow-U-Ambush-er! from Mr.Al. kekek! So it was the KISS hello... Keep-It-Simple-Silly....

Round 2: Airport n Alvin vs Soya, 2 - 0

But in my view, all was well... all went well...
To be cont....

I Wanna Watch a Play... & Soon!!!

Starry reminded me.... I have wanted to catch this:
Watched this last Xmas... production is ending soon... 22Dec08, i bet the tickets are all sold out... that was what happened last year! Hahaha!

Last year this time, Life was still merry and gd... I never have to worry abt getting tickets... making restaurant reservations... getting hol-lan and clueless with direction...
I never have to worry there's no more Soy bean milk or cheese in the fridge... nor dirty laundries not done/ hang up to dry... no worries... all is taken care of ... I must say I was kinda pampered... though I always poke my head into these matters... mainly to feel more useful in the house! hahah!

Anyway, what's the point of having EVERYthing and yet having NOthing...
I would prefer otherwise! =D YAY! Brave New World!


Chanced upon this: Kitties Camera!

Chuiz! If Cookie / Creamie has 1 of these... the following is very likely to happen:

1) I'll be looking at the water in the toilet bowl's all the time (They love to drink the water there! YUCKS)!

2) Every1 will get to see my favourite white knickers! Eeeeeek!

3) The whole world will know how PIGGY my sleep posture is!

4) I can blackmail my Cute Papa for every1 will see how he makes all the funny kissy noises at my kitties!

YAY! Woohoooo! Some1 give my Cookie & Creamie 1 of these!! Make it QUICK!

Fruitful Sunday!

Finally! I slept decently well till abt 9+ before my Cookie & Creamie "meowed" me awake!

Got up and Cleaned my room! Changed the sheets! Very satisfied with myself! My day is lined with programme!

1st - 11am - Trim my hair at Tampines! More texture, layered... so it can be styled more easily!

2nd - 12.40pm - "Deforestation" at Raffles City.... ahhhh.... like spa treatment like that! =)
Exchanged msges with Sweet Starry, piah Dearie, you have no competition for me k! No Queue really... only u! I dun have as much charm as you tot lah! Thank you for loving me unconditionally! With you, I have the confidence to say that you accept me, the everything and EVERYTHING of me! YAY! Luvya!

3rd - Shop while waiting for Wendy.... tired siah.... by 2.30pm, I'm like tired of shopping already... have to do with the crowd I guess... I really do not react very well to crowd... esp shopping crazy sales kinda crowd.... dancing crowd I'm ok! but no, not GIVE ME ANY SIZE! GET OUTA MY WAY kinda crowd! Nope...

So no choice, sat down at Gloria Jean for a cake... hungry like mad! I like the name of the cake "CHOCOLATE OBSCENITY!" NIceeeeeeeee...

Wendy finally came at ard 3.30pm... but my ankle is acting up again, I tot I have recovered but no.... the pain is like the Half "Walkaton" day kinda pain... ouch... thank goodness I was in my casual flats...phew... limping again... argh...



YAY! I drove Wendy's car today... havent driven for a while... I like the feel of driving, the power in my hands.... miss riding alot too! esp on my dear Asley7962 (HondaSuper4)....the gd old days where I can just go any ulu place to makan / explore whenever I want to, without paying ridiculously expensive Taxi fare! I HATE PAYING TAXI FARE! ARGH!

Anyway, explore we did, went to Bark's Cafe at Old Changi Chapel and Museum..... my favourite afternoon stroll place.... man, I can stay there forever and sleep there! Erhh.... no lah... the Chapel looks really simple and beautiful in the day time but come night time, can be Spooky! Scarily Cat Soya cant do it lah! Some more CHANGI lah!




2 of us and we really PIGGED out! The chicken wing is really nice, except I prefer the grilled 1s better! YUMMY Caesar salad! But what happened to rocket lettuces of presentation leh! No colour! Must make pretty then it will appear appetising mah! Tsk tsk... am I too critical!?! Hahah!

Anyway, really chilled with Wendy! We are really Jiu Gui! Sunday afternoon and the Kilkeny's out! hahah! Give us a beer anytime! Only reason y I am not having 1 is cos I am driving! hahah! Really enjoyed today with Wendy... nicee.... havent toked like this for a long while, we have both been very busy.... thanks Wendy for alwis accommodating to me... =D Luv ya!

Went to Popular to buy Wendy's students books... man it's packed like crazy!
Suddenly got lotz 感触.... everywhere I turn, busy and concerned parents are flipping through the new year's book for their children... many were picking up the assessment books too...

I cant see myself doing that ... at least not now lah.... but I can hardly imagine myself as a parent whose so worried abt their children's results.... kiasu parents... I cant say for sure now that I wun become 1.... I just cant imagine me as 1,right now, right at this moment.... Will i make the effort to research their school work? Do projects with them? Bring them for ECA, enrichment courses? I would rather bring them to the Park, do sports, attend concerts etc... sounds more fun that way! Will I be a gd parent? Looking at C&C, I dun even know if I am gd enough to them! If only they can speak! Oh.... such dilemma!

For now, it's too early to think all these... I should just savour this very moment... just me & my love...awwwww......

Saw the book again! MUST WATCH THE MOVIE!

Contemplated very long... decided to pamper myself.... bought two books ...

Pet's care just add to my collection...

I wanna learn more abt reptiles and gerbils too!

Read abt the review on this Neil Humphrey's book.... he's a new father.... has a column with our local newspaper(The Straits Time) but based in Australia...

In this columns, building up to the birth of his baby girl... I can sense both his fear and joy of being a new father... his humour helps a great deal... when I read abt him writing this book, I made a mental note: I must buy this book for the father-soon-to-be of my yet-to-exist-children! Life's a bitch, we need more gd mannered humour to keep the family from straining under the pressure of the daily demands! Another nicee one, Family Comic : Foxtrot and Baby Blues... (available in Life! The Straits Time).

Niceeeee..... Beautiful & Fruitful Sunday!

Argh... another bad start....

12Dec Friday

Not again! I woke up at 6.26am this morning! Wat's with me?! Damn! I really need a good nite's sleep.... please just let me sleep! I startled awake with Cookie sleeping on my chest... a nice feeling but why I startled?

Anyway, work was quite busy... not much help rendered actually...was alone in Branch to do everything... haiz... every1 clearing leave...

Met up with Meimei for dinner at Tampines Ding Tai Feng... Yummy Xiao Long Bao and Yam Bao calmed my worried soul at least ... being with Mei is fantastic... I can just be the Soya I am... no false image to maintain etc... thanks Mei for always being my great pal! MuCKS! =D

When you are experiencing happy moments, time just flies! Didnt realised it's abt 10+ ald! Mei came over to say "HELLO!" to my Babies!

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13Dec Saturday -Branch Open House

1st thing in the morning, kena Boombarded by my boss with sms content approx :"K is not well, in case he goes on MC, please do the presentation. G please provide guidance." sms received at 9.20am, presentation due at 9.25am. WTF! I almost threw the hp on the wall in anger!
WTF WTF WTF!

I shall not disgrace myself doing such.... if wanna do presentation, do a proper 1, if not, scrap the idea totally! Why do pple not understand this simple fact?! Manager?! Man-ager : Makes Man age more like this! My wrinkles all come out liao lah! WAT THE FISH!! ARGH!

The presentation didnt go thru, K turned up (as expected! at least some pple in my workplace are responsible for their actions)! but the connection to the TV did not work!

Everything went as usual... work was just busy... 3 of us, 1 grossly sick,1 clearing table, last day liao-posted to other branch liao... my 1st toilet break was at 5.30pm?! I actually had to ask the customer to sit at my table and give me 5mins to go toilet! WTF! Argh!

Ended work on time, abt 7.30pm.... wanted to join a few of my colleagues for 1 of their Bday celebration.... waited till 9.30pm... OMG... *FAINT* for hunger and dismay... I hate waiting honestly...

But but, I must say it was a good celebration, heart to heart talk.... small group of us.... chill at Bliss Cafe Punggol... me & my Erdinger Dark! YUMM! My burden eased a little, knowing my wkend (Sunday) is near... and Tuesday is coming soon...as soon as I get through with Monday! =D

Sweet Al called to say hello, niceeeee.... =) the usual teasing (Me a party animal! Hah! He n his HKG Babes!) and all...somehow the usually worrisome and pessimistic me can relax alittle, knowing things will be ok with him ard... come what may!

So much rambling for the past week, yet I duno how to share with him with only a few minutes of expensive overseas call... haiz...
This question bugged me: what if i am too lor sor for him, or any1?! Argh! Scary! Getting freaked out again!

Oh.... How many more hours till Tuesday?? Tuesday, come quickly!