Good boy-dun take so much cab! Save $$$!
Matt n Geraldine's baby girl,Chloe,turned 1mth old! YAY! She looks absolutely beautiful! She was having her beauty sleep when i arrived.
And as expected,M&G were busy entertaining their guests,so i sat n ate w Matt's Parents n his frens,Ron,Alvin n Terence.Enjoyed the chat abt the financial market perf n our views!
Surprising,i was socialising and pretty happy abt it-it was nt as awkward as i tot it wld b like! i've changed my views abt 'socialising' socialising...it's nw jus socialising to me! & i'm pleased with tis change of perspective!
Wow! When 1's in merry mood,anyting n everyting goes! Keke! Went shopping with Al @Parkway...it's quite different...i havent been @PP w any1 else before (except before the age of 14yrsold,only with Mr.Tan n Ben&Al-recently)...e feeling is damn familiar,bookstore,Isetan...yet so different...so relaxed. it used to be mainly Gramophone,Borders(then MPH) & Cold Storage...it used to b where Mr.Tan planned to go,i'll jus follow...or loiter/wait for him...while waiting for Al,i went into Borders...i dino where i wana go...i jus loitered ard...alittle lost.
when Al arrived,he asked me where i wana jalan...erh...i hav no idea my dear...erm...i cant really think of anyting! So i gave him a 'tour' of e bistro @ Basement 1...e only tour i'm familiar with.i felt like I was Mr.Tan,telling Al the tings/details etc... the "brief tour" was spiritually conducted by him...Weird!
I made a decision,i need to form new memories!
I need to Defragment,Remove sm Programmes(Rarely used 1s esp!),Make more space for new Memories;new memories of us...YAY! DO IT SOYA!
1st up! Go Eunice's hse as a couple for X'mas BYOB party,it started alittle awkward.2 of the older guys indulged in boring Arowana fishes n their Chi-Na tea! WTF! So Al did wat he was best at, join e 姐妹s! Keke! Luckily there was Jordan!
We had lots fun playing Indian Poker! OMG! Poor Jordan! Ended up drinking too many times,too much! Wuahaha!
Had lotz Fun till Boss msged me.She asked a Qn, no-she demanded an explanation through her accusations of smting i hav no control over,nor at fault .
F**King PISSED! BLOODY HELL! Spoilt my nite! I was on leave for e past wk n for gdness sake,still on leave! Exchanged a few msges,those i termed 'politically-subtle-yet-bug-off!'
In between this,Gina called and ask if i could meet up?! To chill n to lend my shoulders to Storm. Of cos i really couldnt leave! This session was planned 1.5mths ago n we jus started! I felt so torn in between,Boss,Gina,Storm,n wat m i go9 to do with Al? Wat abt the girls!?
I guessed they could sensed my agony...they welcome Gina n Storm to come over! Phew! But after giving the address etc,no sound no picture! Repeated smses gt no confirmation or reply.
Anguish...Thou i had fun,i was still harbouring ill feelings abt how i handled the whole situation. I felt really bad...haiz...pls forgive me Storm... We gt home around 3+am...still we chatted...i finally fell asleep,still having the uneasy feeling...
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