Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Alot of 感触...

Went to visit a fren's sis at the hospital...heavy heart...

I'm at loss of words...i dino knw her before. We could see that she's in much discomfort,yet she has a manner of determination and perseverance in her...

Life is so fragile...
Many pple do not treasure their life...
They smoke,drink,abuse drugs-extensively.
They intoxicate their body-repeatedly.
Sm expose their life to danger unnecessarily, eat unhealthily, lack exercise, jaywalk dangerously, drive recklessly...
All these even when there are many examples of pple succumbing to such lifestyle,too many such examples.
We never learn,do we?

I,myself,guilty.I drink(though i've cut dwn much),socially smoke(last fag was 2wks ago,with a gd 2yrs gap frm previous),eat junk food like Pig's trotter leg(Oily piece of fatty meat).

My recent episode,failure to use UV protection all these years...leading to a scare of skin abnormality.thank gdness i was given a clean bill.i would probably die of head banging than skin cancer if i was diagnosed of it! Guilty as charged! With much reluctance,i recently gt meself a Sunscreen(1st in 28yrs!) frm the pharmacy!

I love my life...but i love my love 1s more...more than i love meself...
i live for them...i'm happy cos they r happy! I am e clown! I dun mind at all! Most imptly,they laugh...at least it means they are happy!

To me,Pple who dun treasure their lives...they dun love their love 1s,at least nt as much as they love themselves...why on earth would they wana put their love 1s thru e pain...hospital visits,daily poisoning(smoke/drink/drug),reckless driving...etc.

Sometms we need to love smbody else enough,so that we will love ourselves more...
Love some1 today...

1 comment:

Stella Stels said...

If we don't love our own self, how else can others love us?

Read this somewhere...
"Death is terrible, insane, wretched. Life is beautiful, fragile and bright. We lie in between struggling with fleeting happiness or pressing grief. even in the heart of darkness, we must remember the light."