In Loving Memories of Cookie...

Cookie was a real tyrant... he
-chewed up all my ikea cardboard storage boxes,
-chewed my hp charger wire into 2 pieces!
-made me velcro all my sliding cupboards (somehow he still manages to open them)!
-gave me rubba lovingly (made all my pants furry like him)!
-finished all the food (including Creamie's)!
-Slept on my laptop, beside my laptop,& ON my laptop!
-Of course the habit of plogging himself at the exact spot I am reading on the newspaper!

Nevertheless, Cookie had been a real joy to have for the past 9mths...
Unconditional love he gave me & all who encountered him...

There are many things that I asked myself,
-Was I too careless that I failed to notice that he had enormous strength to slide open the window (even with 3 fingers, I have problem sliding it open... I tested and tested repeated last night)...I dun understand how he did it!
-Was I too late to send him to the hospital,
-Was it my fault....?

I just couldnt register... the vet had to tell me he is gone... twice, thrice... i fail to register that in my brain... i couldnt think straight... i still cant...

Creamie didnt show any shows of sadness last night.... but this morning, she started to become more sticky to me, asking for rubba, following me around the house... stared into the blank... she lost her friend, her play mate, he r brother... they have never been separated since birth... they were found together... fostered by Meow/Adrian together, adopted by me together... even when I punish 1 of them (locked up in the carrier), the other will cry nonstop, lying next to the carrier...

I duno how creamie will take it... I duno how I will take it... but I know I have to try...

I kept dreaming the scene last night, it kept painting... & worst, I imagined/dreamt that creamie followed suit the same outcome... It's difficult to not think abt it for the time being...

But I have to try... keep trying...

My darling Prince Cookie, may you bring God the same joy u brought me...
Mummy loves you & always will... =I

*Cookie went to God's home on 12 Jun 2009, approx 2145H.