I'm down, Down, DOWN!

I think i've lost it... I'm just gona let it get to me...

Sore throat gotten worst this morning when I woke, not a good sign... bleah
Decided to take "MC", except that I didnt have to call in to report, nor do I have any staff pass to show at the clinic, dun even have to go clinic anymore - still I cant claim & it wun have any effect on my "Leave"...

I told my "boss", Miss Ng, that I'm gona take a break.. fell asleep feeling alittle guilty till abt 8am - woken by MrA's sms.

Yes, he's back...finally... =I
We said to catch a movie before he left, decied to bring it forward today since i'm not working. I felt well enough to watch movie, but emotionally not strong to trade - dun wanna make silly mistakes again...still sore abt yest's loss. I just wana feel pampered n sayanged...

The whole cycle repeats...
Waited 10 mins, 15mins - gave up, went back upstairs & sank into the sofa to rest,
20mins, 30mins, - got worried...
35mins - msg came to apologise & he's downstairs already. Ok - so this guy is alive... phew...
Just need to repeat twice - dun flare up Soya... there's no need to.... rubberband-timing-guy-will-never-change.

He had the "fear" in his face... I could tell... he was supa worried n scared that I will be mad at him... I was... cos it's not fair! I was worried sick for nothing! Apologised profusely... I just said "ok...." He knew I was not pleased.

Nevertheless, this was not how I planned our meeting! I planned to throw myself at him to congrat him for the successful completion of his IRONMAN event in AUS! IRONMAN! It's like Spartan! I planned to shower him with lotsa Hugs n Kisses! tell him how proud I am to have him as a friend....
of cos of cos, such plans of mind usually will dissipate when I literally melt at his feet - just at the sight of him! Not to mention how suave he looks with his sunburnt face (still peeling like a snake! Aiks!), his proud momento IRONMAN FINISHER Polo-Tshirt, his bushy n outa-bed-hairdo, of cos the mega watt smile....
*Pardon me: I am a sick woman .... sick as in Not Feeling well.... no pun intended k! =P

Anyway, he gave in to my request of watching *Twilight - NewMoon* though he had not watched the 1st & knows nuts abt it. He had promised to bring me eat teoChew muay - but since we were late, cant go liao, he asked me to choose between the Movie or teochew muay.
Tough 1, cos I wanna feel like the "Queen" & I badly needed my Soulfood - TeoChew Muay!

I decided on *New Moon*
Was supposed to watch *Storm Warriors* tmr, today's movie was impromptu. So he said:
"OK, nevermind TeoChew muay ok.... Tmr... TMR! We will do all those we couldnt do today.... I Promise ok!!"
U shd have seen his face - he looked very serious... looked right into my eyes when he sensed my disappointment. Mayb he was feeling guilty for being late & thus ruining our plans, or mayb he was just feeling sorry for me cos I was sick... but I was scared stiff... he is seldom so serious 1, & he was kinda like waiting for my reply to say "ok" or what... cos he looked so deep into my eyes that I had to look away else the Sudden-involuntary-action-of-moving-5inches-forward-&-accidentally-touched-his-lips would happen! NO WAY! So I had to tease him to ease the tension abit :
"ok, we'll do that tmr - whey! dun so serious leh! Movie only leh, u scared me lah say until so serious..."
"hey, I am very serious abt what I said k...." 
"Cool..." was all I could squeeze outa my spongey brains...

Had a rushed 30mins lunch at STREETS Downtown East, HK Style cafe... wanted a Prawn Dumpling soup Noodles.. but in the end ordered a maggi mee with egg n luncheon meat that cost $5.80 (without the full works of GST, Service chareg etc)... he ordered the Prawn Dumpling soup Noodles in the end... "So that U can have some Shui Jiao too...=) " btw, =) is Sweet toothy smile...I melted away at my seat...

We toked abt "What Next" after his IRONMAN n my SCM... We shared our outlooks for the new year to come... he agreed readily to train with me & Ellen in preparation for our ADIDAS Sundown, but he wun be taking part. But he said he'll support us! Cool!

Anyway, *NewMoon* is Way cool! Starry had prep me to keep a lookout for Jacob, Bella's childhood friend n secret admirer! She didnt prep me enough though.... cos when he appeared.... almost Buff... My jaws literally dropped open & saliva was abt to drip, of cos MrA saw it thru me! He teased me lah! Cover my eyes with his hands whenever the screen of his 6 bloody pack stomach pops up... pretending to catch my saliva dripping from my mouth... When I was concentrating on Jacob Black... Mr.A was concentrating on my reactions! Blimey!

Drool baby,
DROOL over this hot bod!

Catch it!

*TWILIGHT - NEW MOON*

This the gift he got for me... Nicee.... he said he love it alot & knew that I wear caps during my run (OMG! he noticed!) & so hope to motivate me!  Niceeee....

Will need alot of courage to wear it though, since I dun earn it, yet... Yet.... =)