What a day....what a day...

Woke up feeling extremely tired and shagged... must be the flu medication, still making me drowsy...

today's schedule:
- Morning Service meeting
- Work
- Night Sales Meeting....
Chuiz...

Sniffy nose all the way, hard to talk properly even to customer... not feeling good today too...

Mr. Tan's ex-neighbour Kathleen called... asked if Mr.Tan's house is sold, how am I, do I know if Mr.Tan is well etc....well, I had to tell her frankly that I am not so sure and we are not talking....I missed Kathleen, her husband Mark and their pet dog, a pug nammed Guiness.
haiz.... thinking back... how I used to play Guiness (he's a darling, the highlight of my day whenever I go back! I'll peek at their gate and see if he comes out to play!) ... bring some baked cake over... chatted across the gates etc.... no longer staying there...kinda miss her.... it's also abt how I miss the place... ever since we shifted to a few blocks away... I had felt much lonelier.... no support... no one I knew know Mr.Tan and his family well enough... n Mr.Tan doesnt tell me much except when I asked.... I would like to know more abt his life... his family.... Kath was the 1 link I had in common with him...oh, I miss him badly...=(

My conversation with Kath was light hearted.... but it left me with a very heavy heart today.... I must be thinking too much lately... the call just pushed me over the edge.... I felt like weeping, squating down to cry... instead I pulled out a tissue to blow my nose (as I was doing so for the upteenth time today) and wirth the tears away.... I have to focus on work more!

I kept reminding myself that it's time to move on.... I have to be strong and I have my 2 weeks of leave to look forward to,and I am going to be 2 cats' Mummy! All these failed to cheer me up...
to top it off, another pressurising sales meeting in the evening... haiz....

what a day....
Well, 2 things that was good today:
1) My dearie Starry sent me a "Hello" sms and cheered me up! Thanks Darling!
2) My princess Kat finally replied my "How are u doing?" sms and I am happy to know the latest news abt her being! Wish u the best my dear Princess! At least u have a chance to start over, I wished u would appreciate it this time yah! =D

What a day.... =)
counting down....3 more days of work.... 4 more days of status upgrade! =)
Jia You Soya!