I was waiting the whole day for a sms from Cousin Ming....my darling 16 year old dearie will be collecting her GCE "O" levels results today! Since my auntie sammi had passed on, I take it upon my responsibility to make sure she is well.... I smsed her gd luck in the morning and waited patiently....
Then at 2.53pm, the sms came!
"Hey! Here's the glorious results. L1R4 7, L1R5 9. I've got Five distinctions in total."
Wooohoooo!!! 状元 in our family! I fwded the sms to my brothers! I know my auntie sammi would really have been be proud of her! i told her to think of something she wants and I will get it for her. Then in the evening, she msged me this:
"Hello! No need rewrd.I study for I'm a student. So its right that I strive to get good results. =)"
When I probed for something to buy for her....:
"But I cant think of what I want.Hahah, like Jie say, I dont need anything. Haha. I think think and realised I really have everything I need and want...."
Awwww....When I told her that Mummy would be really proud of her....:
"She's all along proud of me! hahahh! Cos I am like her! Innocent, cute, pretty, lovely, adorable, clever, sweet. HAHA"
Our smses stopped there... I knew she is right... that's my auntie sammi...
See you in Heaven!
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Went training at Shenton way with my old team mates.. we went for a light drink at the kopitiam thereafter...then I was really feeling Lousy....
I reflected upon what I have been doing....
I could have done better, but I didnt....
Went training at Shenton way with my old team mates.. we went for a light drink at the kopitiam thereafter...then I was really feeling Lousy....
I reflected upon what I have been doing....
I could have done better, but I didnt....
I could have been a better sister, show more concern to my brothers,be more encouraging to Bro Edwards to quit smoking...
I could have been a better Kuku (Auntie), play with Princess Glenda and Prince Garren more, bring them swimming or cycling at the park...
I could have been a better Mummy, play and spend more time with Cookie & Creamie....
I could have been a better daughter, give more $$$ to my daddy, spend more time with him, bring him go holidays or go ard Singapore to makan, encourage him to exercise more...
I could have been a better friend, to all my very busy friends, actively arrange to meet up with them for luncheons, be more concern abt their well-being....
I could have been a better gf, show more concern, spend more time to talk and understand the BF, who called to tell you that he's feeling crap cos bonus crediting date is delayed...
I could have been a better cousin, spend more time with Cousin Ming and May... for we have only us and will be sometime till we meet Mummy in heavens again....
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I contemplated very long @bedok MRT,didnt alight then, cant alight @tanah merah either, so alighted @Simei and took the train back to Bedok to find Al.
My feet hurt like shit,and walked the wrong and longer way to Al's....the breeze in my hair,wind sweeping pass my face. i tot it'll cause my bloody ctc lenses n eyes to dry up,somehow they were teary.
My excuse of meeting Al,told him i thought he might do good w MY hug, since he was not feeling too good. But alas, this chipmunk is too smart for me; he told me straight that he thinks i needed HIS more... Al vs Soya, 1-0...
I din mind at all that I was wrong... but I made a Mental Note: Darn! This is a smarter Bf, dun pull this stunt on him the next time! Kidding!
Anyway,I could hug Koala-Bear-Style hug him, the whole night....=D
2 comments:
Dearie Loveling,
Please dun be so hard on urself! Relax bit more and be kinder to urself k.. You aren't even trying.. already doing ur bestie in almost everything. Alwaz proud of you! *Huggs*
<3 u, Starry
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