My performance after the last posting is (note:present tense) disappointing ... still red n green, red n green. it's damn irritating esp after I have posted a good performace report!
How bad? Let's just say.... very, bad enough to return every bit of $$ i have made in the past 3 months...
should i be "pan-tang" (superstitious) and not reported the decent performance? haiz....
supa vexed...
Showing posts with label Trading. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Trading. Show all posts
Monday, January 24, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
Closure for Dec10 / WY2010
Pardon me for my late entry on closing month of Dec 2010 / WY2010!
Given my trading account is very small, I am still very pleased with the results for last month.
Given my trading account is very small, I am still very pleased with the results for last month.
*P.S, before u go WOWWW!
my trading account is below $2k btw.
So if u think 40% return is gd for the month, if u work back the sums,
i prob started the month with $1.2k (max) + 40% ($800) = $2k.
Shan't bore u with details on the amount of risk i take. & if u think this can be consistent, think again. In a Biz, there are low periods too... so u think u can survive on $800 a month?
my trading account is below $2k btw.
So if u think 40% return is gd for the month, if u work back the sums,
i prob started the month with $1.2k (max) + 40% ($800) = $2k.
Shan't bore u with details on the amount of risk i take. & if u think this can be consistent, think again. In a Biz, there are low periods too... so u think u can survive on $800 a month?
Since the year has concluded, I wish to set some new year trading resolutions:
1) Work on current trading account size to the amount I started the account with.
2) Cont. to employ a take max profit at highest probability (no. of pips).
3) Once account recovered to pre trading amount to work on riding the trend.
4) Cont. to increase lot size to exposure of abt 5% of trading balance (of each work day).
5) Aim to achieve 8% p.w. growth on account balance (as of each week).
What i really need to do now is to calm my nerves when trading, relax, +ve self talk, sit back n let it unfold in front of me - showing myself how Blessed i am.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Trading Updates...
Having been updating on my trading status lately... thought it will be good to do a review/ recollection of what i have been doing.
1stly, i am still trading actively, except that I have taken a slightly more laid back approach. With my swim classes going on decently, n me getting more and more confident to extend my coaching work, i approach trading almost like my part time work. The only difference is that I do my "Part time" work on weekdays (5 days almost office hours) n my "Full time" work on weekends (Sat 6hrs, Sun 4 hrs). It helps that i am more relaxed abt trading, I dun stare at the computer anymore... I scan for oppty in the morning, if there is any, gd! If there isnt, I'll come back later. I'll then check on my positions abt every 1 hr. Tat's abt it. I dun shiver in fear when I receive an sms (it could be a Price alert sms sent by my brokerage). I can go able doing my stuff, go to the museum, go for BF, go to the park! how niceeeeeeeeee! I am reminded of why I want to go into trading again! Have more better time mgt on my hand, not glue my eyes to the comp!
2ndly, I am able to do so cos I am so blessed to be enlightened by trading friends to look at trading differently. I have been told to "treat it like a Business" etc... but it's tough. Cos I am 1st a Trader, then a Businesswoman. But being 1st a Trader is not so advantageous to me, cos the Leo Ego n Pride comes in.... big mistake: I want to know that I am Right! & the most frustrating part is this - alot of times I am right abt the direction (buy/sell), but i just cant seem to get the timing of entry right alot of times! So after I get kicked out (Stop loss hit), then i will sit out n wait, then i will see it go in my favour eventually -of cos i m already out of the trade. But it's hard for me to accept "See! i am right!" cos this doesnt pay my bills!
Trade has been sometimes 3 steps forward, 2 steps backward, or 3 steps forward, 4 steps backwards. After 1 year of trading, i am still seeing RED in my trading account. How frustrating can it get!?
3rdly, my trading friends highlighted the importance of being the Businesswoman in this trade. We explored the use of some indicators for more confirmation on timing of entry. Namely the stochastics, Keltner channel and RSI. I must still empathsize this: basics of trading is still TECHNICAL ANALYSIS , namly Price action (candlesticks pattern, support resistance, HigherHigh, HL, LL, HL etc). That is like the OS of a computer, cannt function without it cos the indicators dun make any sense if u cant read what the charts is telling u!
4th, we also employed a very business approach in our trade management/expectation.
Out of every trade u entered, the probability of getting 5pips or 10pips profit is of cos the highest (due to price movement regardless if the direction is up or down), then probabillity decreases as the number of pips u can expect from the trade. So the decision is analyse the direction, get in the position, get a decent no. of pips out (e.g.20pips or 30pips) for majority of the position u entered (e.g. 60% - 80% of the lot size entered), leave the rest to ride the trend (since u have done the analysis n direction is right). You could trail the rest of the positions, or u could practise tight Protective stop movement. It's ur choice, ur expectation to handle.
I like to take it tat the bulk of the profit i pocketed 1st is the main Profit, the rest that rode the trend(mayb it will get stopped out prematurely or even hit a Stop Loss) as the Bonus. Generally statistics show that Many small Wins can still cover 1 Big Loss. From the business aspects, I only need to be concern with the Net Profit Win at the end of the day!
5th, my trading policy have alwis been this: Whatever works man!
Be it u use an expert advisor to help u look out for trades, use price actions, use indicators, use robots etc... at the end of the day, ur account must show GREEN! n showing GREEN is not enough, it must be GREEN enough for u to justify the energy n time u take to do this Business! Else, why do it?!
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So far i am still in the midst of testing it out... i hope this is really the breakthru for my trading... i am so blessed to have truthful friends who highlighte n guide me in this trading journey!
Will report when time is ripe!
1stly, i am still trading actively, except that I have taken a slightly more laid back approach. With my swim classes going on decently, n me getting more and more confident to extend my coaching work, i approach trading almost like my part time work. The only difference is that I do my "Part time" work on weekdays (5 days almost office hours) n my "Full time" work on weekends (Sat 6hrs, Sun 4 hrs). It helps that i am more relaxed abt trading, I dun stare at the computer anymore... I scan for oppty in the morning, if there is any, gd! If there isnt, I'll come back later. I'll then check on my positions abt every 1 hr. Tat's abt it. I dun shiver in fear when I receive an sms (it could be a Price alert sms sent by my brokerage). I can go able doing my stuff, go to the museum, go for BF, go to the park! how niceeeeeeeeee! I am reminded of why I want to go into trading again! Have more better time mgt on my hand, not glue my eyes to the comp!
2ndly, I am able to do so cos I am so blessed to be enlightened by trading friends to look at trading differently. I have been told to "treat it like a Business" etc... but it's tough. Cos I am 1st a Trader, then a Businesswoman. But being 1st a Trader is not so advantageous to me, cos the Leo Ego n Pride comes in.... big mistake: I want to know that I am Right! & the most frustrating part is this - alot of times I am right abt the direction (buy/sell), but i just cant seem to get the timing of entry right alot of times! So after I get kicked out (Stop loss hit), then i will sit out n wait, then i will see it go in my favour eventually -of cos i m already out of the trade. But it's hard for me to accept "See! i am right!" cos this doesnt pay my bills!
Trade has been sometimes 3 steps forward, 2 steps backward, or 3 steps forward, 4 steps backwards. After 1 year of trading, i am still seeing RED in my trading account. How frustrating can it get!?
3rdly, my trading friends highlighted the importance of being the Businesswoman in this trade. We explored the use of some indicators for more confirmation on timing of entry. Namely the stochastics, Keltner channel and RSI. I must still empathsize this: basics of trading is still TECHNICAL ANALYSIS , namly Price action (candlesticks pattern, support resistance, HigherHigh, HL, LL, HL etc). That is like the OS of a computer, cannt function without it cos the indicators dun make any sense if u cant read what the charts is telling u!
4th, we also employed a very business approach in our trade management/expectation.
Out of every trade u entered, the probability of getting 5pips or 10pips profit is of cos the highest (due to price movement regardless if the direction is up or down), then probabillity decreases as the number of pips u can expect from the trade. So the decision is analyse the direction, get in the position, get a decent no. of pips out (e.g.20pips or 30pips) for majority of the position u entered (e.g. 60% - 80% of the lot size entered), leave the rest to ride the trend (since u have done the analysis n direction is right). You could trail the rest of the positions, or u could practise tight Protective stop movement. It's ur choice, ur expectation to handle.
I like to take it tat the bulk of the profit i pocketed 1st is the main Profit, the rest that rode the trend(mayb it will get stopped out prematurely or even hit a Stop Loss) as the Bonus. Generally statistics show that Many small Wins can still cover 1 Big Loss. From the business aspects, I only need to be concern with the Net Profit Win at the end of the day!
5th, my trading policy have alwis been this: Whatever works man!
Be it u use an expert advisor to help u look out for trades, use price actions, use indicators, use robots etc... at the end of the day, ur account must show GREEN! n showing GREEN is not enough, it must be GREEN enough for u to justify the energy n time u take to do this Business! Else, why do it?!
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So far i am still in the midst of testing it out... i hope this is really the breakthru for my trading... i am so blessed to have truthful friends who highlighte n guide me in this trading journey!
Will report when time is ripe!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Porting over to New Blog for my Trading
Yo Yo!
Have been too busy lately! + have been sleeping supa long hours?! Duno why also... like 9 hrs sleep still nt enough! OMG! Do I have some kind of illness or I am just too piggy!!
Btw, I am porting over my trading stuff to another Blog....
Have been too busy lately! + have been sleeping supa long hours?! Duno why also... like 9 hrs sleep still nt enough! OMG! Do I have some kind of illness or I am just too piggy!!
Btw, I am porting over my trading stuff to another Blog....
Will be keeping it open for who are interested in Forex trading to read... a few reasons why i am having another blog:
1) Trading is damn lonely one.... like no one understands u.... so it's gd to vent out all the emo!
2) Trading requires lots of discipline... and diligence.... which I will try even harder now to instil in myself.... so posting my trades n post analysis will make me more diligent n keep me on my toes...
3) Trading is Boring for those who dun understand it -YET!! So lumping it with my personal blog is too *YAWN* to read!!!
So... feel welcome to looking into my Trading Blog... or share it with pple who u knw likes trading! Keep my personal smartypantz blog for SMARTY n PRECIOUS pple like you who are reading this now! YAY! =D
Cheers!
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
16 n 17-08-2010 GBPUSD, 16to17-08-2010 EURUSD - LONG
These trades were very trying.... i guess mkt is unsure of direction again n going into consolidation. Until clear sign shows.... be conservative!!
16-08-2010 GBPUSD LONG
-1st try, got away with some pips. mkt was not ready to showhand!
17-08-2010 GBPUSD - LONG
-2nd try, mkt finally showed... but it was trying really hard... thereafter, mkt was unsure.
I m thankful i got away with a little bit. =D
Btw, mkt finally SHOW ALL HANDS n FEET on 18th... i was not free to trade... wasted! wuahah!
16to17-08-2010 EURUSD - LONG
-Very tough trade... mkt not ready.... this trade was held overnite to much anguish!
-Finally decided to close it off!
Saturday, August 14, 2010
13-08-2010 EURUSD n NZDUSD - SHORT
Happy with the 2 trades i did last nite.... though they were rather long trades... which is not really a gd sign. the fact that i have:
1) Protected some $$ in my pocket,
2) Shifted the Stop loss to my entry price (which means I cfm make $$ liao, just whether I can have more),
3) I have set SMS alerts to informed me in case price fall or rise to a level i set,
4) I have my Orange MePhone to monitor the mkt! =)
But Alas, I was coaching swimming + having dinner with my adult students on Friday! I was a little concerned abt the mkt movement, esp when it's a Friday & most wanna close shop early!!
I am human afterall, besides making money, i wan to knw that I AM RIGHT abt the mkt!!! wuahah! so if I make more $$, means I am RIGHT!! Hear the Leo Woman ROOOOOOAaaaarrr!!! Wuahah!
ok! here goes!
1) Protected some $$ in my pocket,
2) Shifted the Stop loss to my entry price (which means I cfm make $$ liao, just whether I can have more),
3) I have set SMS alerts to informed me in case price fall or rise to a level i set,
4) I have my Orange MePhone to monitor the mkt! =)
But Alas, I was coaching swimming + having dinner with my adult students on Friday! I was a little concerned abt the mkt movement, esp when it's a Friday & most wanna close shop early!!
I am human afterall, besides making money, i wan to knw that I AM RIGHT abt the mkt!!! wuahah! so if I make more $$, means I am RIGHT!! Hear the Leo Woman ROOOOOOAaaaarrr!!! Wuahah!
ok! here goes!
13-08-2010- EURUSD - SHORT
This pair has been rather challenging to trade with all the news, + the level it is at now!
13-08-2010-NZDUSD - SHORT
One of my fav pairs to trade whenever I have another open position.... reason: it's less volatile (of cos lesser potential rewards also lah)
Wish me the best for the next week.... hope to cont. the decent work in trading!!
May I alwis be Pips-ful!! =D
Thursday, August 12, 2010
12-08-2010 GBPUSD n NZDUSD - SHORT
Did 2 trades today... was rather pleased with the results...
I am very thankful for my current boss cum friend, Wendy. For I am able to focus on the student care n not monitor my trades too anxiously n over kiasu-ly...that had proved to be rather costly many times...
So usually i will go into the centre earlier than required... set up my lappy... do my analysis of the mkt... by then it will be abt the time I am supposed to start work....
leave lappy on... occassionally take a glance at it... do my other student care centre work (this helps me to not enter too anxiously or eagerly)... if i have decided to enter a position, i will set the alarm alerts n continue to do my work... quick glance at it every once a while....mayb e very 15-30mins once....
See my 2 trades.... sifu says it's a gd trade & he wld have entered it exactly how i did.... so i am very pleased to have zero-ed my enter with his.... still need to work on the way i manage my trades though!
I am very thankful for my current boss cum friend, Wendy. For I am able to focus on the student care n not monitor my trades too anxiously n over kiasu-ly...that had proved to be rather costly many times...
So usually i will go into the centre earlier than required... set up my lappy... do my analysis of the mkt... by then it will be abt the time I am supposed to start work....
leave lappy on... occassionally take a glance at it... do my other student care centre work (this helps me to not enter too anxiously or eagerly)... if i have decided to enter a position, i will set the alarm alerts n continue to do my work... quick glance at it every once a while....mayb e very 15-30mins once....
See my 2 trades.... sifu says it's a gd trade & he wld have entered it exactly how i did.... so i am very pleased to have zero-ed my enter with his.... still need to work on the way i manage my trades though!
Both were decent winning trades.... happy =)
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
10-08-2010-EURJPY-Long time no TRADE....
Havent trade for a long while... was busy helping Wendy with her centre.
Will be more diligent when doing my post analysis on the trades that I have done... posting it will keep me on my toes... better dun anyhow post... will try to post all my trades, including the losing ones too...
Wish me the BEST!
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Will be more diligent when doing my post analysis on the trades that I have done... posting it will keep me on my toes... better dun anyhow post... will try to post all my trades, including the losing ones too...
Wish me the BEST!
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10-08-2010-EURJPY
Was a rather quick trade...hope to repeat the success, avoid the mistakes...
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Trading in Green.... Trading in Red....
Recently smone asked me: "How is trading like... I alwis read abt those Newspaper advers abt Forex Courses... LOCK IN PROFIT... only 15mins a day... become Financially Free! Is it true?"
I took a rather deep breath... swallowed hard... before i drop the bomb on her...
"It's tough like shit!"
Maybe I should be less straight forward.... But the truth is this...
Somehow what I experienced on Friday was something familiar... like I was sailing on a Patrol...
I have never really slept when I was sailing during a Patrol duty. I merely rested... whenever I can feel a sudden rav in the ship's engine (my cabin is in the lower deck u see), I will make a call up the bridge (where the guys are on duty keeping watch)... I will just ask if everything is ok, sudden movements usually dun mean good news... mayb to avoid some traffic, to get away from traffic etc. - esp at nite (there are just so many unlit little sampans out fishing n they come out in gangs, trawling their nets along the way... these can get caught in the propellers etc.
Anyway, my point is this... I NEVER sleep onboard. Last friday, I had a Open trade position, it is in the Greens ($$$+ve)... but I wanna get more since I am already in it. i had to set alarms at 1, 2, 3 and 3.45am (close US mkt closes at 4am SIN n i wanna close it b4 the weekend)... so in the midst of my blurr-ness... I manual closed my position. Meaning: I pocketed the $$$$, but there is a possibility that I can Pocket More if I didnt Blur Blur-ly close it off prematurely!
Before I closed off my position, I merely REST-ed... couldnt really sleep actually.... cos I was subconsciously thinking abt my position. My mind is still re-enacting the procedures, the entry, the exit, the charts n Candles etc....
I have been asked many times: "Is Trading Stressful?!"
My reply will alwis be: "You BET!"
I woke up on Saturday morning feeling rather tired but pleased with my winning trade... I dun blog much abt winning trades if you notice, cos they are fewer n of cos, i am alittle Pan-Dang, dun wanna break the M-A-G-I-C...
Anyway, I just wanna say that I really LOVE my Orange MePhone! YAY! So much convenience! Except that Battery-Not-Enough! Hahah!
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I took a rather deep breath... swallowed hard... before i drop the bomb on her...
"It's tough like shit!"
Maybe I should be less straight forward.... But the truth is this...
Somehow what I experienced on Friday was something familiar... like I was sailing on a Patrol...
I have never really slept when I was sailing during a Patrol duty. I merely rested... whenever I can feel a sudden rav in the ship's engine (my cabin is in the lower deck u see), I will make a call up the bridge (where the guys are on duty keeping watch)... I will just ask if everything is ok, sudden movements usually dun mean good news... mayb to avoid some traffic, to get away from traffic etc. - esp at nite (there are just so many unlit little sampans out fishing n they come out in gangs, trawling their nets along the way... these can get caught in the propellers etc.
Anyway, my point is this... I NEVER sleep onboard. Last friday, I had a Open trade position, it is in the Greens ($$$+ve)... but I wanna get more since I am already in it. i had to set alarms at 1, 2, 3 and 3.45am (close US mkt closes at 4am SIN n i wanna close it b4 the weekend)... so in the midst of my blurr-ness... I manual closed my position. Meaning: I pocketed the $$$$, but there is a possibility that I can Pocket More if I didnt Blur Blur-ly close it off prematurely!
Before I closed off my position, I merely REST-ed... couldnt really sleep actually.... cos I was subconsciously thinking abt my position. My mind is still re-enacting the procedures, the entry, the exit, the charts n Candles etc....
I have been asked many times: "Is Trading Stressful?!"
My reply will alwis be: "You BET!"
I woke up on Saturday morning feeling rather tired but pleased with my winning trade... I dun blog much abt winning trades if you notice, cos they are fewer n of cos, i am alittle Pan-Dang, dun wanna break the M-A-G-I-C...
Anyway, I just wanna say that I really LOVE my Orange MePhone! YAY! So much convenience! Except that Battery-Not-Enough! Hahah!
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
What have I been busy with?
Havent have time to blog the past week... I havent even got time to sleep!
Today I woke as usual ard 7am, fed my babies, LS, went back to sleep, in btw woke up reply smses, doze in & outa dreamland till 1.30pm- dragged meself outa bed! I guess this is what they call "恶补"
"恶-Revengefully", "补- Payback/return"! I need to payback my sleep deficit!!!
Seriously, what have i been busy with?
It's damn chim... took me a few hrs just to analysis 1 chart.... 2 -3 hrs bah... & i ended up eating into my sleeping hrs... u know me, I need 6hrs survive, 7hrs to not be cranky, 8hrs to be in my prettiest mood.... so 5-6hrs each nite for the past week is SOOOooooo damn not enough!!
Anyway, i survived... that's y i needed the more than 12hrs sleep today! Wuahahah! so shiok! this record was held too long ago! =D
In the midst of doing all these, i managed to find myself a few new working "colleagues", running buddies... all in the name of doing what we wanna do in our lives... we are taking the plunge many feared to do so.... wish all of us luck man!!
God bless all of us!
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Life is so fragile.... ironic even.
I attended a birthday celebration of my fren's father in the evening... he's ill with Stage 4 cancer, probably part of the 冲喜 plans, they had a buffet celebration at the house & invited a few relatives & friends.
The mood was relaxed but tensed at the same time, my friend's father was visibly bald from the chemo, bloated (liver, stomach cancer), swollen legs (probably from liver weakening). We were careful with the words to use but wanna lighten the mood.
We left at ard 8pm when the house was overcrowding with guests & everyone was happily filled in the tummy.
Adjourned to a funeral wake. Another friend's father had fallen sick the last week & passed on suddenly-gastric cancer. The sensitive thing was that both of these friends knew of each other's case cos we hang out together, we are good friends. One is 白事 (funeral) one is 红事 (celebration) - both: cancer in the stomach region. As friends, it's sensitive to reveal too much details to each side....
haiz....
How ironic life is! Life is so damn fragile!
If u like someone, pick up the call & tell the person (dun SMS or MSN for goodness sake!),
If u are with someone, tell the person u LOVE him/her,
If u have not tell ur family members that u love them, pls do so within the next few days...
Ok- confession: I cant tell my family member in the face (OMG! So mushy!) But i'm gona write them a card, leave it on the kitchen table & "tell" them! Oh, u get the idea!
As for my kiddos Creamie n Nugget, I jus told them the millionth time 10mins ago! wuahahah!
Do it before it's too late! =D
Today I woke as usual ard 7am, fed my babies, LS, went back to sleep, in btw woke up reply smses, doze in & outa dreamland till 1.30pm- dragged meself outa bed! I guess this is what they call "恶补"
"恶-Revengefully", "补- Payback/return"! I need to payback my sleep deficit!!!
Seriously, what have i been busy with?
Doing these:
It's damn chim... took me a few hrs just to analysis 1 chart.... 2 -3 hrs bah... & i ended up eating into my sleeping hrs... u know me, I need 6hrs survive, 7hrs to not be cranky, 8hrs to be in my prettiest mood.... so 5-6hrs each nite for the past week is SOOOooooo damn not enough!!
Anyway, i survived... that's y i needed the more than 12hrs sleep today! Wuahahah! so shiok! this record was held too long ago! =D
In the midst of doing all these, i managed to find myself a few new working "colleagues", running buddies... all in the name of doing what we wanna do in our lives... we are taking the plunge many feared to do so.... wish all of us luck man!!
God bless all of us!
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Life is so fragile.... ironic even.
I attended a birthday celebration of my fren's father in the evening... he's ill with Stage 4 cancer, probably part of the 冲喜 plans, they had a buffet celebration at the house & invited a few relatives & friends.
The mood was relaxed but tensed at the same time, my friend's father was visibly bald from the chemo, bloated (liver, stomach cancer), swollen legs (probably from liver weakening). We were careful with the words to use but wanna lighten the mood.
We left at ard 8pm when the house was overcrowding with guests & everyone was happily filled in the tummy.
Adjourned to a funeral wake. Another friend's father had fallen sick the last week & passed on suddenly-gastric cancer. The sensitive thing was that both of these friends knew of each other's case cos we hang out together, we are good friends. One is 白事 (funeral) one is 红事 (celebration) - both: cancer in the stomach region. As friends, it's sensitive to reveal too much details to each side....
haiz....
How ironic life is! Life is so damn fragile!
If u like someone, pick up the call & tell the person (dun SMS or MSN for goodness sake!),
If u are with someone, tell the person u LOVE him/her,
If u have not tell ur family members that u love them, pls do so within the next few days...
Ok- confession: I cant tell my family member in the face (OMG! So mushy!) But i'm gona write them a card, leave it on the kitchen table & "tell" them! Oh, u get the idea!
As for my kiddos Creamie n Nugget, I jus told them the millionth time 10mins ago! wuahahah!
Do it before it's too late! =D
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Finished *戀愛女王 - Love Queen*
Finally finished watching this taiwanese drama series...
Lotsa agony watching this cos my internet connection is too slow to watch at nite n wkends. So can only watch in the day time.... but also gd lah, accompany me when I am doing work online. =D
Catch it! Definitely not just for the Animal Lovers!
Lotsa agony watching this cos my internet connection is too slow to watch at nite n wkends. So can only watch in the day time.... but also gd lah, accompany me when I am doing work online. =D
Never cross a woman. Ten years ago, Zuo Shao Tang humiliated Zhang Jin Han in front of the entire school and left her unlucky for the next ten years. Ten years later, they meet again but he does not recognise her. How will the bewildered Zuo Shao Tang escape her vengence? Zhang Jin Han, for her part, suddenly finds herself sharing her new home with two unwelcome roommates.
Zhang Jin Han is a career woman recently divorced from her unfaithful husband. Hoping to leave behind her painful past and take control of her love life, she moves out and rents a new apartment which turns out to be just next door to Shao Tang. In a surprise arrangement, she finds herself sharing her apartment with two other girls: Liang Jia Xin, a confident runaway daughter of a rich businessman who made a bet with her father that she could stand on her own, and Yu Qiao Le, a simple village lady who came to the city to pursue her dreams of becoming a skating queen.
Three women, three dreams, three love stories. What sort of problems and changes lay ahead for these three unlikely roommates?
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It's a nice drama, funny but lotsa tears also, is it cos I'm a cry baby?! Anyway, I love the actress Cheryl Yang, very natural. Funny she alwis act roles that depict her a older woman, successful, shrewd but kind hearted deep down, then have to overcome dating some1 younger.... she looks young leh, though not the bubblegum candy kinda SweetYoungThing. =D
She acted in the previous drama I watched: My Queen / 敗犬女王.
I specially searched for the drama acted by her & came upon this series... she's cute lah. Oh, I found out she's born in 1977. Means she is 33 yrs old this year, no wonder she has a mature stylo milo elegant look n air abt her... =D Likey her!
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Watched *HACHIKO* finally!
This one really made me cry buckets.... even when in between I had to pause the movie to change screen to check on my trading... even when I am watching from my lappy n minimised window of abt 4" wide... my tshirt was at least soaked in tears n heavier by 35%. *Sniff*
Catch it! Definitely not just for the Animal Lovers!
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Everyone, keep me in ur prayers... I spent the past week worrying abt my future, my work, $ mainly. So much so that i was not even motivated to train, skipped training, purposing sleeping in later than usual, giving myself 1 million n 1 reason to skip training or leaving the house.
Hope my work will be smooth going, fingers crossed... traded 2 days this week liao... so far it's rated decent or mayb even gd. The thing abt trading is this. it's never abt money.... cos if I am right, money is just a by-product of the method I used. the tricky part is this, method is not 100%, in fact, it's probably only abt 5%. Strange it may sound, but it's 95% psychological...
I alwis believe there is no fool proof method/strategy to do trading, it's really individual's style. If trading can be 100% mechanical, human would have come up with a system or software, auto trade, why do we still need analysts, bankers, brokers, trader to manual do the work?
Analysis is Psychological, market forces is driven by human sentiment. We all read recently that Sterling Pound (GBP) is at the 1 yrs' low. Sentiment is THROW all the pounds that u are holding of cos!! No 1 wants to hang on to a sinking boat! Technically, it's only 1yrs low - it simply means that 13 mths ago, this was not the case. Is Pound really weak Fundamentally? No, but still it will drop like crazy. This is FEAR.
Same thing as New Highs in the market. U BELIEVE it will go higher... U BUY more cos this is the market sentiment, but what happened to the possible BUBBLE BURST? Still people worry and consider abt it, but majority still BUY! This is GREED.
Fear n greed drives the Market, not fundamentals.As a trader, I dun wanna care abt fundamentals. I only wanna know what do every one feel & i will hop onto the same wagon going towards the General direction! Dun swim against the current in other words!
On the other hand, I must not get too sentimental... esp with company stocks... i may knw that this company is very gd etc, fundamentals etc, good ratings, earnings, P/E etc. But what really matters is whether the chart is nice looking or not! So what if the chart pattern is not very nice? Drop it! U may have heard this"but but.... fundamentals very gd leh! Sure will go up 1!" Who can guarantee? I dun care even what the company does etc. Cos if the chart is nt nice, cfm the company not gd! If the chart is good looking, cfm the company gd - even if I dun know WTF the company does! The chart reveals the Market sentiments of the company already! Dun need fundamentals!
Any traders out there? Share with me what u think leh!?!
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God, hear my prayers! =D
Friday, February 26, 2010
Life is Good!
Happy with my swim yesterday! YAY!
Laps Training:
1st 10 laps: 11:51
2nd 10laps: 12:16
3rd 10laps: 12:38
Last 10laps: 12:52
Total: 49:39
Remarks:
-Tried Froggy kim's suggestion of pulling toward ur body n down for this session.
-Havent been swimming for the past 3 wks, pleasantly surprised that it was quite a relaxed swim.
-oBjective meant : Lap swimming
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Had lunch with Starry this afternoon at her office, totally made my day...
Thanks dearie, for always bringing me comfort with simply.... just PRESENCE....
Wauu, food is really expensive at Tanjong Pagar man! My Mixed Vege rice costed my $5.50! Faint!
Looking at all the OLs, I really dun wanna return to the rat race! very scary lah! I dun wanna think abt it lah! faint!
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Happy with my jog today! YAY!
Training:
-Home to BR 2.2km: 18:47
-BR-4km(Total:6.2km): 25:35
-BR-4km(Total:10.2km): 25:41
-BR-4km(Total:14.2km): 25:58
-BR-4km(Total:18.2km): 25:39
Total Time took: 2:01:40
Avg speed:
-6min40sec/km (taken into consideration for traffic lights for 1st 2.2km to BR)
-6min26sec/km (for right route pacing) - very decent =D
Remarks:
-Very good mood today to jog! weather was humid in the beginning but turned cooling later. No Stitches! WOOHOO!
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Come back from jog, my trade got hit. A gd hit for the target I set. Though may be able to get more, I am satisfied with the results n correct analysis! Most imptly is analysis, when analysis is correct... winning is a just by-product or result! Happy happy! More to come for me pls!
Well, at least things are back to norm, at least for me - emotionally n physically!
Feeling very good now... lalala! =D
Laps Training:
1st 10 laps: 11:51
2nd 10laps: 12:16
3rd 10laps: 12:38
Last 10laps: 12:52
Total: 49:39
Remarks:
-Tried Froggy kim's suggestion of pulling toward ur body n down for this session.
-Havent been swimming for the past 3 wks, pleasantly surprised that it was quite a relaxed swim.
-oBjective meant : Lap swimming
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Had lunch with Starry this afternoon at her office, totally made my day...
Thanks dearie, for always bringing me comfort with simply.... just PRESENCE....
Wauu, food is really expensive at Tanjong Pagar man! My Mixed Vege rice costed my $5.50! Faint!
Looking at all the OLs, I really dun wanna return to the rat race! very scary lah! I dun wanna think abt it lah! faint!
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Happy with my jog today! YAY!
Training:
-Home to BR 2.2km: 18:47
-BR-4km(Total:6.2km): 25:35
-BR-4km(Total:10.2km): 25:41
-BR-4km(Total:14.2km): 25:58
-BR-4km(Total:18.2km): 25:39
Total Time took: 2:01:40
Avg speed:
-6min40sec/km (taken into consideration for traffic lights for 1st 2.2km to BR)
-6min26sec/km (for right route pacing) - very decent =D
Remarks:
-Very good mood today to jog! weather was humid in the beginning but turned cooling later. No Stitches! WOOHOO!
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Come back from jog, my trade got hit. A gd hit for the target I set. Though may be able to get more, I am satisfied with the results n correct analysis! Most imptly is analysis, when analysis is correct... winning is a just by-product or result! Happy happy! More to come for me pls!
Well, at least things are back to norm, at least for me - emotionally n physically!
Feeling very good now... lalala! =D
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Workstation envy...
Recently have been in close contact with my "colleague" Rick.
Well, since he is based in Melbourne, AUS, we cant meet up for kopi or anything.
Hav been learning from him... new methods... new system... it's like distance learning! Wau, not easy lah!
Starry said OMG! when I showed her.... she asked if I look at this everyday.. I corrected her & said I look at THESE everyday.... 1 currency has abt 4 such charts, 8 currency = 32 charts... + other method (8 more charts).... + indices + global + commodities charts.... easily abt <50 charts?! Of cos some is just glance lah!
My trainer alwis joke that Trading is an ART, never a SCIENCE....
Artists, musicians etc do well in Trading - cos "they see what is on the chart...go by psychology & feeling, gut feel & enter to trade fast!".
Engineers, accountants etc make up the minority of the successful ones, cos "they will see what they want to see, do lotsa calculations etc.... then miss the boat liao!"
Anyway, Rick sent me these photos of his workstation at home... his house is now 2 times of his flat in Singapore n of cos, garden aside!
Well, since he is based in Melbourne, AUS, we cant meet up for kopi or anything.
Hav been learning from him... new methods... new system... it's like distance learning! Wau, not easy lah!
Esp when u are looking at charts like these...
hard to explain things... thank goodness for MSN!
Starry said OMG! when I showed her.... she asked if I look at this everyday.. I corrected her & said I look at THESE everyday.... 1 currency has abt 4 such charts, 8 currency = 32 charts... + other method (8 more charts).... + indices + global + commodities charts.... easily abt <50 charts?! Of cos some is just glance lah!
My trainer alwis joke that Trading is an ART, never a SCIENCE....
Artists, musicians etc do well in Trading - cos "they see what is on the chart...go by psychology & feeling, gut feel & enter to trade fast!".
Engineers, accountants etc make up the minority of the successful ones, cos "they will see what they want to see, do lotsa calculations etc.... then miss the boat liao!"
Anyway, Rick sent me these photos of his workstation at home... his house is now 2 times of his flat in Singapore n of cos, garden aside!
So envious lah!
The 1st qn I had for him:
"GOsh.... how many sticky tape dispenser do u need siah!?!"
His reply:
"Piang, of all the things in the room, u only noticed THAT!?"
Mine:
"I'm a Woman, I go for the Details! Wuahaha!"
Btw, his monitors are size 26", the old TV in my room is only 21" and the TV that the whole family watches is only 25"! So damn envious lah!
Now I am embarrassed to show him my workstation... but I'll show u! Wuahaha!
It's just me and 旺旺... for now...
Actually, I think i only hope to upgrade to a 32" LCD TV,
then I can plug my lappy to it for work!
That way, when I watch *Twilight - New Moon* again on my computer...
Jacobs Black's 6 packs will be BOOMZ! kekek!
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Friday, January 15, 2010
Bleah....心情欠甲!
Today's quite chuiz... after losing $$ (probably price of a 1.5 X LOEWE Wallet), I feel damn frustrated at work!
I could have used the $$ for many things in my list!
-Indoor trainer (bike)
-Swimming lessons
-Holidays
-Dresses n nice clothes
-Running shoes
-New HP
-Etc.... the list goes on!
Argh!
Enough is ENOUGH! I need to get outa house!
So I went jogged to TP with my Swim cap n goggles tucked tot the back of my swimming costume n shorts! I tried out 2nd part of the Swimming prog from Coach Ellen....
Warm Up
- 6 Br leg kicking w board
- 10 Br of finger tip dragging drill
Training Programme 1 - 468 continuous ( 2 sets )
- meaning your fastest for 4 br, then also slow down a bit for 6 br, then slow down a bit for 8 br. then rest a few min, then 2nd set
Training Programme 2 - 1 fast br then back with 1 recovery, slow but still in good form br, 1 to and fro is considered 1 set - rest again for a while (5 sets)
Completed & rested for a while. Then went for my jog... CHuiz...mayb lousy mood also lah + 1st return training for transition.... struggled quite abit to complete 8km in 53:30 (6.68mins/km).... Considering the fact that I was panting quite abit...it means CHUIZ... it means I was rather Kaput for this set... shagged out... mayb it was "transitional", mayb it was my 心情欠甲 (Mood is less of Ace). Dun care lah!
I could have used the $$ for many things in my list!
-Indoor trainer (bike)
-Swimming lessons
-Holidays
-Dresses n nice clothes
-Running shoes
-New HP
-Etc.... the list goes on!
Argh!
Enough is ENOUGH! I need to get outa house!
So I went jogged to TP with my Swim cap n goggles tucked tot the back of my swimming costume n shorts! I tried out 2nd part of the Swimming prog from Coach Ellen....
Warm Up
- 6 Br leg kicking w board
- 10 Br of finger tip dragging drill
Training Programme 1 - 468 continuous ( 2 sets )
- meaning your fastest for 4 br, then also slow down a bit for 6 br, then slow down a bit for 8 br. then rest a few min, then 2nd set
Training Programme 2 - 1 fast br then back with 1 recovery, slow but still in good form br, 1 to and fro is considered 1 set - rest again for a while (5 sets)
Completed & rested for a while. Then went for my jog... CHuiz...mayb lousy mood also lah + 1st return training for transition.... struggled quite abit to complete 8km in 53:30 (6.68mins/km).... Considering the fact that I was panting quite abit...it means CHUIZ... it means I was rather Kaput for this set... shagged out... mayb it was "transitional", mayb it was my 心情欠甲 (Mood is less of Ace). Dun care lah!
Thursday, December 17, 2009
It's a beautiful day!
What a great way to start my day!
Woke up at 6.30am, but lazed in bed.. have been feeling rather lethargic, probably becos a bit grumpy from the twisted ankle... also, havent been sleeping well the past 2 nites...
actually wanna sleep in, weather was sooo nice... rainy... but forced myself to get outa bed.... gota reserve my annual leave for the festive seasons, else Ms Ng will get angry! Also, FX Soya Pte Ltd still have operating expenses to pay off!
Well, I got ready my cuppa hot Earl Grey & set to work...
1st, read the emails from my fellow FX "colleagues".....
Ok, must understand this. When I go for a course, I usually dun tok to pple 1, shy shy mind my own biz... finish the course, go back... though it was a 3 days refresher course & we see the similar faces.... I eat lunch n dinner on my own.... tea break go toilet hide, so I dun have to make small tok with any1.
So...it's funny how pple remb me....
"Are u the one who asked this question XXXxblah blah...."
WOW....i dun pay much attention to pple's face who ask question, not to mention their names cos we never have to self intro ourselves...
but we see each other's postings in the trading forum... our success or failure in our trades..... & we only know them by trader's name n batch number.... that's abt it....
Of cos there will be pple who wanna make "friends" cos they think that u are gd in ur trade n wanna learn ur way.... not sincerely make friends.... but the thing is,I am not even gd at it...yet... mayb cos generally i'm quite active in the forum... cos I am free mah, full time doing FX....
Ok, some possible reasons pple wanna befriend me:
1) they kinda figured that I am a full time trader... & they are one too!
2) Doing this full time can get lonely... I response to email very quickly these days... cos they prompt me when I am online and Duh! I am online all the time these days.. ok,day time lah!
3) I always joke with my fellow FX full time traders, we get Lonely n sometimes Looney... maybe they were getting Looney?
1 of my FX friends, Rick, calls himself the CEO of FX Rick Pte Ltd. He says that we are like colleagues now! Hahah! He is very thankful to his CFO (wife) supports him in his pursue as a Full time trader. He used to work for Hyflux Waters... last position Asst Vice President of Bix Devt... (Say: "WOW!"). today, he resides in Melbourne, Australia, with his wife, 2 kids & he trades from home full time since Jun this year. At the point of writing this blog, he's abt to prepare to cook dinner for his family, after finally doing some gardening with a nice Xmas tree...
Another friend, Nick, coincidentally is the same age as me, stays in the east too, attended the same Polytechnic and still occassionally goes to our old sch to swim... threw in the towel in Aug. He was working in the IT industry after uni graduation, holding a well paid job... but decided to rough it out like me, "do it or die" mentally...cool! I clique well with him...
Thru the forum, I also got to know Vinc, who's in his 50s, semi retired... he's probably in Aus, Melbourne, now, spending time with his 2 boys (1 studying, 1 married n working there) and wife. He's the guru of us all havent done this for a while already. Nice guy, very fatherly figure!
Today, there's Clim. Clim was the one who asked if I am the one who posed the XXX question during the refresher course. He told me he was from the same course as me n calls me "Chocolate Soya bean". So I guess, he dun meet alot of girls who are dark like me......oh, & small world, he knows my FX trainer friend, AT also! He asked if we were old flame when I told him that AT and I know each other for a while liao. hahah! Havent seen him in person yet though.... msn pic is too small! hahha!
So total, these are the new 4 friends that I made since like ....last friday? that's an average of 1 per work day... not too bad... but do I really wan so many "friends"? which one of them are friends - really?
Uncanny, but FX trading seemed less lonely now.... but still it can be looney....
Sitting in the living room, raining cats n dogs outside, my kitties are snoozing like there's no tmr.... & me with a sore ankle.... my back is breaking from the long duration of sitting down... but hey!
I made some Mock $$ today.... gd record... =) happy! hard work paid off...more to come pls!
107 + 126 = 233 alone today! Thou fake $$, still happy!! Yay! finally broke 3 figure gain!
Tally for the week: 7 + 22+ 48 + 233 = 310pips this week for 4 days of working.... YAHOO!
My prayers for today...
*God, please help me to be more Patient with me trades... help me to be brave and take on the responsibilities of tmr to come... do not deliver me to evil greed... Amen!*
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Btw, Mr.A smsed n invited me to go to an Outdoor cooking gathering with his friends this Sunday...
1 of them I have know him since long long time (my old navy junior, and happens to be my forex course trainer, AT, who intro me what I am doing now),
the other 1 i had met him for a couple of beers with Mr.A during our first "date" &
of cos with his darling daughter, Kona!
It's something I know I will totally enjoy doing, outdoor cooking leh! So cool right?! it will be like camping, picnic! But alas, I have prior dinner arrangements liao. Anyway, turned him down, then he never reply sms liao. haiZ.... men...
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My ankle's better already... phew.... I expect next week to be busy running ard again!
Woke up at 6.30am, but lazed in bed.. have been feeling rather lethargic, probably becos a bit grumpy from the twisted ankle... also, havent been sleeping well the past 2 nites...
actually wanna sleep in, weather was sooo nice... rainy... but forced myself to get outa bed.... gota reserve my annual leave for the festive seasons, else Ms Ng will get angry! Also, FX Soya Pte Ltd still have operating expenses to pay off!
Well, I got ready my cuppa hot Earl Grey & set to work...
1st, read the emails from my fellow FX "colleagues".....
Ok, must understand this. When I go for a course, I usually dun tok to pple 1, shy shy mind my own biz... finish the course, go back... though it was a 3 days refresher course & we see the similar faces.... I eat lunch n dinner on my own.... tea break go toilet hide, so I dun have to make small tok with any1.
So...it's funny how pple remb me....
"Are u the one who asked this question XXXxblah blah...."
WOW....i dun pay much attention to pple's face who ask question, not to mention their names cos we never have to self intro ourselves...
but we see each other's postings in the trading forum... our success or failure in our trades..... & we only know them by trader's name n batch number.... that's abt it....
Of cos there will be pple who wanna make "friends" cos they think that u are gd in ur trade n wanna learn ur way.... not sincerely make friends.... but the thing is,I am not even gd at it...yet... mayb cos generally i'm quite active in the forum... cos I am free mah, full time doing FX....
Ok, some possible reasons pple wanna befriend me:
1) they kinda figured that I am a full time trader... & they are one too!
2) Doing this full time can get lonely... I response to email very quickly these days... cos they prompt me when I am online and Duh! I am online all the time these days.. ok,day time lah!
3) I always joke with my fellow FX full time traders, we get Lonely n sometimes Looney... maybe they were getting Looney?
1 of my FX friends, Rick, calls himself the CEO of FX Rick Pte Ltd. He says that we are like colleagues now! Hahah! He is very thankful to his CFO (wife) supports him in his pursue as a Full time trader. He used to work for Hyflux Waters... last position Asst Vice President of Bix Devt... (Say: "WOW!"). today, he resides in Melbourne, Australia, with his wife, 2 kids & he trades from home full time since Jun this year. At the point of writing this blog, he's abt to prepare to cook dinner for his family, after finally doing some gardening with a nice Xmas tree...
Another friend, Nick, coincidentally is the same age as me, stays in the east too, attended the same Polytechnic and still occassionally goes to our old sch to swim... threw in the towel in Aug. He was working in the IT industry after uni graduation, holding a well paid job... but decided to rough it out like me, "do it or die" mentally...cool! I clique well with him...
Thru the forum, I also got to know Vinc, who's in his 50s, semi retired... he's probably in Aus, Melbourne, now, spending time with his 2 boys (1 studying, 1 married n working there) and wife. He's the guru of us all havent done this for a while already. Nice guy, very fatherly figure!
Today, there's Clim. Clim was the one who asked if I am the one who posed the XXX question during the refresher course. He told me he was from the same course as me n calls me "Chocolate Soya bean". So I guess, he dun meet alot of girls who are dark like me......oh, & small world, he knows my FX trainer friend, AT also! He asked if we were old flame when I told him that AT and I know each other for a while liao. hahah! Havent seen him in person yet though.... msn pic is too small! hahha!
So total, these are the new 4 friends that I made since like ....last friday? that's an average of 1 per work day... not too bad... but do I really wan so many "friends"? which one of them are friends - really?
Uncanny, but FX trading seemed less lonely now.... but still it can be looney....
Sitting in the living room, raining cats n dogs outside, my kitties are snoozing like there's no tmr.... & me with a sore ankle.... my back is breaking from the long duration of sitting down... but hey!
I made some Mock $$ today.... gd record... =) happy! hard work paid off...more to come pls!
107 + 126 = 233 alone today! Thou fake $$, still happy!! Yay! finally broke 3 figure gain!
Tally for the week: 7 + 22+ 48 + 233 = 310pips this week for 4 days of working.... YAHOO!
My prayers for today...
*God, please help me to be more Patient with me trades... help me to be brave and take on the responsibilities of tmr to come... do not deliver me to evil greed... Amen!*
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Btw, Mr.A smsed n invited me to go to an Outdoor cooking gathering with his friends this Sunday...
1 of them I have know him since long long time (my old navy junior, and happens to be my forex course trainer, AT, who intro me what I am doing now),
the other 1 i had met him for a couple of beers with Mr.A during our first "date" &
of cos with his darling daughter, Kona!
It's something I know I will totally enjoy doing, outdoor cooking leh! So cool right?! it will be like camping, picnic! But alas, I have prior dinner arrangements liao. Anyway, turned him down, then he never reply sms liao. haiZ.... men...
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Last nite....
Nugget overflow outa his bed...
5 secs later, he shifted to make
himself more comfy....
While creamie was watching me
work on the laptop....
Watching n dozing off at the same time....
Ops... she noticed me taking
her sleeping pose!
Then after 10mins, they migrated
to the living room sofa while
the whole family was watching TV...
After 5mins, Nugget went to sleep at his fav
living room spot... another sofa...
& Creamie decided to watch the door by sleeping at her fav door seat...
*papa always joke that she seats there so still that the wooden chair is moulded with her shape liao!
Then there's me with a
medicated Plaster n PHITEN....
Bleah... =P
The name alone is gd enough for me...
脱苦海....
My ankle's better already... phew.... I expect next week to be busy running ard again!
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Supa Nice GREENY!
Havent been feeling well.... a sore throat seem to be developing... have been trying to suppress it for the past week for SCM run liao...mayb it's time to let it all out so I can get on with my life...
Was just commenting to my family that I havent fallen ill for a while, which was good news! at least 5mths?!
But I fear a sore throat, cos usually it's the 1st sign that things will go haywire....
Sequence as follows:
- Sore throat
- Flu / Cough
- Fever
- Flu/ cough for the next 3wks - 1mths..
It will ruin everything I have in mind - to start training again!
Bleah...
Anyway, still went for a swim for recovery... did ok I guess...just a bit slower than my previous swim, though I never put in as much effort as compared to last swim. =)
Sweet Alycia from the swimming pool
bot me this!
It melts in my mouth, not in my hand!
The Cutesy container is Supa!
No more crushed M&Ms!
I just love it! Esp cos it's GREEN!
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Kitties at sleep...
Snuggling up to each other...
Aww....
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Big loss $$ at work... haiz...
Pretty mood is totally ruined!----
Decided to catch a movie... must be a comedy!
*COUPLE RETREAT*
I was in need of some therapy! Did something I have never done before!
I finished a whole cup of Coke Cola & almost couldnt walk straight outa the theatre....
Those who think it's no big deal...
Just imagine after having 10 shots of VSOP Neat... if u are an avg drinker..
That's what Coke does to me...
So high... n light... "floated" my way home with a lighter mood... =)
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Staring Incident...
Had a rather fruitful day...
Woke up, worked, packed up & went for swim at TP.
Improvement in timing cos I put in more effort to swim harder...
I finally sat down & do up a template for the ease of recording my training timing... Ok, I am not hard core kind k, only record randomly... but I vow to start recording diligently from today onwards! YAY!
Usually i just record as a word doc. but now I did up an Excel spread Sheet (Yes, I am Geeky - I love Excel)!
Today got improvement cos I really worked on my stroke, except for the last 10 laps lah - take it as abit of cool down... relac relac...
Met J at the Pool & went to the canteen for lunch...
Noticed he has the same ID Band on his wrist for In-Case-Of-Emergency contact person, esp impt for pple like us who may exercise - in case we faint or what lah! When I reach out to flip his band, he panicked abit & almost withdraw his hand... I thought what happened! I just wanna see his personal infor like NRIC, Blood grp or Drug Allergy. Then I saw his contact person is "JXXXXX (Spouse)". I didnt wanna ask him much abt the "Spouse" when he claimed he doesnt wanna settle down actually, dun feel like etc... etc...
I knew he was feeling "guilty" for telling me all those stuff & yet has his "spouse's" number lasered to his ID Band for Emergency contact person... that's why he didnt wanna me to see his band. It all explains why Men can be such Idiots! What happened to honesty between friends? & I thought we were friends! He rembs me of a married friend who still teases or "flirts" with me... actually, he rembs me of more than 1 married guy friend who do this... argh.... why are men so secretive & mysterious beasts?! Is this the way they "Leave their options open?" What do they think of their wives who were to do the same?!
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Anyway, work went slightly better than the past week.... 60-28=32. I will jia you!
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I experienced a Staring incident today...
I noticed that Nugget always do this... whenever I am trying to pack my bag to go out... he will jump into the bag & hide... realy hide.. cos he will crouch low to inside the bag & stay motionless.... & refuse to come out! Usually I have to tuck & pull him out! As if waiting for me to close up the bag without noticing him & he can go for an adventure! Very cute! I figured he notice that whenever I start to pack & carry a "BAG" out, I will be gone for a few hours at least!
Oh, & he does this to all the bags... I think he knows what's a Bag, what's not! Wuahah!
Woke up, worked, packed up & went for swim at TP.
Improvement in timing cos I put in more effort to swim harder...
I finally sat down & do up a template for the ease of recording my training timing... Ok, I am not hard core kind k, only record randomly... but I vow to start recording diligently from today onwards! YAY!
Usually i just record as a word doc. but now I did up an Excel spread Sheet (Yes, I am Geeky - I love Excel)!
Today got improvement cos I really worked on my stroke, except for the last 10 laps lah - take it as abit of cool down... relac relac...
Met J at the Pool & went to the canteen for lunch...
Noticed he has the same ID Band on his wrist for In-Case-Of-Emergency contact person, esp impt for pple like us who may exercise - in case we faint or what lah! When I reach out to flip his band, he panicked abit & almost withdraw his hand... I thought what happened! I just wanna see his personal infor like NRIC, Blood grp or Drug Allergy. Then I saw his contact person is "JXXXXX (Spouse)". I didnt wanna ask him much abt the "Spouse" when he claimed he doesnt wanna settle down actually, dun feel like etc... etc...
I knew he was feeling "guilty" for telling me all those stuff & yet has his "spouse's" number lasered to his ID Band for Emergency contact person... that's why he didnt wanna me to see his band. It all explains why Men can be such Idiots! What happened to honesty between friends? & I thought we were friends! He rembs me of a married friend who still teases or "flirts" with me... actually, he rembs me of more than 1 married guy friend who do this... argh.... why are men so secretive & mysterious beasts?! Is this the way they "Leave their options open?" What do they think of their wives who were to do the same?!
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Anyway, work went slightly better than the past week.... 60-28=32. I will jia you!
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I experienced a Staring incident today...
"See what see!"
"See some more!"
"I'll finish you in No Time!"
BLOODY HELL!
I SWEAR! It was staring at me!
It's eyes POPPING outa the sockets!
So I stared back lah! & Finished it up!
*SLURP*YUMMY*
----I noticed that Nugget always do this... whenever I am trying to pack my bag to go out... he will jump into the bag & hide... realy hide.. cos he will crouch low to inside the bag & stay motionless.... & refuse to come out! Usually I have to tuck & pull him out! As if waiting for me to close up the bag without noticing him & he can go for an adventure! Very cute! I figured he notice that whenever I start to pack & carry a "BAG" out, I will be gone for a few hours at least!
Oh, & he does this to all the bags... I think he knows what's a Bag, what's not! Wuahah!
Bring me on ur Adventure Mummy!
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Thanksgiving + Haji holiday mood!
Holiday mood siah! Plus duno why sleep never enough these days! Faint!
Woke as usual, looking for oppty to trade but alas - in midst of Thanksgiving in US, price not moving much!
Dilly Dally till 10.30am before I went out to buy stuff at central.
Spent alot of money again! ARGH!
OMG! If you are a frend of mine... yes, your friend Soya has unknowingly become quite Aunty... these were "collected" over a period of time... from Magazines... goodie bags etc... omg! I never use them though I always think I'll try them... I guess still can keep for a while lah... but I think I'll throw the Summer's Eve Feminie Wash n Wipes away lah! Si-ka-li when really "emergency" (you know, that kind of emergency!) need to freshen up, got weird smell instead how?! Both me & the other party will Faint lah!! Throw THROW!!
Checked on GreenFingers Project: and i'm pleased to report:
Oh! I bot some SWEET TALK Drinks for my family! Weather was too Bloody hot when I walked home lugging the groceries!
Interesting discovery! Actually Ellen told me before but I refused to believe!
Closed shop early today... my policy: no mood to trade, better dun trade! else sure suffer loss! hahah!
Need a nap!
Woke as usual, looking for oppty to trade but alas - in midst of Thanksgiving in US, price not moving much!
Dilly Dally till 10.30am before I went out to buy stuff at central.
Spent alot of money again! ARGH!
Qn: How many pairs of shorts does Soya need exactly?
Ans: Countless pairs! The more the merrier!
& they are all in shades of Navy Blue n White!
Faint!?! Why I do not know! I just have a fetish for shorts...
esp those Navy Seal shorts... wooooh so tight... those bulging muscles of the divers bursting at the seams! Plus they are beige or nude in colour, seen from far is like a naked man walking towards you... Not just any nude man, it's one with a Boyzilian Wax package hor! *WINK*
Those Airborne commando running shorts with Superb High cut splits by the side!
看有看没有one.... Wooooo!
Ok, I dun like Droopy buttocks fallign out from the edges of the tight shorts kind k!
Want to show, must have High standard 1 hor! =D
Bought this for $2 from COTTON ON,
figured it's quite nice & simple!
+ Fair trade for cotton, so Onz!
When I was unpacking,
I noticed this bunch of sample packs...
OMG! If you are a frend of mine... yes, your friend Soya has unknowingly become quite Aunty... these were "collected" over a period of time... from Magazines... goodie bags etc... omg! I never use them though I always think I'll try them... I guess still can keep for a while lah... but I think I'll throw the Summer's Eve Feminie Wash n Wipes away lah! Si-ka-li when really "emergency" (you know, that kind of emergency!) need to freshen up, got weird smell instead how?! Both me & the other party will Faint lah!! Throw THROW!!
Checked on GreenFingers Project: and i'm pleased to report:
DAY4
Cucumbers sprouts are cute!
They all sway to 1 side duno why?!
Finally more of the tomato seeds are sprouting!
Oh! I bot some SWEET TALK Drinks for my family! Weather was too Bloody hot when I walked home lugging the groceries!
Creamie & Nugget were fancinated by the ice cold drink
& the colourful substances inside!
Ok, I finally weight less than 54kg...after centuries (so long I really cant remb when was the last time I weigh like...) since Sec 2, I have ballooned to 58kg & over the years just hovering ard 55kg - 58kg... that's a 15yrs record mind u!
How much I weigh before I "release" my SWEET TALK DRINK...
Before:
Before:
AFTER!
*Rub eyes! I cant believe it! My SWEET TALK drink weighs a F**King 500grams?! WTF!*
T
oday marks an important event... forever i shall remb this moment...
Sobsob...
Thank you for being with me for so many years.... for 15yrs in fact! U were with me esp when I was down... you were in abundance! U came in abundance when I was dating... all those nights of good food & limited exercise (easy & tireless positions), you stuck with me! You left me briefly, here & there over the years....
today... finally... you left again, I duno for how long... but but...
BLOODY HUMAN LARD! WTF!
Why did you not move to other parts of my body where I need you the most!
These days they can actually remove you surgicially & place you somewhere else where for once, you can beautify the body! BLOODY Hell! Why dun you listen to my orders! Move "Northwards" & stay put there!
DUN YOU EVER COME BACK!!!!
I MEAN IT!
I'll be watching you HUMAN LARD!
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I bought some milk back! They say milk is good for strong bones!
I like the container!
Strong Bones & muscles!
*I think they are not very proportionate to my body actually, everytime I hold on to the handlebar onboard a bus or train, I can feel pple looking at me....
My arms are too flabby for my taste too!
I have what they call the "Butterfly arms"... not cos they are beautiful, but cos they Flap! Bleah! =P
So I decided i can better make use of my milk purchase!
Do tricep curls!
Let's see how long I can keep to it this time!
I'll probably give up by the time I finished the milk inside!
Kekek!
Closed shop early today... my policy: no mood to trade, better dun trade! else sure suffer loss! hahah!
Need a nap!
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