Some things bad happened at home...
Someone got into big trouble...
Someone got implicated by the Big trouble....
I learnt of the trouble late last week, and I have been deeply troubled since...
Somehow, the person in trouble dun seemed too troubled...
it's not fair...
While the one innocent party who got implicated is living every single day in fear,
dejection and mournfulness, trying to not getting into further trouble...
At this stage, I feared that I may get deeply implicated into this trouble too....
i fear my own safety.... i fear my cats' safety... should i lock or send them away?
I was offered a safe refuge place to hide up for the next few days... but trouble can still find me...
This is one nasty trouble... abusive both physically and verbally... someone has to pay for this...
The punishment will be bloody in hell...
This trouble will not end, it has just started and sin already commited.
Oh Lord, I am so troubled.... Please Hear my Prayers... =(
New World Here I Come! I am Proud Mummy of Kitty Cookie, Creamie & Nugget! I Wanna document their growth & mine! Happy or Sad moments! We will strive together! YAY! It's a Big Big World out there! Let's Brave New World together! =D
Showing posts with label Gota Be Strong. Show all posts
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Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Friday, April 8, 2011
Not feeling well....
Ok... having a bad bout of flu and cough is not fun, with an occasional fever in the middle of the night... I declare I am officially SICK.... not just not feeling well....
Difference: SICK - can barely get outa bed.... NOT FEELING WELL - feeling less of ace physically.
i finally succumbed and seen the doc... decided that I will have ample rest for the week to come hence I decided to visit the doc on Sunday morning.
Then I went for 5 hrs of swimming classes. Medication then sleep.
It has been eat, medicine, sleep, eat, medicine, sleep for the past week... & thank goodness, I am finally feeling fit again!
I dun think I have so much rest before... i probably clock a 12 hrs - 16hrs of sleep a day for the past week.... today is Friday, hectic days coming ahead (Sat n Sun). Yes, I am feeling much much better.
Recently have been visiting the library loads... borrowing books on Swimming (Toddlers and adult swimming), Cats and Comics (Baby Blues and Zits) mostly. I also discovered the National Library at Bugis finally.... stepping in for the 1st time of my life! Nice environment.
Now I am getting sleeping again from the medication... did 2 classes this morning, one more this evening & next week will be easy easy! =D
The truth of why i have been unwell and sleeping so much... other than the medication that causes drowiness, I have been much tormented emotionally... due to stress mainly... it's a long story, will blog abt it when I am feeling totally over it.
Time to sleep....
Difference: SICK - can barely get outa bed.... NOT FEELING WELL - feeling less of ace physically.
i finally succumbed and seen the doc... decided that I will have ample rest for the week to come hence I decided to visit the doc on Sunday morning.
Then I went for 5 hrs of swimming classes. Medication then sleep.
It has been eat, medicine, sleep, eat, medicine, sleep for the past week... & thank goodness, I am finally feeling fit again!
I dun think I have so much rest before... i probably clock a 12 hrs - 16hrs of sleep a day for the past week.... today is Friday, hectic days coming ahead (Sat n Sun). Yes, I am feeling much much better.
Recently have been visiting the library loads... borrowing books on Swimming (Toddlers and adult swimming), Cats and Comics (Baby Blues and Zits) mostly. I also discovered the National Library at Bugis finally.... stepping in for the 1st time of my life! Nice environment.
Now I am getting sleeping again from the medication... did 2 classes this morning, one more this evening & next week will be easy easy! =D
The truth of why i have been unwell and sleeping so much... other than the medication that causes drowiness, I have been much tormented emotionally... due to stress mainly... it's a long story, will blog abt it when I am feeling totally over it.
Time to sleep....
Monday, January 17, 2011
Dilemma from flowers.... Truth Hurts
I have alwis feel that receiving flowers shd be a very happy thing... but last nite's bouquet gave me quite abit of headache...
Linda had knocked on my bedroom door rapidly last evening, she asked if the flowers were for me, i said "no" almost too quickly.
Number 1) I m not attached,
Number 2) There isnt someone tat i know of (at this moment), who would send me flowers.
But it was for me. According to Linda, it was left at the doorsteps, i must have missed the delivery guy as I buried myself in blanket, watching a sobby korean drama's last few episode.
Then when I saw the card, I was caught very much by surprised.
1st reaction: Haiz... what should I do now...
I have theories abt receiving flowers,
1) Sincerity
I am most happy when received 1 or 2 or a small bouquet, but never thru delivery.
So far the big bouquets i have received were ordered online n delivery by the florists. I wished the sender had specially picked out the flowers, consulted the florist abt a certain arrangement, wrote the card (in own handwriting) and gave the flowers to me personally - even if it's only 1 stalk. Yes yes, i know I am a romantic die hard but that's the way i am.... it's definitely more sincere than click away on the net, select something that dun look too cheapo, type the words u would like to appear on the card (which is picked by the floral company btw) and then pay with the plastic.
2) Intentions
If the flowers are from someone i am dating, the msg could be:"I love u and I really treasure u"
If the flowers are from someone whom u are considering to date, then the msg could be :" I really like u, would u consider me?"
but what if the flowers are from someone random... what is the hidden msg?
Dilemma dilemma.... esp when the flowers are from someone whom u dun wana date. ARGH! Wrecked i am!
Dun get me wrong, I am still very happy whenever i receive flowers!!!
but all I am saying is that if the flowers are frm someone special, I think I will be happy with just 1 stalk, cos the meaning is BIG enough already. At least the person bothered to go to the florist, personally pick that stalk, n travel with it to hand it over to me. =D
For now, I'll probably have to transform to be the cold n mean Soya... only till the coast is clear... bear with me... So sorry... the truth hurts...
Linda had knocked on my bedroom door rapidly last evening, she asked if the flowers were for me, i said "no" almost too quickly.
Number 1) I m not attached,
Number 2) There isnt someone tat i know of (at this moment), who would send me flowers.
But it was for me. According to Linda, it was left at the doorsteps, i must have missed the delivery guy as I buried myself in blanket, watching a sobby korean drama's last few episode.
Then when I saw the card, I was caught very much by surprised.
1st reaction: Haiz... what should I do now...
I have theories abt receiving flowers,
1) Sincerity
I am most happy when received 1 or 2 or a small bouquet, but never thru delivery.
So far the big bouquets i have received were ordered online n delivery by the florists. I wished the sender had specially picked out the flowers, consulted the florist abt a certain arrangement, wrote the card (in own handwriting) and gave the flowers to me personally - even if it's only 1 stalk. Yes yes, i know I am a romantic die hard but that's the way i am.... it's definitely more sincere than click away on the net, select something that dun look too cheapo, type the words u would like to appear on the card (which is picked by the floral company btw) and then pay with the plastic.
2) Intentions
If the flowers are from someone i am dating, the msg could be:"I love u and I really treasure u"
If the flowers are from someone whom u are considering to date, then the msg could be :" I really like u, would u consider me?"
but what if the flowers are from someone random... what is the hidden msg?
Dilemma dilemma.... esp when the flowers are from someone whom u dun wana date. ARGH! Wrecked i am!
Dun get me wrong, I am still very happy whenever i receive flowers!!!
but all I am saying is that if the flowers are frm someone special, I think I will be happy with just 1 stalk, cos the meaning is BIG enough already. At least the person bothered to go to the florist, personally pick that stalk, n travel with it to hand it over to me. =D
For now, I'll probably have to transform to be the cold n mean Soya... only till the coast is clear... bear with me... So sorry... the truth hurts...
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
The Three Trees story...
When life is tough going.... sometimes stories like these keeps me strong...
Heard this story last nite in church.... be inspired like me!
Three Trees
Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty." Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull." Finally the third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always remember me."
After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter" ... and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest. At the second tree a woodsman said, "This looks like a strong tree, I should be able to sell it to the shipyard." The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship. When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down his dreams would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, "I don't need anything special from my tree so I'll take this one", and he cut it down."
When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, he was made into a feed box for animals. He was then placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for. The second tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The third tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark.
The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe. The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said "Peace" and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.
Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets as the people mocked the man who was carrying it. When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill. When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.
The moral of this story is that when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined. We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always best.
*Extract from Skywriting.net
Heard this story last nite in church.... be inspired like me!
Three Trees
Once there were three trees on a hill in the woods. They were discussing their hopes and dreams when the first tree said, "Someday I hope to be a treasure chest. I could be filled with gold, silver and precious gems. could be decorated with intricate carving and everyone would see the beauty." Then the second tree said, "Someday I will be a mighty ship. I will take kings and queens across the waters and sail to the corners of the world. Everyone will feel safe in me because of the strength of my hull." Finally the third tree said, "I want to grow to be the tallest and straightest tree in the forest. People will see me on top of the hill and look up to my branches, and think of the heavens and God and how close to them I am reaching. I will be the greatest tree of all time and people will always remember me."
After a few years of praying that their dreams would come true, a group of woodsmen came upon the trees. When one came to the first tree he said, "This looks like a strong tree, I think I should be able to sell the wood to a carpenter" ... and he began cutting it down. The tree was happy, because he knew that the carpenter would make him into a treasure chest. At the second tree a woodsman said, "This looks like a strong tree, I should be able to sell it to the shipyard." The second tree was happy because he knew he was on his way to becoming a mighty ship. When the woodsmen came upon the third tree, the tree was frightened because he knew that if they cut him down his dreams would not come true. One of the woodsmen said, "I don't need anything special from my tree so I'll take this one", and he cut it down."
When the first tree arrived at the carpenters, he was made into a feed box for animals. He was then placed in a barn and filled with hay. This was not at all what he had prayed for. The second tree was cut and made into a small fishing boat. His dreams of being a mighty ship and carrying kings had come to an end. The third tree was cut into large pieces and left alone in the dark.
The years went by, and the trees forgot about their dreams. Then one day, a man and woman came to the barn. She gave birth and they placed the baby in the hay in the feed box that was made from the first tree. The man wished that he could have made a crib for the baby, but this manger would have to do. The tree could feel the importance of this event and knew that it had held the greatest treasure of all time.
Years later, a group of men got in the fishing boat made from the second tree. One of them was tired and went to sleep. While they were out on the water, a great storm arose and the tree didn't think it was strong enough to keep the men safe. The men woke the sleeping man, and he stood and said "Peace" and the storm stopped. At this time, the tree knew that it had carried the King of Kings in its boat.
Finally, someone came and got the third tree. It was carried through the streets as the people mocked the man who was carrying it. When they came to a stop, the man was nailed to the tree and raised in the air to die at the top of a hill. When Sunday came, the tree came to realize that it was strong enough to stand at the top of the hill and be as close to God as was possible, because Jesus had been crucified on it.
The moral of this story is that when things don't seem to be going your way, always know that God has a plan for you. If you place your trust in Him, He will give you great gifts. Each of the trees got what they wanted, just not in the way they had imagined. We don't always know what God's plans are for us. We just know that His ways are not our ways, but His ways are always best.
*Extract from Skywriting.net
Thursday, November 25, 2010
10 yrs later, the Important Man appear in my life again...
I ran into my OBS instructor, B.O. He happened to my my NCAP Level 1 theory instructor for the first 3 lessons (total of 10 lessons). His full name rang a bell before we met again, I actually tot he was some Olympics Weight Lifter... I googled his name but got no photo.... alas...
So I went to the course no knowing he was actually my instructor n when I saw him, I am so sure that he is the B.O who changed my life-forever!!!
A little more than 10 years ago, I was selected to attend the OBS 9 Days expedition course. This course was for the potential leaders the school was trying to groom, for their own Leadership training camps... so there were fierce competition on who gets to go 1st and we were the 1st few batches that the school sent. It was great, the team synergy and all, all captains, presidents etc of some clubs/ sports group - myself the DragonBoat team's captain.
When I saw B.O the 2nd time last evening, he smiled widely at me and I knew he recognised me!! I asked if he remembers me.... he said he do.... pondered for a while and say "Soya"... OMG! I am so flattered! He remembers my name! that was like more than 10years ago that we meet again, plus - an OBS instructor meets so many students and he remembers me! OMG! We chatted for a while, he said he actually saw me some years ago at a Dragonboat event representing the SAFSA team!
I am so happy to meet him again after so many years.... i went to dig up the old photos of our OBS expedition!
So I went to the course no knowing he was actually my instructor n when I saw him, I am so sure that he is the B.O who changed my life-forever!!!
A little more than 10 years ago, I was selected to attend the OBS 9 Days expedition course. This course was for the potential leaders the school was trying to groom, for their own Leadership training camps... so there were fierce competition on who gets to go 1st and we were the 1st few batches that the school sent. It was great, the team synergy and all, all captains, presidents etc of some clubs/ sports group - myself the DragonBoat team's captain.
When I saw B.O the 2nd time last evening, he smiled widely at me and I knew he recognised me!! I asked if he remembers me.... he said he do.... pondered for a while and say "Soya"... OMG! I am so flattered! He remembers my name! that was like more than 10years ago that we meet again, plus - an OBS instructor meets so many students and he remembers me! OMG! We chatted for a while, he said he actually saw me some years ago at a Dragonboat event representing the SAFSA team!
I am so happy to meet him again after so many years.... i went to dig up the old photos of our OBS expedition!
Here goes....
He wrote something for each of us behind the group photo....
This is his message to me:
For those who know me for ages, you will know now -Just how Bloody happy I am to meet B.O. again!
He truly changed my Life....
Best of all, I was not shy to tell him how he inspired me to persever on during times of adversity.... when all odds seemed to be against me.... I was Determined to Refuse Doubting my own Abilities....
Thank You Mr. B.O!!
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
1st time using my HeadBuff... but for what kind of purpose?
I have been wanting to try wearing a Headbuff for the longest time ever... but it alwis seem like no practical reasons to do so..... but since I finally gave in to buy 1 lately (at a 40% discount of cos), i wore it to sleep last nite....
Dun get me wrong.... it was for a darn impt purpose, not some poser reasons!!!
Friday, November 5, 2010
Weepy cry baby is Daddy's girl...
I called my Papa last night...
“爸爸,你会不会生气我?”
“生气什么?”
“生气我让你但心lor... ”
“没有lah,爸爸知道你很乖,你做事情,爸爸很放心。不要胡思乱想k 。”
My voicer started to crack... he tried further to assure me that I m a OK-daughter.... i hurried to put down the phone. He sounded really worried, asking me where I was, what I was doing - as if he sensed that I was gona end my life.... big no-no...
Then I sent him this sms:
“亲爱的爸爸,
有好多时候,我很生气自己。生气自己不够努力,赚不够多钱- 没能孝顺您,让您过更好的日子。请原谅我ok!想说的是,我真的好心疼,好爱你哦!
您的宝贝女儿,
AhGirl”
He drove me mad, cos he called me back. I was embarrassed by the sudden emotional outburst... he told me that I am ok n a good girl n “爸爸也爱你ok...”
I think this is the first time I hear my father say he loves me...
I couldnt stop crying... I had to go to the toilet n wept myself tired while sitting on the toilet bowl....
Exactly what got me so emotional suddenly? I was watching Korean Drama series on my lappy the whole day buried myself under blankets... i knw I will miss watching dramas with my papa if he ever leaves me... just that thought of it is superb scary... that's why I decided to call him to tell him i Miss him n remind him that I love him very much....
Have you told ur love ones how much they mean to you?
If not, do it soon! =D no regrets being the Weepy CryBaby I was.... =D
“爸爸,你会不会生气我?”
“生气什么?”
“生气我让你但心lor... ”
“没有lah,爸爸知道你很乖,你做事情,爸爸很放心。不要胡思乱想k 。”
My voicer started to crack... he tried further to assure me that I m a OK-daughter.... i hurried to put down the phone. He sounded really worried, asking me where I was, what I was doing - as if he sensed that I was gona end my life.... big no-no...
Then I sent him this sms:
“亲爱的爸爸,
有好多时候,我很生气自己。生气自己不够努力,赚不够多钱- 没能孝顺您,让您过更好的日子。请原谅我ok!想说的是,我真的好心疼,好爱你哦!
您的宝贝女儿,
AhGirl”
He drove me mad, cos he called me back. I was embarrassed by the sudden emotional outburst... he told me that I am ok n a good girl n “爸爸也爱你ok...”
I think this is the first time I hear my father say he loves me...
I couldnt stop crying... I had to go to the toilet n wept myself tired while sitting on the toilet bowl....
Exactly what got me so emotional suddenly? I was watching Korean Drama series on my lappy the whole day buried myself under blankets... i knw I will miss watching dramas with my papa if he ever leaves me... just that thought of it is superb scary... that's why I decided to call him to tell him i Miss him n remind him that I love him very much....
Have you told ur love ones how much they mean to you?
If not, do it soon! =D no regrets being the Weepy CryBaby I was.... =D
My cute Papa!
*I taught him this pose! =D*
Friday, October 29, 2010
Day 5 and recovering well!
I spent quite abit buying wound dressings + Pure Aloe vera gel on Wednesday! $34! faint!
All in hopes that i can be up n running by wkend for my swimming lessons....
To my astonishment, I have been using a tube of Aloe Vera gel that expired in Jun 2009! OMG! I was happily applying on my face, erupted pimple crater, open wound n on my cat's wounds. OMG! I treat the Aloe vera gel as the miracle gel hence was rather thrifty when using it, hence it explains why I still have 1/4 tube left since ages ago!
All in hopes that i can be up n running by wkend for my swimming lessons....
To my astonishment, I have been using a tube of Aloe Vera gel that expired in Jun 2009! OMG! I was happily applying on my face, erupted pimple crater, open wound n on my cat's wounds. OMG! I treat the Aloe vera gel as the miracle gel hence was rather thrifty when using it, hence it explains why I still have 1/4 tube left since ages ago!
Anyway, here's the loot from Guardian pharmacy!
*Dressings are for waterproofing the wound for speedy recovery!
Day3:
After applying aloe vera every now and then,
even the wound torn apart by Nugget closed up and healed!
Practise dressing:
*I basically cling wrapped my wound, ready for AQUA warfare!
From experience, the brand 3M's tegaderm flim is better than SMITH's OpSite.
Day5:
Wound is drying slowly and the scrab on the sides are peeling...
actually I was the one who peeled them! Kekek!
Skin is still a little raw and pinkish....
Tie my hands man!
Recovery is speedy!
Even the nurses at the clinical research says so!
Thanks to Aloe Vera Gel! YAY!
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Topping it off, Starry gave me this! So niceeeeeee!
Oh! & a pen from Kikki to match my sling bag! (forgot to take picture as anxiously put in my pencil case!)
So sweet of her hor!!!!
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Nightmare caused me to cry again....
I ought to slap myself hard.
Yest after lunch, i suddenly felt a craving for coffee... mayb it's the fact that when u knw that u cant have something (due to Clinical Study's requirement to "purify" the blood), u tend to crave for it more...
Strangely, I craved for Coffee... so I made a cuppa of coffee and have my first coffee of this year... u read correctly... FIRST COFFEE for YEAR 2010! This is how much I avoid coffee....
True enough, I couldnt sleep last nite! I was feeling very awake still and when the TV isnt showing anything logical anymore, I read the clock and realised it was already 12+midnite. I usually prepare to sleep by 11.30 and now I am feeling like someone just injected me with REDBULLS! OMG! I then recalled that I had Coffee in the daytime...
Anyway, the stinging pain in my knees n toe is also keeping me awake... I already stained my bedsheets with blood last nite. I find it hard to position my legs properly hence difficult to sleep soundly. Also, I have been diligently putting my legs in a bended position (squatting or sitting), hoping the wound will dry and heal faster... this way it wun crack open again when I bend my legs... it is working (i think)... at least it hurts more when my legs are straight and not bended now.
Anyway, I was surfing the net and found some interesting reno ideas... hence contributed to my nightmare.... i dreamt abt the night that my darling Cookie boy fell off from the window.... i must have wept myself to sleep when i finally did doze off... haiz....
They say "日有所思, 夜有所梦" meaning "One will dream what he thinks during the day..."
& exactly what did I researched in the daytime? This.....LEGATE's Invisible Grilles...
Yest after lunch, i suddenly felt a craving for coffee... mayb it's the fact that when u knw that u cant have something (due to Clinical Study's requirement to "purify" the blood), u tend to crave for it more...
Strangely, I craved for Coffee... so I made a cuppa of coffee and have my first coffee of this year... u read correctly... FIRST COFFEE for YEAR 2010! This is how much I avoid coffee....
True enough, I couldnt sleep last nite! I was feeling very awake still and when the TV isnt showing anything logical anymore, I read the clock and realised it was already 12+midnite. I usually prepare to sleep by 11.30 and now I am feeling like someone just injected me with REDBULLS! OMG! I then recalled that I had Coffee in the daytime...
Anyway, the stinging pain in my knees n toe is also keeping me awake... I already stained my bedsheets with blood last nite. I find it hard to position my legs properly hence difficult to sleep soundly. Also, I have been diligently putting my legs in a bended position (squatting or sitting), hoping the wound will dry and heal faster... this way it wun crack open again when I bend my legs... it is working (i think)... at least it hurts more when my legs are straight and not bended now.
Anyway, I was surfing the net and found some interesting reno ideas... hence contributed to my nightmare.... i dreamt abt the night that my darling Cookie boy fell off from the window.... i must have wept myself to sleep when i finally did doze off... haiz....
They say "日有所思, 夜有所梦" meaning "One will dream what he thinks during the day..."
& exactly what did I researched in the daytime? This.....LEGATE's Invisible Grilles...
See extract from CityView's condo forum:
1) Legate are the originator of the Invisible Grilles.
Another competitor with the Invisble grilles name are from overseas(Malaysia)
If you have faults with the competitor's installation, she says they have to do modification works or resolve issues in their JB office if necessary..more inconvenient.
For Legate, their workshop and offices are in Ang Mo Kio.
2)Legate's Invisible grilles can be fixed($12psf) or can be movable i.e can be opened and closed (by making it into sliding or casement type at $22 psf)- hope this answers Nelson's question on opening.
For the competitor, according to her, no option for opening/closing. Only fixed.
3)The gap of the cables can be varied from 2, 3, 4 5 or 6 inches for Legate. Competitor no option to vary the gap according to her. Only fixed gap.
For pets, she says it is advisable to do 2inches gap so that the pets can't squeese thru. - Vocikit, your "animal" is safe
For kids, she says 3 to 4 inches is sufficient. 5 and 6 inches are not advised..unless for Asthetic only ba..
4)Legate is going to have a Exhibition booth at the Changi Expo between 28Aug to 5 Sept at Hall 6
So this is why I dreamt about that faithful night again.... the whole episode just replayed.... from the time I discovered him missing.... searched for him downstairs.... broke down when the vet said he is already gone... me coming back with an empty pet carrier....to the time collected him urn...
Sad.... emo... if only i could turn back time....
If I have ever have the chance to live outside this house, I am so gona get this windows....
Do go and check out their invisible grilles and other samples.
5)They did a lot of installation for The Pinnacles recently.
Sad.... emo... if only i could turn back time....
If I have ever have the chance to live outside this house, I am so gona get this windows....
Monday, October 25, 2010
OUch Ouch! One woman DOWN!
OUCH! I fell down on my bike yest when i was on my way home, just 10metres from the turn into my house's carpark... Stupid me. Was feeling the bike jerky out of no way... i stopped by the small road and off the engine, then i restarted it felt ok. So I tot I will ride in the remaining 20 metres n park my bike, then inspect was is wrong. within 3 metres, the bike jerked forward and i fell on my left... petrol leaking out n my 1st instinct is possible EXPLOSION! I think I have been watching too much action Movies!
I quickly stand up and put the bike upright on it's main stand.
I was still on 1/3 of the road, nearer to the pavement, so I took off my helmet and inspect my injuries... scrapped my kneecaps, left big toe and my right palm...bleah... kneecap injuries are the most dreadful... restrictive in movements and hard to recover cos it's at the joint where recovering or drying scab keeps cracking open to expose the flesh again, PLUS - It scrapped my old keloid scar again... for the umpteenth time!
To make sure that I will recover faster, I decided to do a very brave thing.... I used the 青草油! Those who have used this before will knw how stinging it is... it's F**King stinging! Worst then water.... almost like SALT bah... anyway, it made me to break into a cold sweat everytime i use it! I even shed tears this time n my papa took a little fan n try to fan some cooling air into my legs n face!
The frustrating thing is... I have just serviced my bike on Wed and I didnt really ride it till fri nite. Supposed to change engine oil only, ended up changing the Rear tyre and front suspension core... a $205 bill. Now what?! n even more scratches to the bike! F**K! Was only toking abt Engine overhaul with Kenny (my bike mechanic)... it is a hefty sum man, in thousands. Since so many parts already changed, it's not worth to NOT do the overhaul... damn. Have to wait for the bike shop to assess what's the problem.... now waitin for the bomb to drop on me........
Then I cant go for my swimming class on Mon! F**K! n what abt Sat n Sun?! How am I supposed to coach swimming then?! really pissed. Really dun wanna miss lessons cos I'll get a bonus incentive in Dec if I havent missed any lessons for the term.... argh!
Opsite is my best bet now... i will have to go buy some or get from the clinic when I check in on Tues...
n there I was concerned abt the little prick hole on my forearm for the cannula.... even Opsite it nicely for Sunday's class.... I guess I have bigger worry next wkend!
I quickly stand up and put the bike upright on it's main stand.
I was still on 1/3 of the road, nearer to the pavement, so I took off my helmet and inspect my injuries... scrapped my kneecaps, left big toe and my right palm...bleah... kneecap injuries are the most dreadful... restrictive in movements and hard to recover cos it's at the joint where recovering or drying scab keeps cracking open to expose the flesh again, PLUS - It scrapped my old keloid scar again... for the umpteenth time!
To make sure that I will recover faster, I decided to do a very brave thing.... I used the 青草油! Those who have used this before will knw how stinging it is... it's F**King stinging! Worst then water.... almost like SALT bah... anyway, it made me to break into a cold sweat everytime i use it! I even shed tears this time n my papa took a little fan n try to fan some cooling air into my legs n face!
Then I cant go for my swimming class on Mon! F**K! n what abt Sat n Sun?! How am I supposed to coach swimming then?! really pissed. Really dun wanna miss lessons cos I'll get a bonus incentive in Dec if I havent missed any lessons for the term.... argh!
Opsite is my best bet now... i will have to go buy some or get from the clinic when I check in on Tues...
n there I was concerned abt the little prick hole on my forearm for the cannula.... even Opsite it nicely for Sunday's class.... I guess I have bigger worry next wkend!
Friday, September 24, 2010
"So What next huh?"
Have been feeling rather lethargic lately... hard to trade... alot on my mind also... work... $$...
The same question keeps popping in my head....: "So what next huh?"
Was also busy with reformatting my computer.... after a possible virus attack of trojan horse from the company's computer, I decided to do a who reset of both my iPhone, Orange MePhone, n my Computer, WangWang... I suffered another 3 days of constipation n irritation of not being OPERATIONAL READY. Only to discover that my Webbrowser got hijacked for the 2nd time in my life....
The last time was not a very pleasant experience.... this time round, I was pretty sure which program had caused it.... hence after 1 day of searching for a gd n free anti spyware/ad-ware/coolwebsearch programe (those who are not as Geeky as me may be reading stars already *^&^*%$#%$@#* ), I managed to remove it without having to restore my whole lappy again + i got the same infectious program up n running again! yahhhoooooo!
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The coming week will see me being busier with work.... bogged down with the time line of deciding the "WHAT NEXT HUH?" n making some major decisions....
Life is so tough.... n meaningless.... sometimes...
I was in church the other day and listened to a talk by Brother Frankie Yee... He is such a charismatic n motivational speaker that I am naturally very drawn towards him. This week, he touched on a rather sad topic: "How to live a Meaningful Life in a Meaningless world..."
I think the talk sets one thinking about how we can better our perspectives in life.... and then how to pick ourselves up n look forward to actually "living a Life....". Not just the christian way of life.
I honestly believe that even a non-christian can take away the important message that what life has installed for u!
1st he touched on a chapter in the bible abt King Solomons... How as one of the richest kings in his era, he was still not happy with life. He narrowed down to 3 methods to try to make his himself happy: Enlightment, Enjoyment and Enrichment.
Enlightment - King Solomons set abt to learn as much as he could n he knew alot, he was one of the most knowledgeable king of his times, yet the more he knew - the more unhappy he became. in today's context, Br.Frankie gave the example of going to the doc n learnt that he has high cholesterol- thereafter he became unhappy as he has to give up his fav foods!
Enjoyment - King Solomons had 700 wives n 300 concubines. Party animal but he was still "lonely" inside...
Enrichment - Kings Solomons was one of the richest man in his time, built many monuments and temples under his name. Yet he knew that when he is gone, he will not be able to bring these with him.
King Solomons never did understand and live a very sorrowful life.... though he had everything.... he has NOTHING...
Job 1:21-: "Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away; may the name of the LORD be praised."
Job said this when he lost everything overnight... his estate, his family... what strong faith this man has- only cause he recognised the fact that all that was given to us NOW (in this life), do not belong to us at all, but by the Grace of His works....
The talk started to tok abt perspectives... how we like to complain and complain but failed to recognise the fact that we already have so much...
-we complain abt our job when WE HAVE A JOB,
-we complain abt our maid when WE HAVE THE MEANS TO EMPLOY A MAID,
-we complain abt how lousy my lappy or iphone are when WE HAVE THE MEANS TO OWE ONE! (gulity I am as charged!!!)
Morale of the talk... to live a Meaningful life! We are created to be Happy, not miserable! Stop complaining and start Living!!
Btw, did u know that if u have US$20 to ur name, u are amongst the World's top 17% richest people! I dint know this until this talk. Just image the rest of the 83% people!! Hallujah!
Lucky me (n You!), i did a recording of the talk with my MePhone, the sound effect is not as good as live of course, but I have tried over the past few days to tweak the echos and the basses liao.... this is the best I can do with my limited IT Audio knowledge....
DOWNLOAD THE MP3 HERE
OR
The same question keeps popping in my head....: "So what next huh?"
Was also busy with reformatting my computer.... after a possible virus attack of trojan horse from the company's computer, I decided to do a who reset of both my iPhone, Orange MePhone, n my Computer, WangWang... I suffered another 3 days of constipation n irritation of not being OPERATIONAL READY. Only to discover that my Webbrowser got hijacked for the 2nd time in my life....
The last time was not a very pleasant experience.... this time round, I was pretty sure which program had caused it.... hence after 1 day of searching for a gd n free anti spyware/ad-ware/coolwebsearch programe (those who are not as Geeky as me may be reading stars already *^&^*%$#%$@#* ), I managed to remove it without having to restore my whole lappy again + i got the same infectious program up n running again! yahhhoooooo!
-------------------
The coming week will see me being busier with work.... bogged down with the time line of deciding the "WHAT NEXT HUH?" n making some major decisions....
Life is so tough.... n meaningless.... sometimes...
I was in church the other day and listened to a talk by Brother Frankie Yee... He is such a charismatic n motivational speaker that I am naturally very drawn towards him. This week, he touched on a rather sad topic: "How to live a Meaningful Life in a Meaningless world..."
I think the talk sets one thinking about how we can better our perspectives in life.... and then how to pick ourselves up n look forward to actually "living a Life....". Not just the christian way of life.
I honestly believe that even a non-christian can take away the important message that what life has installed for u!
1st he touched on a chapter in the bible abt King Solomons... How as one of the richest kings in his era, he was still not happy with life. He narrowed down to 3 methods to try to make his himself happy: Enlightment, Enjoyment and Enrichment.
Enlightment - King Solomons set abt to learn as much as he could n he knew alot, he was one of the most knowledgeable king of his times, yet the more he knew - the more unhappy he became. in today's context, Br.Frankie gave the example of going to the doc n learnt that he has high cholesterol- thereafter he became unhappy as he has to give up his fav foods!
Enjoyment - King Solomons had 700 wives n 300 concubines. Party animal but he was still "lonely" inside...
Enrichment - Kings Solomons was one of the richest man in his time, built many monuments and temples under his name. Yet he knew that when he is gone, he will not be able to bring these with him.
King Solomons never did understand and live a very sorrowful life.... though he had everything.... he has NOTHING...
Job 1:21-: "Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart. The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away; may the name of the LORD be praised."
Job said this when he lost everything overnight... his estate, his family... what strong faith this man has- only cause he recognised the fact that all that was given to us NOW (in this life), do not belong to us at all, but by the Grace of His works....
The talk started to tok abt perspectives... how we like to complain and complain but failed to recognise the fact that we already have so much...
-we complain abt our job when WE HAVE A JOB,
-we complain abt our maid when WE HAVE THE MEANS TO EMPLOY A MAID,
-we complain abt how lousy my lappy or iphone are when WE HAVE THE MEANS TO OWE ONE! (gulity I am as charged!!!)
Morale of the talk... to live a Meaningful life! We are created to be Happy, not miserable! Stop complaining and start Living!!
Btw, did u know that if u have US$20 to ur name, u are amongst the World's top 17% richest people! I dint know this until this talk. Just image the rest of the 83% people!! Hallujah!
Lucky me (n You!), i did a recording of the talk with my MePhone, the sound effect is not as good as live of course, but I have tried over the past few days to tweak the echos and the basses liao.... this is the best I can do with my limited IT Audio knowledge....
DOWNLOAD THE MP3 HERE
OR
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Load it onto ur handphone, listen to it on ur way to work, in ur car... u will be surprised how it can change the perspective of ur life when u arrive at Office!
Start Loving your life today!
Load it onto ur handphone, listen to it on ur way to work, in ur car... u will be surprised how it can change the perspective of ur life when u arrive at Office!
Start Loving your life today!
Monday, August 9, 2010
Terrible sickness Go Go Away!!!
OMG! The annual sickness is here to stay....
Almost every August, i will fall sick - it's the blimey one....
the coincidence is too much to ignore... last year it was in late July though...
So every late July, I pray really hard not to fall sick.... most of the time, God decided to answer my more urgent prayers.... so i am usually sick for my birthday...
Anyway, this time it's all too sudden.... I just started helping out at Wen's new centre.... & I fell sick... damn... it started with the terrible throat pain one morning when i woke up... i call it the "silent killer".... no symptoms.... i didnt even have the chance to load Vit C.... damn...
After Amphibious SoreThroat landed and infiltrate into the system.... comrades Flu and Fever will follow suit... it's very SOP one.... alwis this sequence.... they allow no mistakes....
So this was what happened.... Comrade Fever started the invasion, followed closely by Comrae Flu...
So defeated was that I spent the practically whole long weekend in bed....
I did struggle to meet up with 2 groups of long time friends though... no hala hala session for me... they all commented that they were nt used to me being the quiet one... omg!
Anyway, after tons of Pi Pa Gao, stepsils, and Panadol Cold remedy hav failed to stop the infilration...
Bo bian.. had to see the Old Man at the clinic.... he was so forgetful that he forgt to adminster me flu tablets, even after we discussed abt which flu tablet i cannt take! damn!
The price of War is a whooping $35 .... so on Sunday... I K.O-ed throughout again! practically only awake for abt 5-6hhrs for the whole day... i even had to struggle to keep awake when meeting my friends for dinner.... OMG...
New tip from my friends: Boil Coke Cola + Lemon = Smooth throat n beautiful voice!
Must try, handed down receipe from my teacher friends....
Sickness sickness go away, come again another day.... come when I can claim MC, I have medical benefits....not now Oh NOOOOoooooo!
Almost every August, i will fall sick - it's the blimey one....
the coincidence is too much to ignore... last year it was in late July though...
So every late July, I pray really hard not to fall sick.... most of the time, God decided to answer my more urgent prayers.... so i am usually sick for my birthday...
Anyway, this time it's all too sudden.... I just started helping out at Wen's new centre.... & I fell sick... damn... it started with the terrible throat pain one morning when i woke up... i call it the "silent killer".... no symptoms.... i didnt even have the chance to load Vit C.... damn...
After Amphibious SoreThroat landed and infiltrate into the system.... comrades Flu and Fever will follow suit... it's very SOP one.... alwis this sequence.... they allow no mistakes....
So this was what happened.... Comrade Fever started the invasion, followed closely by Comrae Flu...
So defeated was that I spent the practically whole long weekend in bed....
I did struggle to meet up with 2 groups of long time friends though... no hala hala session for me... they all commented that they were nt used to me being the quiet one... omg!
Anyway, after tons of Pi Pa Gao, stepsils, and Panadol Cold remedy hav failed to stop the infilration...
Bo bian.. had to see the Old Man at the clinic.... he was so forgetful that he forgt to adminster me flu tablets, even after we discussed abt which flu tablet i cannt take! damn!
The price of War is a whooping $35 .... so on Sunday... I K.O-ed throughout again! practically only awake for abt 5-6hhrs for the whole day... i even had to struggle to keep awake when meeting my friends for dinner.... OMG...
New tip from my friends: Boil Coke Cola + Lemon = Smooth throat n beautiful voice!
Must try, handed down receipe from my teacher friends....
Sickness sickness go away, come again another day.... come when I can claim MC, I have medical benefits....not now Oh NOOOOoooooo!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
HAIR FOR HOPE! Hair this morning, Gone!
Finally D-Day arrives....
I am gona shave my hair - gona be BOTAK head!
Of cos I have to style whatever little amount of tuff i still have on my pea size head!
wouldnt have to do this for a while....
Btw, here are the steps!
Hair products required: From Left -
1) Sea Salt Spray,
2) Wax,
3) Hair stay Spray.
Use in sequence!
1st: Use Product No.1, then blow dry hair!
Use Hot air 1st, then Cold air...
Best method I discovered,
stay upside down for 5 mins while blowing cold air!
2nd: Use hair product no.2, wax it!
Let ur fingers do the work!
Lastly, use Product no.3. Hair spray to stay!!
Time taken to do all those, abt 5-10mins! I use to do that everyday when preparing to go work!
Yes, i am that V-A-I-N!
I love my Hair!
Then, make up!
Viola!
When we arrived at Vivocity!
Ran into my Poly Classmate, OMG!
She havent age abit in the last 10 years ago!!
BTW, she looks like Rainie Yang!
She said she prefers to look like Anglina Jolie!
My course mate, Chris, from the bank!
Mr.Beer's parents! OMG!!
So touched that they came down to support & even offered to buy me soe drinks while i wait in the Q!
They really waited for abt 2+hrs to see e finish lah!
Beer's Aunty!
Beer's Uncle n Aunty!
Me getting alittle cold feet....
Here we go!!
Last bit of my hair - GONEEEEEEeeeeeee!
What am I gona do without my hair?!!!
Feels cooling! Kinda niceeee!
Beer's distant relative!!
Beer's Father took so many photos of me when I was shaving!!!
The hairdresser tot he was my father!
Many thanks to Starry Stella who was the event's unofficial photographer!!
She is my loyal supporter lah!
My dear friends Ellen n Meishan came to give me their moral support too!
Thanks gals!
& not forgetting my dear friend, Nur, who is so very brave n kind to come down all the way to vivocity to support me!
Best is that she could actualy spot me in the crowd of BLUEs.... she said my walking gait (bouncing) gave me away & she saw me even when she was standing on the 2nd level to view the event!
My little Prince Garren n Princess Glenda were there too!
Of cos Baby Prince Gabrian!!
I am as Botak as him liao!
My brother n sister! =D
Thank you everyone who supported me in this event!
Dun forget to do ur bit!
Till Aug 2010!!!
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