“爸爸，你会不会生气我？”
“生气什么？”
“生气我让你但心lor... ”
“没有lah，爸爸知道你很乖，你做事情，爸爸很放心。不要胡思乱想k 。”
My voicer started to crack... he tried further to assure me that I m a OK-daughter.... i hurried to put down the phone. He sounded really worried, asking me where I was, what I was doing - as if he sensed that I was gona end my life.... big no-no...
Then I sent him this sms:
“亲爱的爸爸，
有好多时候，我很生气自己。生气自己不够努力,赚不够多钱- 没能孝顺您，让您过更好的日子。请原谅我ok！想说的是，我真的好心疼，好爱你哦！
您的宝贝女儿，
AhGirl”
He drove me mad, cos he called me back. I was embarrassed by the sudden emotional outburst... he told me that I am ok n a good girl n “爸爸也爱你ok...”
I think this is the first time I hear my father say he loves me...
I couldnt stop crying... I had to go to the toilet n wept myself tired while sitting on the toilet bowl....
Exactly what got me so emotional suddenly? I was watching Korean Drama series on my lappy the whole day buried myself under blankets... i knw I will miss watching dramas with my papa if he ever leaves me... just that thought of it is superb scary... that's why I decided to call him to tell him i Miss him n remind him that I love him very much....
Have you told ur love ones how much they mean to you?
If not, do it soon! =D no regrets being the Weepy CryBaby I was.... =D
My cute Papa!
*I taught him this pose! =D*
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