Be Happy! Finally! It's here!!!

It's Tuesday! It's Movie night!

RED CLIFF II!

赤壁 II :決戰天下

金城武 Takeshi Kaneshiro!!!

Even when he dons a Cock hairdo in RED CLIFF!

帅.... 太帅!

My Heart melts for him lah!


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My Victoria Secret stuff finally arrived today!

YAYAYAY!!!! Check out my loot!

Cookie & Creamie were more interested in the Big Box!

1) Bag (includes Moisturiser, Body Spray, Body Wash)

2) Anchor Pattern Bikini

3) 4 nice bras

YAY!

Bag (includes LOVE SPELL Moisturiser, Body Spray, Body Wash)

These are Belle's, same bag + SEXY LOVE Tote (includes Body Lotion and Perfume, mini perfume)

So Pretty!!! Awwww....

I am a Happy Women again!!

Here's Cookie & Creamie checking out their new Toy for the next 1 week

(or rather till it is destroyed beyond recognition by them!)

It's a rather Crazy day for me! =I

First up!

I was waiting the whole day for a sms from Cousin Ming....my darling 16 year old dearie will be collecting her GCE "O" levels results today! Since my auntie sammi had passed on, I take it upon my responsibility to make sure she is well.... I smsed her gd luck in the morning and waited patiently....

Then at 2.53pm, the sms came!
"Hey! Here's the glorious results. L1R4 7, L1R5 9. I've got Five distinctions in total."

Wooohoooo!!! 状元 in our family! I fwded the sms to my brothers! I know my auntie sammi would really have been be proud of her! i told her to think of something she wants and I will get it for her. Then in the evening, she msged me this:
"Hello! No need rewrd.I study for I'm a student. So its right that I strive to get good results. =)"

When I probed for something to buy for her....:
"But I cant think of what I want.Hahah, like Jie say, I dont need anything. Haha. I think think and realised I really have everything I need and want...."

Awwww....When I told her that Mummy would be really proud of her....:
"She's all along proud of me! hahahh! Cos I am like her! Innocent, cute, pretty, lovely, adorable, clever, sweet. HAHA"

Our smses stopped there... I knew she is right... that's my auntie sammi...

We Love You Mummy!

See you in Heaven!

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Went training at Shenton way with my old team mates.. we went for a light drink at the kopitiam thereafter...then I was really feeling Lousy....

I reflected upon what I have been doing....
I could have done better, but I didnt....

I could have been a better sister, show more concern to my brothers,be more encouraging to Bro Edwards to quit smoking...

I could have been a better Kuku (Auntie), play with Princess Glenda and Prince Garren more, bring them swimming or cycling at the park...

I could have been a better Mummy, play and spend more time with Cookie & Creamie....

I could have been a better daughter, give more $$$ to my daddy, spend more time with him, bring him go holidays or go ard Singapore to makan, encourage him to exercise more...

I could have been a better friend, to all my very busy friends, actively arrange to meet up with them for luncheons, be more concern abt their well-being....

I could have been a better gf, show more concern, spend more time to talk and understand the BF, who called to tell you that he's feeling crap cos bonus crediting date is delayed...

I could have been a better cousin, spend more time with Cousin Ming and May... for we have only us and will be sometime till we meet Mummy in heavens again....
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I contemplated very long @bedok MRT,didnt alight then, cant alight @tanah merah either, so alighted @Simei and took the train back to Bedok to find Al.

My feet hurt like shit,and walked the wrong and longer way to Al's....the breeze in my hair,wind sweeping pass my face. i tot it'll cause my bloody ctc lenses n eyes to dry up,somehow they were teary.

My excuse of meeting Al,told him i thought he might do good w MY hug, since he was not feeling too good. But alas, this chipmunk is too smart for me; he told me straight that he thinks i needed HIS more... Al vs Soya, 1-0...

I din mind at all that I was wrong... but I made a Mental Note: Darn! This is a smarter Bf, dun pull this stunt on him the next time! Kidding!

Anyway,I could hug Koala-Bear-Style hug him, the whole night....=D

SUNDAY! Ikea makan!

Woke up feeling very lazy!
Decided to go Ikea for makan!
YUMMY!

I specially chose a table far from the screaming kids But alas! The uncultured men sitting at the next table were rude lah! When Al went to get the food, they kept peeking into other pple's tray and table to see what they are having.. then they discuss openly that "that 1 nice meh?!" Chey! When Al returned with the trolley, they were again doing the same thing! ARGH! Their eyes caught me staring at them and they looked down and away... then throughout the meal, they kept peeking again! And it's that kind of Peek that will get you into trouble if you attempt to copy in a test! Damn bloody not tactful kind! The 2nd time our eyes met, I SMILED in the most sarcastic manner back and they smile embarrassingly back too! That finally forced them to focus on their suddenly-very-interesting-cup-of-coffee! Hmph!
Oh, of course Darling Al was busy eating! We were famished lah! kekke!

Went COURTS and got my mixer, $90! It's not the specialised mixer for making dough or mixing cake, just a multi function appliance. I am taking a risk here! I thought since I left my brand new BRAUN chopper-mixer-blender and KENWOOD cake mixer (and all my baking tins, recipes etc etc) at Mr.Tan's, I should just get a multi functioner... =D

Here Goes!
OPERATION BAKING SHOULD BEGIN SOON!

I went for the speed control!

If this dun work,
at least I have a smooth-maker cum blender cum chopper cum whisker!
I figured it should be worth the investment!

Had to attend Cousin Song's wedding.... boring stuff...I am supa selectively on whose wedding I attend... yet I cant get away from this... though I have only probably spoken to this cousin of mine 2 sentences the past 2 times I saw him (i try to limit to 1 sentence of "Erh, u are here already" each time I see him).

Not fair, why bro Edwards dun have to go (he refused to go), why do I, have to go?!!! I am just giving my father "face" lor! CHey! Who cares abt who he marries!

Lucky for me, I choped Cousin Teck (IT expert) to sit on my right and my Sis-in-law and bro Xiong on my left! PHew.... at least me and Cousin Teck had something common to talk abt!

Oh, and my princess Glenda and Garren called to tell me this:
"Kuku, I love Creamie,I also love Cookie!"

Awwwww.w....... such sweet children (that's usually my feel for the first 5 mins in contact with them, or rather before they start to put my Babies tails!) *CHUCKLES*

Finally! My Teo Chew Muay!

It was a long day at work today! The influx of pple changing new notes for CNY is just endless, Plus, last day of promotion for the plan we've got.. so I was like busy explaining, documentation... I had to call Boss LW 5 times in total to conduct the mandatory checks! 5 times on a Saturday! I feel so bad... but at least it means too that I closed 5 deals! YAY!

Met up with Ed, Ben and Al for Teochew Muay at Simons road! Awww..... finally I got to eat my TeoChew muay! Must have been craving for it for like 3 weeks?!! YUMMY!
We adjourned to Mhd Sultan's TCC for Cake... Ed's craving for Chocolate Molten cake, but he had something else there! Instead, I had the cake and I was so inspired to start baking again!
I must buy some new recipe book.... I dun have any with me now! DARN!
Anyway, Ed told us he's gonna settle down liao... the pleasure of bringing joy to our love ones can never be replaced by anything else!
So, we were toying with some To Dos and Scarp-The-F**king-ideas!
The guys obviously wanted the "Proof-your-love-games" aka "punishment" (as interpreted by the groom & brothers) scrapped! It's for the fun of it lah!
But, even for me, being 姐妹 for 1 wedding a year is straining.... no more interesting ideas for the "games" liao!

Oh, but we all agreed that we really need to get rid of the server's "choreographed-march-in" esp for the first dish! Whoever thought of this idea man! SUCKS lah! Wuahahah!

Met up with Ed's Cousin and frends for a drink at Harry's... frankly I was really tired.... but I could tell that Al wanted to stay...
I was not feeling too happy actually....with the puffing... + my contact lenses were really dry (I was literally teary n Mi Mi) but Guinness came to the rescue!

Reached home around 1+am.... really tired liao...

My Creamie is so Chio!!

They were a little sad that

I wouldnt give them the Mousy...=P

Pack like a Can of Kitties!
A few more months and 1 of them will probably occupy the whole carrier... they look beautiful in the shocking pink carrier! So pretty! I have set up more than 3 other places for them to sleep at but for now, they just love to cuddle in each other's warmth and snooze...Aww.... such sweet darlings....

Time to Update my Blog! My OFFday!

Having been blogging for .... 2weeks now? OMG!
Lots of photos & update! Gotta Back date liao!
It's my OFF Day!

Yest I received a call from a familiar number... KT!!! OMG!
My favourite Navy Batchgirl is back from Macau!!! KT actually came back 1 mth ago to attend Xue's Sis's wedding... only for a few days so she din call me... *POUT* How difficult is it to give a call?! DAMN!

Anyway, I miss her so very much! When will Sands IR be ready?! That's when she'll be back for good! I had lunch with her and Xue at Orchard, some Dim Sum place at Centrepoint... Had a good chat with her, would be better if it was just two of us, lots to update her! Nevertheless, Xue's company is always accompanied with lots crazy laughter!
BTW, I DROVE THERE! In KT's Little Silver car! I miss driving!


Then I met Starry to go to the Museum of Broken Relationship (Esplanade)....

Though the place was really small, I got pretty lost, in my own thoughts.... Somehow alot of things were really familiar... I did lotz stupid stuff for relationships... I vow never to commit them again... yet i know I will keep committing the silly mistakes... some of them were painfully familiar to me... the overnight bags (complete with toiletries), letters written (and crumpled!), rings given (or exchanged) and thrown into the "gallops"...

Haiz... I left the place with a much heavier heart... will I ever learn?

It's funny...

I got cold feet when I hear abt Couple Rings... they are sacred to me....way too sacred, dun give them away unless you mean it, dun receive it unless you mean it...

I was a little lost when Al said to put some PJs over, and suggested I do the same at his place...

It was common sense, it made sense for practically, he probably did mean anything in specific....but but... the devil in me got flustered

My past experience(s) told me: This could get painful.

nt too long ago, I remb driving home to & fro, more it must have been 8-10 times, carrying my load home... repacking my already-vacant-and-dust-laid-for-6mths-room-of-28yrs... it was in Mar 2008, the weather was hot and sticky... but I was feeling sticky in my own cold perspiration...

Sorry babe, I must have mentioned the fine prints to you a millionth time: I m too jaded for you... Please heal me...

Ok, enough of the melodramatic experience...

Me & Starry went shopping... I LOVE this dress.... details with French Stitching.... I am a sucker for such details....

Starry said I look very teacher-like!

YAY! At least not PE teacher nor policewoman liao!

We met up with Al at Raffles City Double Bay (it's a new Aussie Dinning place) managed by Starry's No.1.

My Verdict:

-Ambiance: Nice and cosy! Casual But Classy

-Food: Value for money, it's affordable, so dun expect too much!

-Service: Typically personalised, could be due to the No.1's presence... these days servers are smart, they know which table to pay attention to... so my feel could be biased.

-Generally: GREAT company helps a great deal! Enjoyed myself and the last white wine MUSCAT is just yummy!

Thank you STarry for the treat!

We adjourned to AMK, Starry's residence to commence with OPERATION-SAVE-STARRY's-COMP! Al's the CTG (Command Tactical Group), he single handed fixed up everything... though I could tell that he was really exhausted, he pull through the whole thing in the most perfectionist manner!

I would have just reformated everything, load OS, Office ensure Internet is up and running! Let Starry go download the Anti-virus and other prog herself at her free time. Mind you, we were at AMK, left only ard 12+1am, next day is another freaking working day!

No, Al wouldnt leave it as such, he got the Antivirus, defrag prog, clean up prog and best of all, SAVED all of Starry's document! WOWWww! I must say I was really impressed , so was Starry! She kept saying she feel indebted to Al!

According to Al, he dun mind doing such comp stff at all. He makes extra bucks doing this for pple and he's quite geeky... Gooshh.... why oh why... why do I always fall for Computer-Smartie-pant-Geeky guys?! Kekekek!

I Miss my Auntie Sammi…. Mummy, is Heaven that Beautiful?

My 1st meeting with new boss ended ard 9.30pm… quite a long day as I had a meeting in the morning also.
When I finally reached Al’s place, it was ard 10pm liao… I needed to find some info from the previous day’s newspaper and Al’s mum lead me to the storeroom to get it.

She put both her hands on my shoulders, gently ushering me, leading me to the direction of the store… suddenly I thought of my Auntie Sammi… my mummy… the feeling is very familiar… very …warm…

I cant explain why this feeling… maybe it’s the mannerism that Al’s mum has… it’s like casual… puts people at ease…
Just like my Auntie Sammi, my dear mummy…
I miss her so much… I have so much to tell her… my work, my kitties, Al, my everything…
Is heaven really so beautiful? Why haven’t I dreamt of her at all… come into my dreams Mummy…

I need to Refocus my energy…

Not so gd news today… the day started with an email stating that the incentive trip to DUBAI and BINTAN is cancelled. Reasons cited as did not achieve revenue target. WTF!
Fine, oh, then the next email came to congrats us that those who qualified will be treated to a gala dinner at Raffles Hotel instead… and “WOW” will not just be a dinner… nice pressies will be given (ie. Vouchers).
WTF.2 emails and the whole matter is swept under the carpet. WTF.

We then attended a briefing in the evening, I was already in a TL mood. New target for the year is being “briefed” and some1 attempted to end the whole session giving us a heads up on the Gala dinner that we so “deserved”. Big Big boss was there…everyone was exceptionally quiet and attentive. So when we were excitedly “congrated” by one of the project head, I asked a few questions:
V: “Oh, dun think that you are not being recognized for ur hard work k! U will be treated to a very nice gala dinner at Raffles Hotel and on top of that, u will be given shopping vouchers!” (an octave a little way too high for my liking).

Me: “Can we exchange for Cash incentive?”
(Big Boss looked in my direction, in my eyes… with a “how-dare-u-ask-such-offending-question” look, I looked back in his eyes, he didnt look away, so i didnt too).

Awkward silence… no answers…
V then attempted with : “erm… no u cant, but I assure u, they are very gd and useful vouchers!” (She really need to go for a pitch tuning session…)

Me: “So, how much will the vouchers be? Will it be equivalent to the DUBAI trip air tickets/hotel?!”
(by now I am losing my patience, Big Boss was still looking in my direction, in my eyes… I am still looking into his, I was actually waiting for him to speak… but he didnt... oh, what a pussy!)

Awkward silence… no answers…
On 2nd attempt, V: “Ermm…. It’s of gd value, that’s all I can say for now! They are Takashimaya vouchers! U can buy new year clothes with them!”
(at this point, I really feel like telling her that with this economy, with the ridiculously high target they have set and briefed us just 20mins ago, and as a financial manager, I will be an idiot to not know that I should be CASH rich instead of VOUCHER rich!)

Fine, I decided I should not make my immediate boss faint with anxiety…in case Mr.Pussy face question her who the F**K am I, I covered my big mouth with my small hand, fanatically trying to prevent the vulgarities from escaping…
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Back track a little, after learning abt the cancellation of the trip in the afternoon… I kinda felt quite lousy… I needed to make someone’s day better… I realized too that I have not gave any words of encouragement to Al for deciding to stub the butt… I dint wanna give him the impressive that I din care if he smoked or not smoked… it must have been 6 days already so I sent him a sms… no reply… orh oh…I guessed what happened.

I was not mad or anything, more like disappointed. When I asked him later in the evening if he indeed lighted up, he brought me round Bouna Vista 99-bend… no no, he got me wrong. I want the truth, the whole truth, the truth when I asked for it… I am prepared… and I want it NOW. Finally I got fed up, I shouldn’t even have to ask in the 1st place… this is something I made my stand very clear; dun make me have to guess. When I guess, I will guess wrongly, I will jump to conclusions, I will go crazy with crazy tots… tell me, just tell me.

Our conversation ended up very familiar… some manner, different matters … I have definitely experienced this before, and I LOATHE it to the max. Is the failure to disclose truth as sinful as lying? Guys avoid ‘questioning’, ’explanation' etc.

In my opinion-they KNOW with CERTAINTY tat girls dun like some of the things they have done, nt comfy tat's why there will be 'questionings'. Then nxt comes-Why would u do smting PURPOSELY when u knw ur girl wun like it? Talking abt avoidance of 'question', tell white lies etc. The simple solution is: DUN start e cycle in e 1st place! Dun lie, dun hide.

Utterly disappointed with what had happened tonite.

I have heard of promises made, soon broken… words said, later forgotten.
I asked Al if all men are like that, he said Most men r like this, avoid trouble mah! Haiz...

Luckily I dropped some negative thoughts along the way when I went out for a night jog… I have no intention of finding back what I lost back… I have no intention of going back to where I was... I need this new life to be different...

Supa Nuaz Sunday!

Lazed ard in bed… enjoy breakfast at Bedok Central Market… aww…. Miss this place lots… Ah Gong used to bring me there thrice a week after my swimming training at the pool… order my fav Supa-Black-Mashy-lotz-chay-poh-fried-carrot-cake and my fav soyabean drink+Chin Chow! YUMMY! Reminiscing the nice memories…

Oh, and I din go jogging… lazy… instead we indulged in KFC! OMG! YUMMY! Havent eaten KFC Original Chicken for the longest time! Ok ok, must make a pact with Al, if I put on 2kg – we shall not meet for 2wks… I will have to lose it 1st…
Dating stage is always pile-on-the-kilos stage for me! NO WAY! Sory Babe, it’s just that I have bought some nice dresses, I really wanna still be able to wear them! Wuahahah!

I hate taking TAXIs!

This is the 1st real Saturday that we can really feel the impact of my work schedule… full day Saturday work and Al’s off.
Met up with his primary school mates at bedok reservoir after my work… I hate to take Taxi… I hate to know that taxi uncle is earning my hard earned money… but still I took a taxi there! F**king $12! So near yet so far! DAMN! I duno why I succumbed to taking the taxi… I was already at the bustop… was I afraid that he’ll lose face cos the gf is sooooo late? Was I concerned that I was too cheapo po?! I duno… I just know that I hate to waste $$ on taxi and yet I took the bloody taxi! I miss driving my own car! Darmn!

Anyway, EC n V’s hse is nice, simple and cosy… Al’s primary sch mates are quite easy going. Phew…
Again, I duno how I could pull this off… I dun usually enjoy meeting new new pple, esp when I am tired and not in the mood… somehow I found the mood and quite enjoy the experience! We went KTV and supper (kidney Mee Suan!!!!!)

Mus really say, Al’s got a R&B David Tao kinda voice…. Can sing my fav LeeHom’s songs! YAY! When he sang , I almost weep… sob sob… so touching…. =I

TGIF! But no TGIF for me!!! *POUT*

Dreaded for this day to start…. Yet I told myself to be brave and go all out!
Then the bomb dropped on me… Gary called me while I was on my way to work… “Sista, u are coming in today yah?! Errm… I have rashes leh, may take MC, u ok?!” Of course I have to be! There’s really no one else who can save me liao!

Left the choke on, Cold start my engine.
Work just continue to pile up… luckily I expected the crowd to come in,2nd day of the year, surely it’s gonna be crowded shit!
Busy all the way…. Kena scolding and bang table by customer somemore-Damn F**king Pissed. I was so pissed that I almost teared! Shameless pple… argh! WTF!

No time for toilet…no time for makan…
When I finally cleared everything, it was abt 8.30pm liao...I had wanted to go a jog...damned!
But but…. Today’s the first time I worked with LW my new boss… I’ve got a few personal smses from her….wow, the smses were….sincere and warm… I was kinda shocked, really duno how to reply siah...nicee warm feeling inside...=)

1st It’s SLEEPY MEERY NEew YEAar!

I slept and slept and slept! Breakfast and Slept!
I slept my New Year away… after breakfast… I continued to sleep!

Al took these photos of Cookie & Creamie… they were snuggling ard my feet… OMG! They looked like they were fighting Kungfu in their sleep lah! So cute…. Check out Creamie’s bald patch, they are growing back! YAY!

Al’s really gd with cameras, managed to capture some really pretty photos of my beautiful Creamie… I think this is by far the best taken of my darling Creamie…

I think we kinda Cam-whored alittle overboard… kekek!

Too many Great news today! I’m FAINTING!

This year’s celebration is damn homely lah! We had Pot luck!
It’s YUMMY! Homecooked food! From Imperial Herb Chicken to Seafood Pasta! It’s International cuisine! to follow!

So many news today!
1) Vivy announced that she’s getting Hitched to AT! OMG!

2) Then Darling Claris had to announced she have got BIG news right after Vivy! OMG! We all thought we have to prepare Baby Angpow soon! BTW, Claris just got married last Oct! Then she announced my new status, on my behalf to everyone! OMG! Gave us a shock!
As usual lah, kena “grilled” by the rest!

3) After we all recovered from the shock and starting to digest the food. Belinda dropped the big bomb! She and J are expecting! OMG!

I am so so so HAPPY for Vivy and Belinda!!! Next year’s gona be a Great year to start with! We’ll get to dress up pretty again! And of course need to save up for Angpows for our darlings!
What a great way to end and start the year!

I adjourned to Weisiang’s place… it’s wonderful! It’s always a delight to be there…. Nicee breeze…. Great company… booze and all….be merry and chill! Al finally came after it must have been the millionth time I answered “Yes yes yes…. The man’s coming in just a while… gd stuff are worth waiting for u know…” =D

Another great celebration!

I must have drank quite abit… I actually locked Poor Al outside my door after I came back from the shower… Poor Al was in his… ahemm…. Sexy towel! According to him, he knocked and knocked… called my Hp and actually woke up Linda… she had to use the spare key to let poor Al in…. darling…. So very sory, natural instinct lah… lock the door after me…. So sorry, make u malu…. dun be mad at me already k...*POUT*

Catch !!! Give me JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!!!

Watching today… niceeeee….. Nicole’s simply STUNNING and Hugh simply Gorgeous… and has a Yummy beard to go with that charming chiseled jawline…. Wooooooo…..

Catch it!

I have never really fancied Justin Timberlake, and I cant understand why the young bubblegum candy girls go ga-ga over him.... But after I watched this some time ago on cable.... it's OMG!

GIVE ME JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!

Sexy body, sexy moves, sexy everything! OMG!!!

OMG... I am melting already..........awwwwwww......

I WANNA be ALPEN’s Ambassador!!!!

YAY! Still clearing my leave! Had lunch with Starry at Bugis! Alas! Only 1 hr!!! Soup Spoon’s as usual, Yummy but Expensive! Hmm…. Suddenly I miss cooking again…. I miss Home-Cooked YuMMY Mushroom Soupy…
Awww…..


FinallY! I passed Starry the Shocking PINK Earphones I got for her! I bought it very long ago actually, ever since she mentioned that her earphones are spoilt! YAY! Shocking Pink! YAY! I know she’s Love them to bits! And guess what!

She bought me ALPEN MUSELI BARS! And Lucido Hair Product! Nothing, NOTHING can beat our Telepathy!

ALPEN should really sponsor me! I have all the flavours!

Can I be ALPEN’s Ambassador!? Cookie too?!

Dearie, I actually bought the MUSELI Bars too! The other day when the supply got low! And and… I bought the same LUCIDO clay for my hair, the SAME! The exact Size, type and from the SAME place! OMG! OMG! Someone hold on to me! *FAINT* How can this be?! Already, we are smsing each other at split seconds almost every morning, even when I tried to put our Telepathy to test by deliberating delaying and breaking the usual timing! STILL! OMG!

Have I Said This Before?! Have I Said This Before?!

Have I Said This Before?! Have I Said This Before?!

I LOVE MY PUSSIES!!!

Cookie & Creamie have grown quite abit now! They are 4mths coming to 5mths in early Jan09 ... meaning they are in their teens already! OMG! My babies are in the rebelious teenage age now! I have better keep an eye on them!

Here's some pictures taken over the past few days..... Awwwww...... arent they lovely?!

Taken: 8 Oct 2008

See how they have grown!!
Taken: 28 Dec 2008 (2mths later)!

Sleepy head Cookie!

Alert Cookie!

Stylo Cookie!

Cool Babe Creamie!

“Swimming Swimming in the Swimming Pool!"

“Swimming Swimming in the Swimming Pool!
When Days are HOT, Days are COLD,
In the Swimming Pool! Lalalala…lala…”

Weather’s Great for the dip…. Just that it has also been a long long time since I last went to a public pool… these days I’ll rather stick to the TP
Swimming Pool…less prying eyes…on my straight 34-34-34 figure, on my Blue rose tattoo arm band, on my Little Lion…

But but…I had so much fun today! It’s been a lot time since I really….played in the pool… & I mean, really P-L-A-Y, fool around kinda play… it felt like secondary school again! In fact, with Al, it’s like back to secondary school! Taking MRT, Bus, walking, cycling at the park, watching movie… dating Al is… so unusual… strange fuzzy feeling…

Thanks to Starry!!! Niceee Music Videos!

The other time we went Mono Bar (St James), I was busy writing down in my lousy Chinese the songs that I thought were really niceeee....
Sweet Starry got the links and sent them to me! YAY!
*MUCKS!*

Of course there's my ultimate fav, never fails to bring a tear to my eye:

溫嵐-祝我生日快樂

26 Dec Boxing day

Over the past two weeks, I went with Papa.... I seek treatment and since he was also there, I asked Dr.Lee give Papa one of this MAGIC RUBBA and really! Papa, who was initially sceptical, almost took up Dr.Lee's entire supply of Name cards... he wana give to his Kawans at the Fishing Ports!

My ankle's good to go, after suffering since 8 Dec 08, approx 2.5weeks...3days was all it took for Dr.Lee's MAGIC RUBBA to .... show it's Magic (i'm not making sense am i?! )

So today, I brought Al to the Chinese Sinseh at tampines St 81.... MAGIC RUBBA Skills.. touch touch abit, rub rub abit... VIOLA! He felt better already!
Have been feeling really guilty that he got this injury due to the Half Marathon that he accompanied me to....haiz...

We also received news that our friend's sister passed on this morning...
I cant really offer any consolation to him and his family... I just wished that they will all treasure life as she had... frm what I've heard, she really enjoyed life and have lived really fruitfully...that's most impt isn't it?

I prayed for her when I visited her.... I asked Him to bring her to safety and in his arms... to be part of his family... to be sheltered and loved by Him... I asked Him to spare her and her family of this pain they are going through now... if He doesnt need her yet, let her get better... if He needs her to lead His army of Great Singapore Sales and CHANEL shopping... bring her to his kingdom.... with endless supply of Branded bags and shoes!

Please everyone, if you really love your family and friends, love ur life...


I had to attend last part of training and take a test at Upper East Coast Rd (Siglap) today. Our new training centre is just nxt to the Showflat of THE BREEZE...

I love this place...it's the 1st showflat that I have ever been to.... yet I fell in love with the place at once... great place for a family... facilities etc... gd space for kids... great location and most imptly, should be a great property investment ...

Family Kungfu Xmas!

Poor Al had to get up at 5.45am to go to work at 6.15am.... chuiz...
Work is more impt yes yes.... but it's Xmas...
But at 28yrs old, I am not abt to become a spoilt bratty girlfriend to make ur life even more miserable than what your boss is doing already...
It does not mean that I do not wish to sleep in with you, it merely means that " I understand your work is tough and thank you for working hard for us..."

So we met again at 12pm to watch Kungfu fighting

I actually thought it was called I-P Man... chuiz lah!
It's all Kungfu Kungfu I-am-CHINESE-Hear-Me-ROAR flick! I think Papa really enjoyed it! & I must say, Linda (Step Mother) very give face to go lah!

Thereafter Al treated us to lunch at AJISEN! YUMMY SOUP BROTH!!!! WOoohooo!
No-lamp-shining-on-Al-why-are-u-dating-my-daughter shit from Papa nor Linda, but the their questions abt Al were targeted at me, diagonally ...though Al's right beside me and opposite them.... chuiz...I know Papa is actually very shy lah!

Thanks Al for being such a darling... =D *SMOOCH*

We went back, I got engrossed doing my HP & computer stuff...
Ok, I think the ALARM Bell went off in Al... why is my gf so engrossed in doing comp stuff - like me, the guy?!
Today, he finally experienced the LEAVE-ME-ALONE-MY-GADGETS-ARE-NOT-IN-OPERATIONAL-MODE Soya.
He slept, woke,disturbed and teased me, I am still at it... I was darn sleepy, but I jus had to do it!
Even Starry "retreated" and "oh what happened? Ok, nvm, patience k, slowly do...."
Sory babe, this is me.... this is you too.... according to you, the worse Alvin. kekekk!

1st time I got a Sub-Standard Foot rub from anyone (other than my Chinese Sinseh and my handsome Papa)!
HEY! But a foot rub is still a foot rub k! I am not abt to complain!

I duno what's with me abt foot rubs... it just sounded romantic to me... we see it in the movies and drama serials... all the time!
It's how a guy shows the girl that he cares for her, even to small details like the smelly foot and ugly putty looking toes...
It's how a girl knows that the guy is not embarrassed to do things for her!
Listen to me Men! We,Ladies, wear heels to beautify ourselves-for you! We DESERVED it! It's our ENTITLEMENT!
Hear us women ROAR!
Wuahahah! Sounding like a feminist liao!

Dun worry, I will guide u slowly, in no time, you will be a $-FOR-A-FOOT-RUB expert!
Thanks for the foot rub, felt really Loved...=D

My 1st Half day work at Branch!

In view of Xmas eve? We opened till 3.30pm only! YAYAYAY!!!! YIPPPPPEEEE!!

It's my 1st official half day at the branch! We have a Party going on later! DAMN Happy lah! Xmas exchange pressie etc!!! Makan! YIPEEE!!!

My mood was Sadden by 1 silly thing, the distance I feel between me and the rest of my mates.... have noticed the difference ever since I returned from Block leave in Oct... I always thought I was too sensitive and gave them the benefit of doubt... we used to hang out alot, Punggol Nasi lemak, uncle Heineken 2 bottles, bro/sis Ai Lim Jiu Mai, Bro/sis come breathe air... they can leave me alone in the pub- with the bags, and all adjourn to smoke or breathe smoke... someone's gota look after the bags what! So I stay lor... Only when there's only two of us, then I can feel my presence...

Today, I am truly disappointed. I tried very hard to ignore the signs I see... but I cant anymore... I am tired of trying... I have decided, if we are so different, make it so... I can be packing the stuff, exchanging pressies, then 1 by 1, they slipped off to their fav corner... I wanna wish them Happy X'mas, but where's every1? Well, I wished them anyway - but it's crazy, I dun even know who they are to me anymore... what a way to end the celebration... hmph...

what celebration...chuiz. I left home with a very heavy heart...

Anyway, Al bought me a nicee pressie... gadget, new toy to be exact!

YAY! & an Austin Mini Car! It swirls round! Lights & no Lights! Check out my new toy!

Magnetic field holding the object in mid air!

COOoooool!

With night lights too!! YAY!

He bot an additional Mini Cooper for me! YAY YAY YAY!

So cute! I can open it's doors!

Babe, I dun need a gift just so it's Xmas... I dun need it to be expensive... but when I say want something, I really want it....kekke! Scared already?! Wuahahah! Told you so! You don't know what You've gotta yourself into! kekeke!

Thanks for putting so much thoughts into getting a gift... I know it's our first Xmas together... it must have been really special to you... But for me, what I really want for Xmas is to have the next Xmas with you, and the Next .... and the next.... and the next.... =D

海角七號 Cape No. 7...

Finished course at Shenton earlier than expected! YAY! Went to SIM LIM to get my External Hard Disk, $119 for 320GB! WOOOHOOO!!
Gd Buy, Best Buy, MUST BUY AH!!! I went straight to the shop that Al told me to go, didnt even bother to recee liao...

Question: Am I getting too dependent on him?!
These days, I will:
1) actually ask him to carry my girly bag for me (I have never done this to any of my guy friends - spare them the embarrassment)!
2) ask him to teach me computer stuff (I need to know I am still SMARTY PANTZ)! though I could learn them myself, and waiting for him to teach me is just too slow - I am still waiting (*WINKS*)
3) purposely ask him to make restaurant reservations etc (I need to know I can depend on him for all small & big things)!

Al rushed to come from work (Loyang Drive) to Cineleisure and the taxi fare was a whooping $32!!! WTF!!!
He was still abt 10 mins late, yes yes.... we missed the first few minutes and I have never allowed myself to do this before!
but I really dont have the heart to be angry with him liao.... I was nursing the $$ pain for the taxi fare...$32!! We could each have a bottle Hoegarden... haiz... Chuiz, Al's got himself a Jiu Gui!

Anyway, Cape No.7 <海角七號 > was not all Love Dovey... thought I will be crying alot... but instead, I laughed alot!
The Taiwan Hokkien jokes were all Crude and very original!!! Damn funny lah! Tears of laughter only! kekekk! Nice movie - Must catch it!

I think the songs in these movies are quite decent too!

When I passed by Emerald Place on route to Cineleisure, I was thinking abt Ice Cold Beer. Uncannily, just after the movie ended, Vivy msged and she, Eeleen, Weilin, and Famous Jordan were all there! So we went to join them! Fun! Shoot some balls (Oh Yes! I asked Al to teach me too)! Light after work drink and easy chat topics...

Am I a miser? I just dun like Taxi Uncle to earn my hard earned $$! We took Express Bus 518 (why are they called expressed bus when they make you wait a good 30mins if you miss 1?) and poor Al had to change another bus home to bedok after he sent me home...
Sory Al, ur gf is a Cheapo po... frugal... only on small things like taxi fare, spendthrift on BIG items! Wuahahaha!

Weird Feelings,GET OUT!!

I dreamt again...

I dreamt a short dream,it mus have been ard 5+am...probably for only abt 15mins...
I dreamt Mr.Tan came bk(or rather, wants to come back...),he touched my shoulders lightly...i knew wat he meant,but suddenly Al appeared *POOOF* beside me! I introduced Al to Mr.Tan...he gave me a puzzled 'I-Do-Not-understand-This-Who-Is-This-Guy?' disappointed look...then *POOOF* he disappeared,leaving Al n me.

Is it a sign? Hav i finally closed tat chapter n moved on? Tidied up e loose threads? I felt a little sad tat he's 'leaving' me...afterall we shared sm wonderful memories...When u loved sm1,u'll alwis love tat someone...u jus changed the 'Lovey Dovey love' for tat someone to the 'I wish u are well' kinda love...u'll alwis have a soft spot for tis one person u once loved n love...
somehow i feel glad tat i had this dream...somehow...


Today Al took me to have Xmas lunch with his sec sch pals...YUMMY Jap restaurant with SUPa yum Sukiyaki!
Overeat again! Chuiz! I better start jog9 again or i'll be back to Round1! Lunch was casual,though i was quite nervous actually. They must hav had a million gathering w Al n HQ...they mus have been great pals with her,nw a new girl?! Will I be scrutinised? Smhw i felt Al's chapters with HQ nt fully closed...no closure,& girls(usually) need closure... what if she comes back... we need to KISS for things like this...

Well,I must say they are all nice nice pple,easy to get along with...i'm surprised by my willingness to be open, get to knw more pple-me aint social animal...I am actually very particular with who I spend my spare time with... I also have very little time for myself.... I need Me-Time, read newspaper, eat toast bread, la Teh etc...

But I'm truly relieved,comforted,assured that I,JS Ng S M,is no longer a victim of being a Sunset/wkend girlfren! Yes, I feel like I used to be like that... I've had enough of all those nonsense!

Met up with Starry for dinner n movie @ViVO!
Niceee movie!
@ 1 point,it got really sensual...wooo0oo0...
@ 1 point,i teared,lost in thoughts....lost in my own world...the anguish for not being with that some1 you love,e courage to love someone so dangerous...e mixed feelings and all...haiz...

Today,i msned him 'l like u more than yest...' it took me alot of courage to type those words...then #%@#*!$,he had to ask me what i mean?! Ok,actually he was jus sitting behind me lah but...tis is the me now,i'm gona be 猫...wouldnt give away "my keys" so easily anymore... Sory dear,i'm tat broken and jaded...heal me =I

Even so, I am now mesmerised... swept off guard...

Need no excuse!!!

Woke up tis morning feeling quite tired,but poor Al,he's gota be in work today!
Good boy-dun take so much cab! Save $$$!

Matt n Geraldine's baby girl,Chloe,turned 1mth old! YAY! She looks absolutely beautiful! She was having her beauty sleep when i arrived.
And as expected,M&G were busy entertaining their guests,so i sat n ate w Matt's Parents n his frens,Ron,Alvin n Terence.Enjoyed the chat abt the financial market perf n our views!


Surprising,i was socialising and pretty happy abt it-it was nt as awkward as i tot it wld b like! i've changed my views abt 'socialising' socialising...it's nw jus socialising to me! & i'm pleased with tis change of perspective!

Wow! When 1's in merry mood,anyting n everyting goes! Keke! Went shopping with Al @Parkway...it's quite different...i havent been @PP w any1 else before (except before the age of 14yrsold,only with Mr.Tan n Ben&Al-recently)...e feeling is damn familiar,bookstore,Isetan...yet so different...so relaxed. it used to be mainly Gramophone,Borders(then MPH) & Cold Storage...it used to b where Mr.Tan planned to go,i'll jus follow...or loiter/wait for him...while waiting for Al,i went into Borders...i dino where i wana go...i jus loitered ard...alittle lost.

when Al arrived,he asked me where i wana jalan...erh...i hav no idea my dear...erm...i cant really think of anyting! So i gave him a 'tour' of e bistro @ Basement 1...e only tour i'm familiar with.i felt like I was Mr.Tan,telling Al the tings/details etc... the "brief tour" was spiritually conducted by him...Weird!

I made a decision,i need to form new memories!

I need to Defragment,Remove sm Programmes(Rarely used 1s esp!),Make more space for new Memories;new memories of us...YAY! DO IT SOYA!


1st up! Go Eunice's hse as a couple for X'mas BYOB party,it started alittle awkward.2 of the older guys indulged in boring Arowana fishes n their Chi-Na tea! WTF! So Al did wat he was best at, join e 姐妹s! Keke! Luckily there was Jordan!

We had lots fun playing Indian Poker! OMG! Poor Jordan! Ended up drinking too many times,too much! Wuahaha!

Al, help me!!! mine number's smaller than urs...

Had lotz Fun till Boss msged me.She asked a Qn, no-she demanded an explanation through her accusations of smting i hav no control over,nor at fault .

F**King PISSED! BLOODY HELL! Spoilt my nite! I was on leave for e past wk n for gdness sake,still on leave! Exchanged a few msges,those i termed 'politically-subtle-yet-bug-off!'

In between this,Gina called and ask if i could meet up?! To chill n to lend my shoulders to Storm. Of cos i really couldnt leave! This session was planned 1.5mths ago n we jus started! I felt so torn in between,Boss,Gina,Storm,n wat m i go9 to do with Al? Wat abt the girls!?

I guessed they could sensed my agony...they welcome Gina n Storm to come over! Phew! But after giving the address etc,no sound no picture! Repeated smses gt no confirmation or reply.

Anguish...Thou i had fun,i was still harbouring ill feelings abt how i handled the whole situation. I felt really bad...haiz...pls forgive me Storm... We gt home around 3+am...still we chatted...i finally fell asleep,still having the uneasy feeling...

"Family Day"...

St.James was crazy last nite!

Having gt home @ only ard 3am n slept ard 3.30am,i need me comfort food-cold storage Butter Toast,Eggs n Tea! So i met Al for Breakfast @ the round market@10am(Dun ask me y i'm up so early-I have 2 Manja Kittens)! YUMMY YUMMY! We had a plate of YUMMy Fried Carrot cake too! lotsa black sauce,V small pieces,no chilli PLS-My fav style!

This feel9 is nicee...it felt like Sunday Family Day...Al specially took leave to spend sm Nuaz tm w me...niceee....so there we were,slowly savouring the Great food...alot of aunties,family,kids jostling for food,marketing...my world stood still...it's like those chi-na martial arts film when they are 'circling' each other during e duet....the background blurred,vision focused,getting ready to pounce on the other(i had to control myself real hard not to pounce on him! well,@least not in public lah! Wuahaha)!

Feeling alittle dehydrated n mildly intoxicated....i swear i wun b touching alcohol again! @ least for e nxt 24 hrs!! So we jus lazed ard waiting for time to pass...relac one corner! Keke!

Met up w Mei,Kat n Kim @Berwerkz riverside pt for dinner(yes,i'm still swearing off alcohol)...YUMMy! Overate again! Argh!

Thanks Guys for be9 such dears! Had a GREAt GreaT tm,esp laugh @Princess Kat e Highness! Keke!

I'm feeling cranky frm lack of sleep again...argh...