It's a beautiful day!

What a great way to start my day!

Woke up at 6.30am, but lazed in bed.. have been feeling rather lethargic, probably becos a bit grumpy from the twisted ankle... also, havent been sleeping well the past 2 nites...
actually wanna sleep in, weather was sooo nice... rainy... but forced myself to get outa bed.... gota reserve my annual leave for the festive seasons, else Ms Ng will get angry! Also, FX Soya Pte Ltd still have operating expenses to pay off!

Well, I got ready my cuppa hot Earl Grey & set to work...
1st, read the emails from my fellow FX "colleagues".....

Ok, must understand this. When I go for a course, I usually dun tok to pple 1, shy shy mind my own biz... finish the course, go back... though it was a 3 days refresher course & we see the similar faces.... I eat lunch n dinner on my own.... tea break go toilet hide, so I dun have to make small tok with any1.

So...it's funny how pple remb me....
"Are u the one who asked this question XXXxblah blah...."
WOW....i dun pay much attention to pple's face who ask question, not to mention their names cos we never have to self intro ourselves...
but we see each other's postings in the trading forum... our success or failure in our trades..... & we only know them by trader's name n batch number.... that's abt it....
Of cos there will be pple who wanna make "friends" cos they think that u are gd in ur trade n wanna learn ur way.... not sincerely make friends.... but the thing is,I am not even gd at it...yet... mayb cos generally i'm quite active in the forum... cos I am free mah, full time doing FX....

Ok, some possible reasons pple wanna befriend me:
1) they kinda figured that I am a full time trader... & they are one too!
2) Doing this full time can get lonely... I response to email very quickly these days... cos they prompt me when I am online and Duh! I am online all the time these days.. ok,day time lah!
3) I always joke with my fellow FX full time traders, we get Lonely n sometimes Looney... maybe they were getting Looney?

1 of my FX friends, Rick, calls himself the CEO of FX Rick Pte Ltd. He says that we are like colleagues now! Hahah! He is very thankful to his CFO (wife) supports him in his pursue as a Full time trader. He used to work for Hyflux Waters... last position Asst Vice President of Bix Devt... (Say: "WOW!"). today, he resides in Melbourne, Australia, with his wife, 2 kids & he trades from home full time since Jun this year. At the point of writing this blog, he's abt to prepare to cook dinner for his family, after finally doing some gardening with a nice Xmas tree...

Another friend, Nick, coincidentally is the same age as me, stays in the east too, attended the same Polytechnic and still occassionally goes to our old sch to swim... threw in the towel in Aug. He was working in the IT industry after uni graduation, holding a well paid job... but decided to rough it out like me, "do it or die" mentally...cool! I clique well with him...

Thru the forum, I also got to know Vinc, who's in his 50s, semi retired... he's probably in Aus, Melbourne, now, spending time with his 2 boys (1 studying, 1 married n working there) and wife. He's the guru of us all havent done this for a while already. Nice guy, very fatherly figure!

Today, there's Clim. Clim was the one who asked if I am the one who posed  the XXX question during the refresher course. He told me he was from the same course as me n calls me "Chocolate Soya bean". So I guess, he dun meet alot of girls who are dark like me......oh, & small world, he knows my FX trainer friend, AT also! He asked if we were old flame when I told him that AT and I know each other for a while liao. hahah! Havent seen him in person yet though.... msn pic is too small! hahha!

So total, these are the new 4 friends that I made since like ....last friday? that's an average of 1 per work day... not too bad... but do I really wan so many "friends"? which one of them are friends - really?
Uncanny, but FX trading seemed less lonely now.... but still it can be looney....

Sitting in the living room, raining cats n dogs outside, my kitties are snoozing like there's no tmr.... & me with a sore ankle.... my back is breaking from the long duration of sitting down... but hey!
I made some Mock $$ today.... gd record... =) happy! hard work paid off...more to come pls!
107 + 126 = 233 alone today! Thou fake $$, still happy!! Yay! finally broke 3 figure gain!

Tally for the week: 7 + 22+ 48 + 233 = 310pips this week for 4 days of working.... YAHOO!
My prayers for today...
*God, please help me to be more Patient with me trades... help me to be brave and take on the responsibilities of tmr to come... do not deliver me to evil greed... Amen!*

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Btw, Mr.A smsed n invited me to go to an Outdoor cooking gathering with his friends this Sunday...

1 of them I have know him since long long time (my old navy junior, and happens to be my forex course trainer, AT, who intro me what I am doing now),

the other 1 i had met him for a couple of beers with Mr.A during our first "date" &

of cos with his darling daughter, Kona!
It's something I know I will totally enjoy doing, outdoor cooking leh! So cool right?! it will be like camping, picnic! But alas, I have prior dinner arrangements liao. Anyway, turned him down, then he never reply sms liao. haiZ.... men...
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 Last nite....

Nugget overflow outa his bed...

5 secs later, he shifted to make

 himself more comfy....

While creamie was watching me

work on the laptop....

Watching n dozing off at the same time....

Ops... she noticed me taking

her sleeping pose!

Then after 10mins, they migrated

to the living room sofa while

the whole family was watching TV...

After 5mins, Nugget went to sleep at his fav

living room spot... another sofa...

& Creamie decided to watch the door by sleeping at her fav door seat...

*papa always joke that she seats there so still that the wooden chair is moulded with her shape liao!

Then there's me with a

medicated Plaster n PHITEN....

Bleah... =P

The name alone is gd enough for me... 

脱苦海....

My ankle's better already... phew.... I expect next week to be busy running ard again!

More updates from SCM!

This is way too cool! I didnt know they have video cameras at the finish line.... I mean... of cos they have, but for official reasons... but tis is just beyond my expectations....

Ellen alerted me to this.... cool!

I look rather comical though... bleah...
*In case u cant recognise me, I am the crazy woman in white top n sun visor, jumping up n down just below the finish line beckoning Ellen (in red) to CHIONG! *

I have got Agoraphobia or Enochlophobia... Bleah

Last evening was interesting.... *grin from ear to ear thinking abt it now*

Mr.A called me, actually I wasnt really prepared to answer the call, press Answer then check who's the caller.Darn! too late.

"Hello." "Hi!" "Hi."
"Erm...... (long pause).... how are u feeling today?"
"Ok ah, no more sore throat already since a few days ago. why."
(actually I knw what he mean... what he might to ask was: "Are u still feeling angry?" or "Are u still in a bad mood due to my misbehaviour yest?" - 1 word to describe: PUSSY! I should have answered : "Do U mean my Mood or my Health?!" That should shut him up alright, except I couldnt response so fast! darn!)

"Oh...emm.... ok....... so ..... how was ur day?!"
"ok, work lor."
"oh.... (long pause)... so u worked...now still working?"
"no, day time lah?! (gave a "Duh?!" tone)...swam in the afternoon."
"Oh! u swam! How long did u swim?"
"Length or duration?"
"Length?"
"40."
"WOW! Tat's alot! Good! How long did it take u?!"
"Slow lah, 50mins."
"quite fast liao what! gd gd!"
"Wait a min, where are u now?"
(actually, the last ting I wana be is to be someone's "time killer" - meaning to say, he has some time to kill, & so use scroll down the phone list & check pple off.... "too busy.... working.... attached.... ah! Soya should be free for me!!")

"At an unknown grass patch with Kona running crazily ard my leg (*grin* in his voice)!"
"Niceee (at this point, I kinda melted at the thought of sharing a walk with Kona ard some greeneries)... u brought her out for a walk... nice..."

Blah Blah....talk abt when to start running again etc..etc.... so I told him I will be starting my light running the next day(tues), join Running Lab(wed). 1st time Running Lab in tampines 1, meet at tampines 1 shop - 5 or 10km ard Pasir ris. I kept the "conversation" to Qn - ans, Qn- Ans kind. Dun wanna sound too chatty or happy.
"So can I come for the run on Wed?"
"yah, sure - It's open to public."
"Yah, erm.... so I can join u for the run?"
"Yah, if u wanna run. It IS open to PUBLIC." Could he hear the "Duh" tone?!.

"Ok." He sounded like a sad puppy.... what did he expect me to say?! "Great! Then we can see each other?! HOORAY!" Fat Hope! No nope... it's Obese Hope!

"Hey, look - I gota go do something. Tok to u another time k."
Yeah right, I GOTA GO Bathe, as in Now NOW NOW! As if I am gona rot anytime if I dun put down the phone & rush to the bathroom! Hey, I am not always available k! Pls! I HAVE a Life before him hor! =P

"Oh yah, sure..." Did I hear "OUCH!"?
"Bye."

I did what a normal gal would do within the next 5 secs... is to call ur best pal to gossip!
"Stella! Guess what!?!" Supa high Pitch voice!
"What?! mr.A called u?!"
Piang! Woman are so predictable?! Or is Starry Stella just smartyskirt? kekek!

Anyway, Starry asked if he's no more in deficit! Please lah!
Abu Dhabi's bailout cost $10Billions! $10 bloody oily Billions!
How can a 13min43secs phonecall so quickly redeem him overnite?! Wait long long!
It's gona be costly man! Just watch!
As they say: Good Movie is lined up at the last!  好戏还在后头!
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I went out during lunch today to Chevron House, Raffles Place. Bad bad choice...
It was the lunch crowd right smack at 12pm... I needed to open a brokerage account so bo bian.... at once when I came up to the "surface" from the Chevron hse (underpass from MRT) escalator....

I bummed straight into some Coke Cola Promotion, giving free bottle Coke - & really Glass Bottle bottle kind.... those very vintage kind but with a modern twist cap! & knowing Singaporeans, free is not just FREE, it's GRAB ALL U CAN WITH UR BARE HANDS! U can image the crowd there.... even I who dun really like all these stuff & dun even drink Coke, felt tempted to queue for it cos the bottle is just so nice!

I was too overwhelmed, walked back a step - took a deep breath & walked down the steps...it's just a 4-5steps thingy but the next moment I was on my bum... I had missed the last step (cos I was trying to look above the crowd) & twisted my right ankle & in the end, landed on my buttocks in the most graceful manner I can manage! it was what I called the TWIST-TURN ur BODY-CROSS ur LEGS-SIT DOWN-CHIN UP stance.
Then the LOOK COOL-UNCROSS urLEGS-STAND UP-PRETEND IT DOESNT HURT-MOVE AWAY. Next, look for the nearest Huge pillar & hide behind it, wincing in pain, rubbing the sore area.... ouch... *pray very hard no cute office guy saw u!

I think I have Agoraphobia, 

Or Enochlophobia,

It kinda explains why I dun really like shopping! Which gal dun like shopping esp if it's on some1's plastic! C'mon! & I suck at dating too! Totally enjoy working from home! It all make sense now!

I think I merely twisted the tendon at the ankle... thank God not a sprain! cos I could still walk with slight limp only... & could walk back home from the MRT station.... but I aint taking any chances esp when Sundown is at stake!

Since I dun have any ice packs...

I improvished with a "Seng Bao"!

Right ankle just a tiny swell at the bony area...

Of cos I need my PHITEN most now!

But mainly to secure

the "Seng Bao"!

After 3 applications... I feel better! but my plans to jog with BroXiong is kaput this evening! I called him at 1.30pm to call it off, with much reluctance....
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Since I may have Agoraphobia or Enochlophobia & may best be "HouseBound", I have resorted to toking to my cats... I half suspects that I will be like those movies whereby pple complain that there is an old n frail lady, staying with lotsa cats.... strange smell from the house...Lonely n Looney..... piang....
Anyway, I vow that if I remains a spinster, i'll keep my house Clean n smelling gd k!

So, my past time now includes holding a conversation with esp chatty Creamie... sometimes we can get agrumentative.... sometimes nice n soft....

Taken today when she was
asking to go outa the room....

So cute! =D

Anyway, i checked out the definition of SPINSTER!

I like this.... keke!

Should I to cut my Losses?

Plans for today:
-Sleep in late!
-Do work!
-Visit Wendy's Parents!
-Meet Mr.A at kona's lessons, thereafter go KovanMelody for a swim!

abt 11am - Mr.A msged say not going Kona's lesson cos he's got the sore throat, but he need to get someting from KM still. Asked if I need a lift to KM. I said no need cos going Wendy's place, it's near. We agreed to meet at 4pm at KM's gate.

I was so engrossed in my work stuff & by the time I realised the time.... I was running late! I had wanted to be at Wendy's hse earlier so I can spend more time with her parents but alas!


1.59pm - msged Mr.A to bring his Lappy (show me his race photos) & I'll bring my HD cos need to trf some files over. No reply from him

2pm - Bathe
2.10pm - Left hse
2.55pm - Reached Hougang, bought desserts, walked to Wendy's
3.05pm - reached Wendy's (parents are well, happy =) )
3.23pm - Wanna spend more time with her parents, but meeting Mr.A. Msged him I'll be late, meet him 4.15pm instead.
4pm - left Wendy's hse with much reluctance, took bus to KM (abt 5 bustops away)
4.09pm - 1 bus stop away, Mr.A msged that he couldnt find the access card to go KM, if I wanna go Public pool instead or just go Heartland Mall.
I immediately called him... only to learnt that he's just left his home... I asked again in disbelief....cfm: Queenstown Home not KM home.... I thought really hard but quickly... I told him that we shant meet anymore today & I'll just head home.

Lotsa questions ran thru my brains:
1) Why did he not prepare the Access Card last nite since he already planned to go KM today?

2) Why did he not reply that he will be late at 3.25pm! I was still worrying that he might have left the house & had to wait for me at KM's guardhouse!

3) At 4.09pm, still can msg me! What if I was already walking there or arrived? Why couldnt he just call!? can still msg somemore!

4) To think that he knows I Hate to wait (& have waited for him -without any news, for more once!), he can still do this!?

5) To think that I was so foolish to stop by (despite having a rush schedule) to buy some throat lozenge, pack my HD n doggy poo bags I bot for him... not to mention that I had almost wanted to rush to buy some Liang Teh at Kovan 1st before I walk over KM! Luckily I didnt! Else I would really be a Fool!

6) Did he expect me to wait another bloody 30mins for him at KM since he had just left his house?!
*WTFish!* NO WAY!

7) If he is really interested in some1, he will try all means to impress the person! Not push that person away, worse to irk her with the most impt Character trait that she values!

Oh man... The question-with-no-answer-list goes on & on...

I did a quick visit to mother & Aunty Leo at heartland mall... left Kovan in abt 10mins time....
1hr bus ride home... I kept thinking.... & i got more & more pissed n upset! Almost burst into tears!

4.53pm - "Heyz... sorry to disappoint u."
Haiz... does this guy even know why I would be disappointed? Was it not being able to swim at KM (he was really exicited to show me KM's pool & had repeatedly wanna bring me there-I think he'll be more disappt then me), OR I was disappointed in him...

I admit, I totally lost it! Starry Stella can vouch for that! Ok, I know I am quick tempered! But I simmer down fast too! But that doesnt mean that I cant remain disappointed, irked, disgusted by what had happened! I totally blasted away on the phone with Starry....
p.s.Starry, sorry gal - u had to take the blurt of it! Thanks for always listening to me me ramble... =I

End of the day, I finally figured something. The truth hurts but reality is in my face! This guy is probably not interested in me at all... bleah!
That was the only explanation I could think of (since he is not offering any for his absurb behaviour).

My thoughts:
1) Men dun change, they will never change - so he'll probably always be rubberband-timing-man
2) I dun wanna change! Punctuality is basic courtesy n respect! My ground is firm right from day 1, why should I change!? 
3) I aint letting some guy walk all over me again this time! Take control Soya! I need to love myself more this time round!


Starry asked if now the point score is Zero, I said it's in major Deficit... there need to be some major brownie points Bailout man.... else it's all going down down down....

So the next question, should I cut my lossess now? Hmmm..... it's not too late... it's never too late to do anything! Brave it Soya! YAY!

Lazy Kitties

My bed's getting abit crowded these days...

Cos there has been company...

Lazing in bed during the afternoon & Nugget snuggled up for a nice spot! His fav spot, between my legs... bleah...

He loves the soft touch of the new bedsheets & quilt cover!

I was just reading when he took his position!

U can see Creamie at her usual fav spot!

On the blue chair! She will hog this seat whenever I leave to go to the kitchen for a mere 30secs!

Accidentally woke Nugget up.... oops!

My handsome boy!

Manja Nugget!

Then he decided to claim the other half of my bed & quilt cover as HIS!

My pillow too! I woke up to find his ass in my face!

He was so soundly asleep that he was slipping off the pillow!

When I tried to shift his ass away, he woke up & moved away...

Only so he can have the

WHOLE pillow to himself!

He quickly fell asleep again... like a cocoon!

Sometimes he seek warmth with Creamie at her Throne seat!

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Godma Starry visits her Furkids!

As always, she busily snaps away with her new camera! YAY!

1st hand encounter: C&N refused to let her read newspaper in Peace!

"Give ME attention Godma! ME!"

His head movement so fast, like Bollywood dancing around the scratching post!

Nugget recognises EVERY form of bag as a Potential Adventure medium!

Kiss from the Queen!

Wonderful Friday!

Lazy day... just feel like nuazing the whole day in bed...

So I cleaned the room, changed the bedsheets (including Creamie & Nugget's)....
Oh I realised I was more ONZ to do things for my babies... I actually hand washed their sheets & dry them up quickly! Put the clean & nicely sun-ed sheets back 2 hrs later! Kekek!

Read in bed till it was time to leave the house!
Really just wanna nuaz n enjoy myself with the SHDA (SisterHood Drinking Association)! Met them at Raffles City after my "Deforestation" appointment at Strip-Co, feeling damn good abt myself!

Had so much laughs with the gals! Esp Meiyan's chubby niece & also Vivy's "pretendence winces".... her little wincing here & there will prompt Mr.AT to do all the chores for her! Kekek! So cute lah she, with her baby into the 4th month, the bump is starting to show & I am just very happy for her! =D

had a nice pot of Ginger tea at D.O.M.E marina Square & then we proceeded to Conrad Hotel for some more chilling.... funny cos SHDA is having fewer members doing their fav activity, DRINK!
I used to head the Hennessy Task Force, there were also Task Forces like Beer, Stout, Fruit Punch and Green Tea! With the mummy around, we kinda wanna have the better influence too & drink lesser!
Today, at Conrad, most were drinking Fruit smoothies, except for a Stout, 1 Beer & 1 wine (for me)...

Had a German Riesling... nice!

I have been trying to cut down on my drinking & so far so good!
Reasons:
1) Cut down expenses
2) Cut down Calories! Wanna trim my Beer-stout-gin-wine tummy!
3) Lead a Healthier lifestyle!

 I think I will just stick to 1 beer /wine, the next time I am out chilling....

What a nice way to spend my weekend.... awww..... utterly relaxing!

C'mon Soya! Stay Composed!! STEADY!

Feel like a dumb dumb.... specially choose to watch *Storm Warriors 2* at Cathy Cineleisure today but forgot to bring the bloody UOB card out to enjoy the discount! Bleah! A difference of $5 lah! It's not so much of $$, but more so cos I specially took cards out to put into the smaller card holder & made a mental note to put in the UOB card... in the end, I took the wrong card still.... bleah!

After thinking real hard, me & Mr.A finally decided to have a Quickie @Xin Wang.... No, he did not have "Soya"... he had cheese backed rice & I had Man-go dessert.... *Gosh!* What were you evening thinking?! Tsk tsk! =P

I slipped... i showed him a msg from Starry abt Cool dude Jacob Black's (Movie *New Moon*) abs but I forgot to check thru the msg.... There was a part "So he's back alrdy?..."
Then he asked me how come Stella knows who he is?! *SLAP!*
I covered up by saying that of cos lah, she is my close friend & we tok all the time... besides, she reads my blog *DOUBLE TRIPLE SLAP* Mental note: Do not mention abt BLOG!
Then he asked for my blog address... blah blah, I say "cannot", "but u knw I can alwis find ur blog right!", "Find lor!", "Blogspot right!?" .... "Blogspot?! (gave a Serious look) I tot most pple will use Multiply?", "Oh, ur blog is at Multiply!" - *BINGO!* "I have Multiply Blog leh! But I long time never blog liao!", I wanted to say "I know! Cos I read liao!" but I didnt lah!,

Then....
"So how come ur friend Stella knws abt me?! Is she like ur best friend?"
He's seemed still persistant to find out abt how stella knows abt him... seemed like he is trying to probe into the direction of "If this girl mention me to her bestie, i must be impt to her..."

*SLAP* Soya, check the msg before u show to any1!

*Storm Warriors 2 (風雲II)*

Lotsa fighting, lotsa Cool Aaron... never really fancy Ekin Cheng (Cos I dun like AhBengs, so those HKG Street Gangster shows he acted, I wasnt interested in any of those)....

Aaron as always is damn cool, Fit as a Bull & Drooling HOT!

Check out his abs! (P.S. Ekin's ones in the show had to be enhanced by cosmetic... blue shadowing to create the contour effects! Boooo!)

After *Storm Warriors*, decided to go Tiong Bahru, he to cut hair, me to check out the mall cos I havent been there for centuries! Cool! Also wanna eat at the Hawker centre that boast many yummy food!

So after hair cut, we walked to the hawker centre & luckily it wasnt crowded! Phew!

Decided on Fish Head Curry! WOW! Lotsa Brownie points for him cos:

1) He knows how to eat Fish!

2) He knows how to eat Fish Head!

3) He knows how to eat Fish Head Curry!

We had some serious tok, abt character of pple we know... our races.... new goals for the year to come...

He also suddenly blurt out...

"Anyone told u before u have beautiful eyes?"

I pretended to look up in the skies, counting my fingers as if I need to really count the no. of pple who told me so! That was my quickiest reaction & I took it was quite natural!

He looked away & jokingly gave a U-DAMN-THICK-SKINNED-LAH look...

I stroked his ego by holding his arm & pulling him back

"no lah, kidding.... well... just a couple lah... beautiful meh?"

"Must be alot lah, cant even remb how many right! Yah, do u know sometimes ur eyes very BIG!"

"Oh yah, I think when I wear specs smaller, wear contacts like now BIGGER! U eyes also Big what!"

"I dun like my eyes leh... not balanced one...bleah"

Looking really hard at his eyes (1st time so close -45cm distance between us face to face)....

"what's wrong with them.... they are nice what?!

"Dun like leh, not balanced.... the double eyelids 1 deeper, 1 less deep"

"Oh yah hor... mine also wat! haha! Quite normal! Urs looks ok lah"

"U mean u never notice my eyes before...huh...?" Waiting for my reply.... over-eager

RED ALERT! Trick question Soya!

"Ehmmm... never leh... "

"How come!?!"

"Ehmmm.... (Soya, compose urself - dun let him knw that u didnt dare look so deep before cos u were afraid that ur soul will be sucked in!) ... Never means never lah! Aiyah, always walk beside me, sit in car also beside wat!" (So lame lah Soya, C'mon! u can do better!)

"But whenever we eat leh?! I sit opp u what! How come so close still never notice!"

"Ehemmm.... aiyah! The other tables all the width very Big lah! Very far mah! This table width smaller lah!" (I will be a fool to believe myself man!)

"Oh.... (victorious grin).... this table "width smaller ah".... ok lor....kekeke"

I knew I lost... damn! u gota compose urself gal! Cant let him catch u off guard like this!

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Morale of the story...the next time someone tells me I have nice eyes... I shd just stick to:

"Oh really, Thank you... so nice of u to say that- Full Stop!"

Oh & if u are a guy & reading this, please do the gals a favour! Dun be such a pussy! gals dig guys who are straight forward n confident! No matter how much they tell u that u are too Mushy or too much of a sweet talker, Gals dig all this Shit! SERIOUSLY! Trust me!

Please, pretend u have balls of steel (even if u dun) & say in ur most confident n deep voice:

"Woman, u have beautiful eyes... I love them!"

(Phrasing this as a statement shows u are assertive, u know what u are saying! Women like guys who know what they want n How to get it!)

Ok, if the woman reply : "But what, u dun like my nose too?!"

Drop this woman, Run away as fast & u can! she's venom!

Any other kind of replies, u are on safe grounds man! Proceed!

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Just when I tot we had draw for this round, Mr.A scored with an unexpected corner kick!

"So Stella is very good friend lah? What did u tell her abt me?"

Score:

Soya  - Mr.A , 1 - 2

I'm down, Down, DOWN!

I think i've lost it... I'm just gona let it get to me...

Sore throat gotten worst this morning when I woke, not a good sign... bleah
Decided to take "MC", except that I didnt have to call in to report, nor do I have any staff pass to show at the clinic, dun even have to go clinic anymore - still I cant claim & it wun have any effect on my "Leave"...

I told my "boss", Miss Ng, that I'm gona take a break.. fell asleep feeling alittle guilty till abt 8am - woken by MrA's sms.

Yes, he's back...finally... =I
We said to catch a movie before he left, decied to bring it forward today since i'm not working. I felt well enough to watch movie, but emotionally not strong to trade - dun wanna make silly mistakes again...still sore abt yest's loss. I just wana feel pampered n sayanged...

The whole cycle repeats...
Waited 10 mins, 15mins - gave up, went back upstairs & sank into the sofa to rest,
20mins, 30mins, - got worried...
35mins - msg came to apologise & he's downstairs already. Ok - so this guy is alive... phew...
Just need to repeat twice - dun flare up Soya... there's no need to.... rubberband-timing-guy-will-never-change.

He had the "fear" in his face... I could tell... he was supa worried n scared that I will be mad at him... I was... cos it's not fair! I was worried sick for nothing! Apologised profusely... I just said "ok...." He knew I was not pleased.

Nevertheless, this was not how I planned our meeting! I planned to throw myself at him to congrat him for the successful completion of his IRONMAN event in AUS! IRONMAN! It's like Spartan! I planned to shower him with lotsa Hugs n Kisses! tell him how proud I am to have him as a friend....
of cos of cos, such plans of mind usually will dissipate when I literally melt at his feet - just at the sight of him! Not to mention how suave he looks with his sunburnt face (still peeling like a snake! Aiks!), his proud momento IRONMAN FINISHER Polo-Tshirt, his bushy n outa-bed-hairdo, of cos the mega watt smile....
*Pardon me: I am a sick woman .... sick as in Not Feeling well.... no pun intended k! =P

Anyway, he gave in to my request of watching *Twilight - NewMoon* though he had not watched the 1st & knows nuts abt it. He had promised to bring me eat teoChew muay - but since we were late, cant go liao, he asked me to choose between the Movie or teochew muay.
Tough 1, cos I wanna feel like the "Queen" & I badly needed my Soulfood - TeoChew Muay!

I decided on *New Moon*
Was supposed to watch *Storm Warriors* tmr, today's movie was impromptu. So he said:
"OK, nevermind TeoChew muay ok.... Tmr... TMR! We will do all those we couldnt do today.... I Promise ok!!"
U shd have seen his face - he looked very serious... looked right into my eyes when he sensed my disappointment. Mayb he was feeling guilty for being late & thus ruining our plans, or mayb he was just feeling sorry for me cos I was sick... but I was scared stiff... he is seldom so serious 1, & he was kinda like waiting for my reply to say "ok" or what... cos he looked so deep into my eyes that I had to look away else the Sudden-involuntary-action-of-moving-5inches-forward-&-accidentally-touched-his-lips would happen! NO WAY! So I had to tease him to ease the tension abit :
"ok, we'll do that tmr - whey! dun so serious leh! Movie only leh, u scared me lah say until so serious..."
"hey, I am very serious abt what I said k...." 
"Cool..." was all I could squeeze outa my spongey brains...

Had a rushed 30mins lunch at STREETS Downtown East, HK Style cafe... wanted a Prawn Dumpling soup Noodles.. but in the end ordered a maggi mee with egg n luncheon meat that cost $5.80 (without the full works of GST, Service chareg etc)... he ordered the Prawn Dumpling soup Noodles in the end... "So that U can have some Shui Jiao too...=) " btw, =) is Sweet toothy smile...I melted away at my seat...

We toked abt "What Next" after his IRONMAN n my SCM... We shared our outlooks for the new year to come... he agreed readily to train with me & Ellen in preparation for our ADIDAS Sundown, but he wun be taking part. But he said he'll support us! Cool!

Anyway, *NewMoon* is Way cool! Starry had prep me to keep a lookout for Jacob, Bella's childhood friend n secret admirer! She didnt prep me enough though.... cos when he appeared.... almost Buff... My jaws literally dropped open & saliva was abt to drip, of cos MrA saw it thru me! He teased me lah! Cover my eyes with his hands whenever the screen of his 6 bloody pack stomach pops up... pretending to catch my saliva dripping from my mouth... When I was concentrating on Jacob Black... Mr.A was concentrating on my reactions! Blimey!

Drool baby,
DROOL over this hot bod!

Catch it!

*TWILIGHT - NEW MOON*

This the gift he got for me... Nicee.... he said he love it alot & knew that I wear caps during my run (OMG! he noticed!) & so hope to motivate me!  Niceeee....

Will need alot of courage to wear it though, since I dun earn it, yet... Yet.... =)