Reminiscence of sweet memories....

Was it the last time you received a teddy bear?
When was the last time you gave your teddy bear a bathe?
wait......... have u ever washed ur teddy bear? hmmm....

Many of us have probably received our fair share of teddy bears in our girly lives.... they come in all shapes and sizes.... alot of times they are not even Bears... but dolls or whatever cute character tat is in the fad then....

I too have my fair share of Huggies... they once fought with me on my tiny bed for space... I grew up... the bed size also grew... But somehow the number of Huggies grows  INVERSELY proportionate to the the number of candles we have on our birthday cakes.... How miserable!!

Even when we grow older, wiser, less cute... we still fall for the little Huggies that love ones shower us with once in a while...

Some time back, i have written tat I have received a Teddy Bear.The time lapse between the last one i received was a HUGE gap! The one I share my bed with now, has been with me for a year plus. Sadly, the creme coloured teddy bear had longed turned Grey and i have been putting off to give it a bathe. Only a few nights back, I decided to give it a gd scrub.

Tonight when I looked at it again.... All crispy and cremey, all the gd old memories of the teddy bear came back to me.... i recalled how sarcastic I wrote abt the situation when I received it. One Year and a few months today, I can finally confess that I was actually pleasantly happy when I received and cuddled it at nite. At 30years of age, I can finally confess alot of my actual feelings.

I am definitely not a dolly huggy person, but i duno why i kept the bear on my bed.
-Mayb cos it reminded me that I can be Loved no matter what achievements I have in my life (or the lack of it)!

-Mayb cos it was a token of Love from someone who can accept me for who I am... of which I am starting to doubt if I will ever be loved!

-Mayb i felt guilty for causing hurt to someone who once liked me enough to risk being laughed off "WTF! You gave the Tough-Cookie-Soya a Cuddly Teddy Bear?! What were you thinking mate?!"    

-Mayb............ I'll never know the answer but I know I wan to keep reminiscencing this precious memory....

All clean n crisp(from the Suntanning!!)

So when you finally decided to give your teddies a bathe, remb that you are loved! remb the memories you once shared with the person....

That is if you ever give ur teddies a scrub lah!!