我可以的!

Still having terrible nights... insomnia again... Sat till now... it's the 4th day liao!

Was so fed up with trading that I shut down the computer & told Wangwang that:
"Let's take half day off from work today!"

It was 11.30am then... the Sun was bright & burning! Told myself that it's a Great day to go for a swimming, even a dip would be good to relieve me of the lousy feeling inside of me...

To go to TP pool, I have always preferred to ride my bike there! But since I am gona bring 战马out, i might as well go "measure" my running distance at ECP. Have been running for the past 5weeks at ECP to changi & never really know the distance... we went by timing... not milege... so i packed up & left the house... it was 12noon & boy was I in for a ride!

Kena "fried" of cos! Shoulders burning sensation!
But the ride was Great! Have always love driving/riding/cycling from Bedok Camp to along Upper East Coast road (passing by the Bedok Camp Hawker centre) & down the stretch of beautiful houses... one day I hope to stay somewhere along this stretch of Singapore!

Anyway, the distance as such!
- Home to Start of Water Venture East Coast park = 10km
- Water Venture East Coast park to Start "Mirror"(Changi coastal road) = 4.5km
- Start "Mirror" to Lamppost number I-5-35 = 4km

Meaning to say that for me & ellen's run on last Sunday was 8.5km (55mins) X 2 (return trip) = 1hr 50mins for 17km! That means an average speed of 9.27km/hr! WWOoooohooo!

I was totally Blasted knowing the distance we had accomplished & built up for the past 5weeks! COOL! no... it should be DAMN F**KING COOL LAH!

Anyway... the ride was great! Rode back home & stopped at Bedok Camp Hawker for the Famous Cheng Teng! Yumm! Overprized but to reward myself! 40km done! By this time, sky got dark & decided not to go for swim liao.

Actually I have been procrastinating abt starting for swimming again.... Painful lah! Sure muscle ache & all! Faint! Must start somehow already also... else come next yr I will "suffer" again!
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Ran today with Ellen at bedok Res... 8km & we did it in 49mins17secs! Managed to maintain a very good & wide striding for the last 1km & did a burst! So gdy! WOW!
At this rate, mayb we can do the SCB Half Marathon 21.1km in under 2hrs20mins... no lah, target is 2hrs30mins... YAY!

Ellen says she wanna do marathon till she is 80 yrs old. She asked what abt me? I kept quiet at first, then I told her I only wanna live till 65 yrs old leh! Kekek! She said God's Plan for us is to live till 120yrs old!

Well, I think God's plan for me is to Impact as many pple as I can within the limited life span He has planned for me! & Doing the maths... it's more difficult to achieve cos on the average, I will have to impact more pple within a year & if I really break it down... that's more work God has planned for me!

But the Question is this: Have I impacted your life already?! What are you reading this blog entry... Have I done something for you? If not, tell me how I can do so! Quick! My life is too short! Kekek!

Anyhow, have been feeling damn lousy abt work... it's a tough week to work... I think I will declare a full week leave... lotsa news coming up after the 3rd Quarters earnings announcements, market volatility... etc... losing lotsa "Mock Money".

I remb some of the stuff a few close friends told me recently....

"Soya, I really believe you can do it... you know... I have faith in you!"

"Soya, i know it's tough, but that's what you are best at! You are a tough nut!"

"Loveling...你可以的!"

I really hope to live up to the expectations...
maybe it would be good to take a break away from work this week... "sharpen my saw" abit...